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Inulover4eva: Thanks for introducing it to your friend! I don't really like to answer your question you know coz it seems like you already know what I'm thinking, hehehe. Your correct sis they weren't related here but on their past life they were siblings…

FanofInulover: I like to answer your question too… Yes! It is Cagalli-chan who was on her dream dancing with the mysterious man… but it is not his brother… I will tell you sooner who he is on the next next next chapter…

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A/N: I don't own all of this Gundam characters.

Summary: Kira was recalling about his past life, how he met Athrun, before, after he arrives at the SEED University and why Kira flew from Heliopolis and leave the Orb.

Recalling about Kira's past…

Kira and Athrun were known since they were in kindergarten, but even they were in the same class they weren't that close instead they were called rivals. Kira was a new transfer student while Athrun being in top one always get challenged with him when he found out that he's also the same age and level of his I.Q.

They were intelligent, talented and always participated in their school activity that's why some of their classmates called them a whiz kid (Genius) and sometimes the teacher was having a difficulty to grade them both. Even they were only eight years old at the moment, they accelerates one year advance so instead of being in grade three pupil next year they progress being in grade four.

Until two years have past, they were now in grade six and soon to graduate but it seems that Kira were deteriorating his grade because of his absents every second week of the month. At first, Athrun was delighted about it because he sure that Kira couldn't win this time against him to become a valedictorian of the school. But he became offended when he also heard that Kira discontinued his participation to the school activities and often caught by the teacher sleeping in class. This makes him more curious on what the heck really happening with his competitor.

Athrun went to his house immediately after school and found out that he was in the hospital. As he leaves the La Flaga residence he was thinking if he will visit him there. Until his decision is finally made.

He drops by the hospital where Mr. La Fllaga told him and went to the information office instantly. He found a nurse and asks her where the patient's name Kira La Fllaga room is.

The information nurse immediately typed the given name of the patient while Athun swipe his school id to the visitors' information system device.

"He was in the second floor, room 208." Inform the nurse.

"Thanks."

He left the information staff and search for Kira's room on the second floor where the nurse informed him and luckily he easily found the room 208. He knocked three times on the door but no one answered him.

"The nurse said that he is in this room."

The blue haired boy opens the door and carefully walked inside the room only to find out no one was there. "Where is he?"

Then he heard some noise scratching near the bed. "Kira is that you?" He called, but no one answered him again. He ignored the sound that he heard and considered that it's only the effect of too much caffeine. "Imagination of course…" Athrun decided to leave the room and came back later, when all of a sudden another noise was heard for a second time, he surely thought that it wasn't his imagination now!

"I know that you were only hiding from me. Show yourself Kira." Athrun lean on the floor and look under the bed if there's someone hiding. He noticed a white figure underneath the bed and looks shivering.

"Hey Kira is that you?" He asked.

The white figure moved a bit like it was surprise. Athrun went grinned and thought that Kira wants to play a hide and seek with him. He tried to pull the white figure he saw… He heard it screamed and try to kick but he avoid it swiftly and caught its legs and pulled it closely until the half body appeared. "I got you now you little scary cat!" He said chuckling. "You're too childish! Why are you hiding from me?"

But it tries to kick him again and this time he hit his face. "Ouch! Hey stop it!" He yelled. But it won't get stop until Athrun impatiently pulled the legs up on the one he mistakenly thought it was his classmate. It was very light that he can invert that person up.

They were on that situation when the door unexpectedly open, Athrun didn't hear it. The victim screamed again. "Hey will you stop screaming like a girl Kira!" He shouted.

"What's the meaning of this?"

Athrun get shock to hear the familiar voice of his classmate and slowly he look at his back.

"Athrun… What are you doing here?"

"Kira help!!!"

"W-what the…" Athrun hoist his victim, he found out that it wasn't his male classmate and instead it was a little girl who was wearing a white patients clothes.

"Put Ca-chan down, will yah!"

"Oh… Okay." He timidly responded.

The blue haired kid carefully put down Cagalli and makes an apology for the trouble he have done to her. But Cagalli was still mad at him and give him a punch that makes the two guys shock.

"I… I said I was sorry! I thought that you are Kira and trying to hide from me. Why do you not answer that you are not him when I was able calling his name at fist place?" He reasoned out.

"Hmmph! You PERVERT!" She accusingly retorted.

"W-what?! How come I was? I didn't do anything with you."

"You try harassing Ca-chan!"

"Is it true?" Kira astounding ask him.

"But… I uh… I don't mean it really! It was an accident." He explained while keeping his face deeply blush.

Kira just sigh while Athrun didn't say any words and keep silent while looking down at the floor still blushing as he remember all happened earlier, until the brown haired, purple eye boy broke his reverie.

"Ne Athrun, you said you were looking for me, why?"

Athrun head move and turns to him. He stares into his sparkling eyes… "I don't want my best rival to just walk away and dropped his subject that easy without telling me why he done it." He told him seriously. "Tell me Kira, are serious not graduate this year?"

"Yes…" He simply answered that makes Athrun to get upset.

"But why?! What's wrong with you?! Are you sick to have a rival like me so you easily drop our subject to…"

"No." He quickly answered him back. "Actually it was a pleasure to have a rival, I have taught a lot of things there, especially with myself that I don't know before. These challenges make me real strong, and this is because of you Athrun."

Athrun was surprise with his answer. Deep inside of him he was so proud and happy to know that Kira feels the same way as he does right now.

"If that's how you feel then… why are you still…?"

Kira look at his left side where a little three year old girl resting on his arms, she's sleeping like an angel. "She's my only sister and I don't want to loose her. I will do anything for her sake even I sacrifice all."

"Did you mean you can't leave without her?"

Kira only nodded as he says yes.

"That's impossible!" He exclaimed.

"You will understand me later…"

"I know how you feel. You thought that I can't understand since I don't have any siblings… But you must understand too that there are times that you can't do anything for her. You have your own life and she has her own too. What if you were able to love another woman and soon get married? She can't stay longer with you. Don't sacrifice your happiness because of her."

"I know… But if someday it came true… as I said before, I will sacrifice all of my happiness for the sake of her."

"Remember Kira, she is not your shadow. Please release her from your chain!"

Silences keep them both.

Kira and Athrun became good friends afterwards, Athrun help him to adjust in his present school and he also introduced him with his friends in Heliopolis when he first arrived.

"Kira this is Nicole Amarfi, he is one year younger than us and still in second year high school."

"Nice to meet you." Greet the green head Nicole as they shake hands.

"Me too." He replied.

"This guy is Dearka Elthman." He said, introducing the guy with blond hair and tan skin.

Dearka give him a slight bow, Kira does it too.

"While this white haired guy is…"

"Hey! What white haired?! It's called silver!" He suddenly retorted.

"Oh! W-well fine its silver by the way his name is Yzak Joule. Sorry because his sometimes rude."

Kira smiled to everyone and it seems like only Nicole have interest to be his friend, while the two other man named Yzak was leering and Dearka ignoring him.

"The two guys were the same in our class even though they were one year older." He added.

"I know that you're confused." Ysak provoking said.

"Ah… No it doesn't matter at all." He denied.

"Oh c'mon, after all you will know it later from him." He said doubting while points at his blue haired friend.

"We expel in our class because of the trouble we cause." Dearka clarify to him.

Kira was stun to hear that. He was thinking of 'why'd Athrun consider them as his friend if they were bullies, but he comprehend that perhaps his blue haired friends were really good guys and Athrun is somewhat affable with them.

Athrun tap his shoulder that makes him to look at and broke his thoughts. "Kira I will go to the library with Nicole if you would like to come with us, its okay."

"Umm… no, maybe I should stay here." He refused.

"Alright, I will leave you here with those two." He teased as he pointing out the two annoying people at the back, Joule-san and Elthman-san.

"What are we, a baby sitter?!"

Athrun giggle at what Yzak have mentioned and then he and Nicole leave the three as they headed to the school library. When the two boys disappeared, Dearka ask Kira personally.

"Are you a coordinator like Athrun?"

Kira astounded about what he said. He remembered why he decided to go with his friend in Heliopolis. What is really his intention of being here?

Kira's Memories Five years ago…

"A coordinator?"

"Yes! You are one of them, since you can do these impossible things that we Naturals can't do! You were praising because you have all the abilities of being a coordinator, the talents and brains, just mean it! You are not really a human, do you? You are monster like them, who take peoples lives!!!" He accused.

"N-no… you're wrong. That's not true… Never!!!"

He run as fast as he could even his tears kept on falling down from his face until he reaches his home… He entered quickly and searched for his dad, but he failed to find him all over the house even his sister Ca-chan. "Where are they?"

Still panting…

"Otosama, tell me… I am not one of them. I am only normal, right?"

I remembered the day that I ask him. I was only six years old at that time…

"Otosama, what do you mean by ah…coordinator?"

"Why did you ask?" He aloofly asks while sipping his black cafe.

"I have a classmate who really hates them. She said they weren't a human."

"Oh, maybe… But Coordinators are genetically enhanced human beings who possess a number of enhanced traits, including faster learning and stronger and faster bodies that are virtually immune to diseases. The genetic modifications that create a Coordinator had to be performed in the earliest stages of embryonic development. The Coordinator embryo was then reinserted back into its mother for gestation. These genetic enhancements are then passed on to the Coordinator's children without the need for more enhancements. Do you understand now Kira?"

"Uh, yeah… but… may I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Am I a coordinator?"

"Why'd you say so?"

"Because one of my other classmate said that I am a fast learner and very intelligent and he told me that I maybe a coordinator."

"Actually I…"

"Otosama, you said that you were naturally born so I guess I'm a Natural too, isn't it otosama?"

"Ah…Yeah…"

Back at the present time, Cagalli and Mwu were finally arrived at home.

"Otosama the door's open!" The blond girl said surprisingly.

"Oh! I think I forgot to lock it up. Well I guess thieves wouldn't come to visit us this early." He joked as he entered the house.

"Kira?"

Mwu stop from walking and saw the boy that leans beside the wall, his head on his knees and arms tightens his grip around his legs.

"Is there something wrong, son?"

Mwu sensed that Kira had a big problem because of his looks. He accompanied him to his room and talked after they finished eating their supper.

"I think that this is the right time for you to know who really you, Kira. I will tell you everything I know but please promised me that no matter what you heard and know you should know that your home. Now are you ready to listen?

Yes, I wanted to know everything, and the truth."

Mwu sigh as he was really anxious that Kira may not acknowledge the truth about himself but he must learn to accept it know matter how it hurts him.

"It was 11 years ago, dated June 23, 55 C.E, and I was only a 15 years old high school student." Mwu begin while trying to remember every single detail about Kira's existence.

"I was walking alone on that morning near the bridge, when I suddenly heard a cry of a baby handled by a young beautiful woman. She saw me that I was staring at the infant carrying by her. She approached and begged me to keep the baby stay away from his father. I tried to ask her why but I saw that she's bleeding already. I tried to send her to the hospital but she refused since it will be only too late for her. She only left you this letter…"

"I don't listen to her and still grab a car from somewhere and drive her to the hospital if ever she can still make it but…

Kira was trembling took the letter from him and read.

To Kira,

I'm sorry if I leave you so early… If you wanted to know something about yourself, fly to Heliopolis. Don't ask just do it.

Love, Caridad

"… unfortunately she was dead on arrival."

"Is she my real mom?" Kira doubtfully asked.

Mwu keep silent for awhile before he replied…

"I guess…"

Again, he looked back at the letter written by his uncertainty unknown mother. His bangs were blocking his shuddering eyes while his heartbeat goes faster and faster until he cannot control himself by saying these words to his beloved father.

"I feel that I was deceived."

Mwu feels hurt because of what he heard from the kid. "I'm sorry. But really, I don't want to hurt you Kira…" He sorrowfully apologized to him.

"But you're hurting me now!!!" He exclaimed. Then he quickly ran to the open window and jump, not intending that it was more than 15 feet high that makes Mwu startling shock. He immediately went to the window from where Kira had skip and was totally alarm when he saw him that he was running fast across the streets.

It was really astonishing to know it! For me its unreal, funny… all was a lie… but yet this is all real and true that I don't want to accept…

"Earth to Kira… Hey are you still there?!"

Kira broke his reminisce when he look to see the blond tan guy waving his hand close to him.

"Sorry, what did you say?"

"I think that you're still out of your mind."

"Sorry… maybe I should take a rest for awhile." And quietly took off his sits and leaved the two guys who remain there, they exchange their looks back at him.

"What's wrong with him?" Ask Dearka to the white, eherm! I mean… silvered haired lad while pointing at the guy who leaves a minute ago.

"I don't know and I don't care." He snubbing answered back.

Kira was heading straight at his room and passes all the people he met. He even didn't notice that a pink haired girl was going to his direction and accidentally bumped to him.

"Ouch!" She throbbing said as she balanced herself not to fall but still she can't manage herself to trip over. Kira watch out the school girl ready to fall from the ground. He lends a hand to grab her arms but it's seems to be late for him to catch her! "Oh no, I think I can't make it!"

The girl already shuts her eyes to face the pain she would feel if she'll ever drop to the ground! But nothing happens to her she even feels that somebody caught her body and slightly slapping her face.

She slowly opens her lavender eyes and met a purple eyes boy that still worrying about her situation. "Are you okay?" He asked.

"T- Thank you for catching me."

"Um… a-actually the truth is…" He tried to explain but she already hugs him for the appreciation he has done.

The two interrupted when they heard someone's coming. "Oh! I must leave right now, thank you again for saving umm..."

"Kira." He mentioned.

"See you again Kira-kun." And then she ran away to the hallway and gone not knowing her name.

"Hey what are you doing here Kira?"

"Athrun?"

"Who's that lucky girl you met?" He teased but actually he didn't know that his friend met one lately before he arrived.

"I don't even know her name."

"Really?! So you really met a girl, that's a funny guess. Is she looks like your twin? I mean your younger sis?"

"No, she's different from her."

"Okay, so you have no interest?"

"What do you know?" He doubted ask him.

"Lucky… guess." Athrun smirking answered that makes Kira pouted his mouth.

"Athrun, don't use you're mind power against me. Is that clear?" He indicted.

"Hahaha! Youre so funny Kira! Why do you always believe that I can really read your mind?"

"Seriously your not the type of guy who simply guessing about everything."

"Is it me or you are the one who reads my mind?"

"Don't make me laugh, will you. Of course you're the one! C'mon lets stop this foolish talks lets hurry to our next class."

The two walk together to search for their next class and stop the nonsense conversation lately, as they headed for the second floor, the Arts room, where they teacher used to lesson up, one of Athrun's friend named Nichole approached and told them they have no classes right now.

"The principal inform all that we should go to the Montano Hall right away."

"Why?"

"I will tell you while we walk." Kira and Athrun look at each other as they have query in their minds.

The three boys finally arrived to the large Hall of SEED Academy and entered. They saw that the stadium have plenty of people, students, teachers, guesses, and management sitting on a oversee bench inside as they listened to the speaker in front of the wide stage.

"Again, I introduce to you Mr. Siegel Clyne and his beautiful daughter Ms. Lacus Clyne."

"M-Ms. Lacus?" Kira was really surprised to hear that the speaker have mentioned.

"What's wrong Kira?

"I remember she's the one that I bumped earlier." He murmured that makes Athrun can't hear it. "I didn't even think that I already met her here… Lacus-san…"

"She will be one of the students here at SEED University. Wow! how lucky this school will be." Said the green haired fellow beside Athrun.

"Will you give us a good song Ms. Clyne?" Ask the speaker to the pink princess.

"Will you my daughter?"

"If that's what they want father…" She handled the microphone and begin to sing as the music started to play. She sang one of her beautiful song that she sang before in her concert on Earth, titled Mizu No Akashi. The audience were all amaze on her angelic voice especially Kira who really admired the pink princess of his dream…

"Wow! She really have the looks and the voice of an angel…" They all agreed except for a girl who really hated the coordinators like Lacus.

"Because she's also a coordinator, surely they fixed her voice in genetically way."

Disclaimer: …And I know you guess who the NATURAL girl was… So, sorry for the late updates… Hope that you really enjoy reading…