A/n:So Valentine's day is around two weeks away, and I though I would give Kise a break and give him...a chance with Kasamatsu.

But that doesn't mean it's the end...it's only just for Valentine's and everything will or will not turn for the worst again.

You'll see

Comfort

Beep. Beep. Beep.

Kise let out a long groan. His body hurt, his head felt stuffy probably a headache and he was barley able to breath out of his nose. He lunged a hand towards the annoying beeping sound and grasped what seemed to be his cellphone. Struggling to open his eyes, Kise saw that it was his warning alarm, if he didn't get up now he would be late again.

The beeping sound didn't stop, Kise was to lazy to hit the off button so with the little force he had, Kise threw his phone across the room. He heard a soft thud followed by a small shatter and silence. He rubbed his face with his cold hands. Kise liked the coldness, it soothed his his head.

Kise let out a sigh, he felt horrible, he was in pain both physically and mentally. It didn't do him any good. He felt like crying again. The moment he got home and in bed he started to cry. He cried and cried and tried with all his strength to stop but the tears just kept on coming. Kise didn't know when he stopped.

With his free hand Kise managed to throw his blanket on the floor. Taking his other hand off his face, he went and grabbed the head rest and pulled. Kise was able to hear his muscles crack and it felt good. Kise then let go and forced himself up and off the bed as fast as he could.

But that was a mistake, his head did a 360, and it began to pound. He stood there for a few minutes, trying to ignore the pounding headache. After deciding that it was never going to leave, he slowly made his way over to the bathroom.

Kise took his sweet time, he was in no rush to go to school, he was in no rush to go anywhere at this point. He opened the bathroom door and braced himself with the coldness. Taking a few steps in he regretted not getting his slippers. The floor was stone cold making Kise walk around on his tippy toes.

Kise faced the mirror. His eyes were red and swollen. Along with the black and blue bruise on his face, he looked horrible.

He turned on the faucet putting the water on lukewarm. Kise cupped his hands under it and splashed water on his face a few times. He then looked at the mirror again, he looked okay, barley.

Kise kept staring at his face. He thought his life was fucked up. He thought that there was no reason for someone like him to be alive in this world, he hated himself so much and he kept repeating it. This was his fault, all if it was his fault, there was no chance to change it, was the only thing he could think of. He wondered if he told someone this, would they care. Would they try to change his mind, they didn't know anything, they didn't know what happened, so how would they help. Kise just needed someone to tell him that this isn't the worst thing that could happen to him. He needed that, he did.

Kise hung his head down. He turned off the faucet and headed out the bathroom door. He stood at hos door and looked at his room. His room was mostly clean aside from his backpack being thrown on the floor and a few clothes from a few days ago that he was to lazy to put in the hammer. He scanned over his room and found his phone a few feet away from the door. He scrambled to put the battery back in, turning on his phone he quickly went to his contacts. He wanted to tell someone, anyone. He thought it would help at least a bit if he told someone about what he was going through, but no one came to mind.

Looking though his contacts he stopped when he found Kasamatsu's name. Kise had put little hearts next to it and it called for disaster. A few months ago Kise had finally managed to get Kasamatsu's number he was so excited, of course he had a crush on him and without thinking he put the little hearts , but Kasamatsu ended up seeing it. He threatened Kise so much, but no one in the locker room took him seriously since Kasamatsu was blushing madly from all the teasing he was getting.

Kise let out a little smile and unconsciously pressed the call button. It rang and rang, finally a grouchy voice came through the phone "What. Do. You. Want?"

Kise dropped the phone. He swore that he was an idiot sometimes. Kise kept staring at it, he didn't want to talk to Kasamatsu and he didn't want to hang up on him either. It was a mistake, a mistake Kise took to long to realize he did. He might of done it on purpose, but Kise himself didn't want to admit it to himself if that was the case.

Kise thought that Kasamatsu would of hanged up on him by now but as the minutes passed he was still on the line. Kise slide his hand closer to his phone and reluctantly picked it up. Kise couldn't hear anything from the other side, so he gave a fast look to see if Kasamatsu did hang up, yet he was still on the line..

A few more minutes passed and Kise didn't know what to say. He called without thinking, along with having no clue what to say, or talk about,

Kise wanted comfort. He wanted to tell someone what he was going through. He wanted someone to tell him its okay or to tell him that he'll make it through it, to not give up, to say anything comforting. What would Kasamatsu do? thought Kise, he knows whats going on, he probably knows what Kise is feeling, he wasn't going to help, but Kise needed someone, anyone, with more reluctance Kise spoke "Senpai", he then heard Kasamatsu give a low hum.

"It hurts"

Kise heard a heavy sigh, "What do you want me to do?" 'Ah, he does know' thought Kise.

"Make the pain stop"

"Kise...I can't"

"...I know"

"I'm sorry"

"For what?"

"For yesterday", There was an awkward after that. Kise stood up and walked over to his bed, picking up the blanket and wrapping it over his body, and spoke again. "Do you really mean that?"

"I do"

"Why did you do it"

"I...I don't know...I really don't. I was angry and frustrated, I felt molested in a way"

Hearing that made Kise's heart sink. "I'm sorry"

There was a pause in the other line, "Yeah, I know you are, but it's not that easy for me to forgive you right now"

"oh" was the only thing Kise said, and once again there was an awkward silence.

Kise heard the bell, 'first period he thought' Kasamatsu spoke again, "I have to go"

"Wait"

"What?"

"I was...I was wondering if you'd ever give me a chance"

"..."

"I'm sorry...I wasn't thin-"

"Maybe...don't expect anything though"

And with that Kasamatsu hanged up.

Kise was stunned...maybe. That was what he said...maybe. Kise's started to blush. He never knew the outcome would turn up like this, but just like Kasamatsu said, he shouldn't get his hopes up. Maybe his life wasn't fucked up, maybe he did a good thing accidentally calling Kasamatsu.

Or Kasamatsu did feel bad for him, and he only said that to spare Kise's feelings, either way Kise was more than happy. He put his phone next to him, and decided that it was to late to go to school, even though yesterday he got their later than this, Kise just didn't want to go through the struggle again, so he went back to sleep.