*Two Days Later *
Emily's Pov
Today had to be perfect just had to because I needed to tell Alison the truth I couldn't stop thinking about it all night and tonight was the night. I was going to come right out and tell her Alison I have been in love with you since we were 15 years old. I know that sounds like the stupidest thing to blurt out and say. I just was so damn nervous that I couldn't think. But there was one problem with my plan that was the extra "part" that I carry around with me every damn day of my life. I was scared out of my mind what if she hated me after I told her? What if she never wanted to see me again or called me a freak? I don't think my heart could take it because I have been in love with Alison since I saw her and in my mind, I had given her my heart and I have been tariffed when I actually go to give it to her that she will shatter it into a million pieces. I looked in the mirror "You've got this it's now or never "
Alison's Pov
I wonder what Emily wants to tell me tonight, I mean I am always happy when she invites me over when her parents are out of town or I do when my dad isn't around which is all the time. Jason sure as hell isn't anywhere to be found these days not that I care but it would be nice not to have to come home to an empty house every day. I was in my room getting ready I practically ripped apart my bedroom because I wanted to look well perfect for Emily. I always want to she makes me feel like the only person in the room and just when I am with her it's the only time I feel purely happy and safe. "just tell her how you feel and pray that she feels the same way that's all you can do "
Emily's Pov
I spent that whole afternoon getting ready for a night that hopefully would end up changing things for the better and would hopefully be the start of me having a chance of a future with Alison. "Ok fields you have the lasagna in the over the table is set all you need is the girl "I was a calm on the outside but hell who was I fucking kidding I was a mess internally. This night was like I had said going to change things in a big way. Only people that knew that I was born intersexed as they call it but I call it being born with a dick, have been my parents and family members and they loved me as I was because that is how family is supposed to be. But I was scared that no one else would get especially someone that I was in love with and they had no clue. I had just finished getting everything ready when there was a knock on the door "She's here "I walked over to the door and took a deep breath only to lose it when I opened the door to see Alison in a short tight dark green dress that hugged her curves in all the right places. I could have said fuck dinner and took her right then and there but I controlled myself. "she laughed at me softly as she said "You going to invite me in? "I snapped out of the trance I was in "Uh yeah I'm sorry come in "I shut the door. All I could hear was my heart bounding in my ears I was scared half to death. "You really went all out huh? "Alison smirked at me tilting her head causing me to blush "I uh yeah I wanted it to be special tonight not that It's a date or anything I mean if you want it to be it can be and I well "all I could hear my brain say was shut up you babbling dork. Ali just laughed at me "Aww you don't need to be so nervous you know" I felt this rush of nervousness run through me when she looked at me with those ocean blue eyes of hers this was it tonight was the night the truth was go to come out the only women that have ever loved was either going to except me or I was going to lose it all in one shot. That's really all I had one shot, one shot to get this right.