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Haley woke to a headache. Tears dried on her face. She didn't want to get out of bed, she didn't want to face the day. To face the things Aaron would tell her. she was frozen. Cold. She got around, not doing much not allowing herself to think. She let Jessica in at some point she wasn't sure when. She refused to talk to her sister no matter how much Jessica poked and prodded. Then Aaron was there with Jack and she hugged her son who quickly went to his aunt. She didn't look at Aaron as they left the house. She couldn't. wouldn't.

The car ride was silent. Neither breaking the heavy tense silence. They came to the restaurant and were seated. Not looking at each other not a world breathed between them.

"Haley." One word broke the silence. She looked up at him. she swallowed and then she let the tears slide down her face. She knew his history a bit of it anyway she knew of his mother. That his father hadn't been around.

"I never knew." She whispered.

"Never knew what?"

"Who they were who adopted him. "Mom just said they were friends of hers. Good people I trusted her. I was so naive. I should have known that she would just give him away to anyone how could I trust her."

"Shh Haley." Aaron soothed reaching over and wiping the tears from his ex wives cheeks. I don't blame you. We were kids. Scared and basically alone. No help, no support. We did what we thought was best. Your mother didn't lie about one thing. At lest Diana Reid is a good woman. She has her issues but there is one thing I can say with certainty she loves Spencer with every fiber of her body."

Haley looked into Aaron's eyes. "I can't believe our baby has been here the whole time and we didn't know. How can I have looked at him so many times and not have known he was my child. What kind of mother does that make me I should have known."

"Haley there is no way you could have been expected to know. You wouldn't expect the baby we'd given up so many years ago to show up at the BAU. I work with him every day and I didn't know."

"Is he going to want anything to do with us?"

"I don't know Hales we'll have to let him decide that. I can see him struggling well we're at work. I noticed he seems to have some issue's when it comes to Jack."

"No.' Haley gasped. "Do you think he dislikes Jack?"

"No I think he loves Jack. Spencer doesn't take to children well but he loves Jack always has. I think he just sees Jack and through Jack the life he could have had." Aaron sent up a silent plea for forgiveness for profiling his youngest agent. His son.

"If he asks you tell him I'm here waiting with open arms any time he wants I'll be here." She whispered around the lump in her throat. They ate letting a calmer silence settle around them. Aaron dropped Haley off and kissed Jack goodbye before waving goodbye.

Haley bade her sister goodbye and then she picked up her baby boy and she held him tightly crawling into bed with him she let the tears flow as she held one child and cried for another. Jack may have been young but he realized something was wrong with his mommy and he laid in her arms and patted her cheek.

"It's okay mommy I love you." He tried to sooth the crying Woman." Haley just held him closer and cried a little harder.

Spencer sat at his desk in his apartment and he stared at a blank white piece of paper. He held a pen in his hands and he stared. He couldn't put pen to paper. He had to write his mother a letter. What was he going to say though?" He stopped thinking he stopped caring he just wrote.

Dear Mom.

I foun out today I'm adopted, I don't hate you, I just don't know how to feel I love you but I resent you. Taking a baby raising a baby with your illness. Not telling me the truth letting me worry that I could inherit it. Making me grow up way to soon. You had to know who my parents were. I write about Hotch all the time. Haley too sometimes how could you never tell me. I'm sure. I'm positive that even if those two as kids didn't know your name. That as a friend of Haley's mother you knew theirs. I can, I will forgive you but it will take time.

Love Spencer.

Spencer stared down at the letter, white paper now scattered with angry black words. He couldn't believe he'd written that. He felt a stab to his heart. He felt horrible. He picked up the paper before slipping it into a desk drawer. Never to be seen by another set of eyes as he started on another letter. One filled with the mundane things of his day. None off the hurt or anger. No he locked that away. Once again caring for his mother like the parent instead of the child. Telling her wouldn't accomplish anything only hurt her and that wasn't right. He sealed his second letter in an envelope and he put a stamp on it and he went to bed knowing that tomorrow was work and work meant Hotch and Hotch meant things he didn't want to think about.

A/N thanks to everyone who reviewed. Next up we have a bit from the episode Masterpeice. As Rossi tries to talk to Reid.