Chapter 2

Thinking

Kise reluctantly woke up the next morning. The sun seemed so bright and happy that it had annoyed him. Kise isn't the type of person to hate something, he was always happy and cheerful but, when it came to basketball he became more intense. He walked out of bed and stood in the middle of the room looking aimlessly at his blank wall. After what seemed like forever he finally went to his bathroom, brushed his teeth, showered and got dressed for school.

Later on he went downstairs to eat breakfast that his mother had prepared for him. Kise had tried to forget what had happened yesterday but, it seemed like something that would forever nag him, something he couldn't forget the next day even if he wanted to. The only thing that pricked his blood was the fact that he couldn't do one thing about Kasamatsu accepting that girls confession. It had always seemed with the type of attitude Kasamatsu wore that no was would be able to like him, or him liking someone back...it just seemed impossible to Kise that he didn't want it to be true. He wished that yesterday was a lie and he was dreaming about it.

Kise wanted that grouchy, abusive, senpai of his. He would do anything to get him, to make him only look at him in the eyes and no one else. He wanted to touch him, make him feel ecstasy while Kise fondled is whole body. It was hard enough that he imagined it but he actually wanted to do it so bad that his fantasies couldn't help him anymore. There were time Kise had many chance of it happening. When they were alone, changing or when Kise was barging into Kasamatsu's house to study, his parents are almost never home, he had many chances to push him against his bed and devour him.

Kise sighed at his own dirtied mind. He did want to do that but...he doesn't have the heart to do it. He didn't want to know the outcome's if it did happen, having to face that was the part that held him back the most. He didn't want his senpai to hate him, he didn't want him to feel disgusted of him or fear him.

Kise finished is breakfast and set it in the sink and left his house walking to the station. Kise knew well that he had to do something. Anything, to not let Kasamatsu meet that girl, he could always get rid of her but honestly how would he be able to do that to an innocent girl. He just needed to know when they were going to meet and think of a plan before that happened. Kise finally go to the train station, receiving some stares from girls of neighboring schools while he waited for the train.

By the time he got to school, he had managed to forget the events of yesterday, barley. He walked down the hall to his surprised find Kasamatsu walking to his first class. Kise was over joyed that he found his senpai. He sneaked around until he was close enough to tackle him and give him a gruesome bear hug.

" Kasamatsu-Senpai~"

" Kise I swear"

Kasamatsu drew his elbow and hit Kise right in the stomach. All Kise did was yelp in pain and hugged Kasamatsu harder. It was hard enough that Kise barley sees Kasamatsu during school but it was sad when he couldn't touch him like this for hours.

"Ne, Senpai...when are you going to meet that...girl"

Kasamatsu turned himself around still in the grasp of Kise and look up at him with a questioning look. "Why do you even care" was the only thing he said before he kick Kise on the leg making the blonde finally let go of him and walked away. Kise was left to rub out the pain on his leg. He sighed, that was one way doing it, just simply ask, but what would the outcome come out to be, Kise being beaten from head to toe.

Kise could't think of anything, the only thought that he had was to stalk Kasamatsu all day even follow him half way home, but to Kise even that idea was to stupid to even pull off because the moment Kasamatsu found him, Kise was a goner.

During the day Kise didn't pay any attention to anything the teachers said, his mind was still coming up with ideas that only left with the scenario of Kise getting a beat down by Kasamatsu and they weren't pretty.

In the middle of Kise's thinking the bell had rung off signaling the free period they all had. Many of the students rushed out of the class while other got up to talk to others. Kise could simply go and meet Kasamatsu but he knew the moment he got to his class he wouldn't be happy at all to see Kise's face. Instead he stayed in his seat and doodled some weird looking pictures in his notebook.

After a while, Kise got really into his doodles that he began to fully draw things out and gave it his most concentration. A minute later his concentration was disturbed when someone poked his shoulder, Kise thought that it was of the guys but not much to his surprise it was a girl. Her face was all red and she never looked Kise in the eyes and for Kise that meant only one thing. He didn't know the girl to well, the only time he had talked to her was when he had missed school one day and needed to borrow someone's notes and she offered to give him hers.

After she asked to go outside the classroom Kise didn't say anything and just simply followed. She stood in front of him, her eyes never meeting his and her head toward the floor.

"um...Kise-Kun...Iv'e really like you for a long time"

"Oh...is that so, Thank you for liking me"

"and I ...I want to go out with you! Please go out with me"

Kise too a deep breath and gave a soft but sweet smile. "I'm sorry, but I really like someone right now...I..I can't go out with you."

She looked up at him with a sad expression but gave him a smile and nodded in understatement walking back into the classroom. Kise sighed and started to walk back inside only to notice Kasamatsu looking at him form the other end of the hall. Kise's heart thumbed and he smiled at him only to get a glare then Kasamatsu walked away.

At the end of the school day Kise ran his way to practice. He got changed and left to the gym first wanting to be alone with Kasamatsu but to much of his disappointment the others came in before him. During the whole practice Kise couldn't get anywhere near Kasamatsu since everyone got in the way or were taking up his attention. It just annoyed him.

When practice was over, everyone changed up and began to walk outside, Kise took his time to be able to be with Kasamatsu since he was always the last one to go. During one of Kise's class the teacher had said something about a self project and a test, Kise honestly didn't know which one they were doing since he was only half paying attention to what the teacher said. That's when a thought hit him, he could ask Kasamatsu for help on whatever he was doing thus going inside his house and gain information and a few hours of alone time with him...it was the perfect plan.

As soon as Kise saw Kasamatsu he rushed up to his side. "Kasamatsu-Senpai~". All Kise got was a glare and a cold shoulder. Kise went after him and tugged on his arm. "I need help with some study notes for...a test please study with me!"

Kasamatsu keep on walking."Why do I need to help you? Ask someone in your class"

"But Senpai~ you know way more then them...please, please,please"

"NO"

"But...but...but-"

"A no is a NO KISE!"

"But...PLEASE!. I wont ask anything ever again, I promise...please,please,please"

Kasamatsu sighed and agreed reluctantly, he honestly didn't want to hear Kise's annoying whinging and he wasn't pleased that Kise was going to invade his lone time again.

Kise was more than happy.