MADDIE
Christmas
morning came with Charles waking me at daybreak.
"Good morning
Maddie…" He whispered, and I opened my eyes to stare into his
glowing green eyes.
"Charles…it's the crack of dawn…go
back to bed." I muttered, trying to turn the other way, but he
caught me and lifted me to my feet.
"Get up sleeping beauty and
bundle up…there's something I want to show you." He left me
then and grumbling, I dressed and pulled a cloak and some gloves on.
"This better be good…" I said to myself as I ran outside to
meet Charles, who was waiting for me on his horse.
"You want me
to get on that thing?" I asked, a bit overwhelmed. I had never
touched a horse, much less rode one. He got down to help me up so
that I was sitting in front of him with his arms around me.
"Where
are we going?" I asked, holding the hood of my cloak to my head to
shield the cold wind. Snow was falling heavily as the first signs of
daylight showed. We stopped in front of the Opera and Charles tied
the horse before helping me down. Grinning, he took out a silk scarf
and came toward me.
"What are you doing?" I asked him,
backing away and he grabbed my waist, saying,
"You can see
until the right moment." I let him lead me through the opera
blindly, we must have gone up four flights of stairs until I felt the
cold on my face again. We're on the roof. I realized, and let him
lead me to stand against the side. I felt him holding me with me in
front of him and yawned, still exhausted and a bit grumpy.
"Can
I see yet? It's cold…" I knew I was whining…but at this time
of the morning, I simply didn't care.
"Just a few more
minutes." He said, and I felt him kiss my cheek.
I sighed
heavily, almost falling asleep against him until I felt him taking
the scarf off of my eyes.
"Ready?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yes…I've been ready." I said, and he said,
"Look
then." When he removed my blindfold I almost had to gasp. The
sparkling snow was falling lightly as the brilliant pink and orange
from the sunrise filled the sky, making the falling snow look like
magic bits of fairy dust that you could only read about in romance
novels and fairytales.
"Oh my God…Charles…this is the most
amazing thing I have ever seen." I said, and he nodded.
"I
have always loved the sunrise and this morning I thought, what if we
saw it from the roof? I wanted to share it with you as kind of a
rising of whatever we share together." I blushed, never having
dreamed that a man would speak to me so poetically.
As I
stood back and looked at him, he looked very close to how he had in
my dream. His cloak blowing in the wind, the serene look in his eyes.
"I was wrong about you Charles de Chagny…" I said, smiling
into the wind as the sun rose slowly, illuminating his face.
"What
do you mean?" He asked, and I reached out to take his extended
hand. "You are nothing but an angel…" I stepped into the warmth
provided partly from his cloak and from his body, my hood blowing off
and my curls wild in the wind.
"Merry Christmas…" He said
drawing his cloak around both of us and leaving our faces a mere inch
apart.
"Charles when I am with you I feel so…so…" I
didn't finish because he kissed me for the second time, this time a
deeper more passionate kiss.
"Let's go back…" He
whispered and pulled me back toward the door inside. I took one last
look at the falling snow before we went back into the empty opera
house.
When we returned back to his home, Raoul was waiting
for us in the sitting room sipping tea and speaking with Therese and
Martin, her husband. When he noticed us, he smiled, coming to hug
each of us and I may have imagined it, but he hugged me a bit longer
than I had expected.
"Merry Christmas Raoul…" I said and he
grinned.
"And to you too dear girl…" Charles gave him a
tight embrace as well as we sat to open gifts. Charles had bought his
father a box of cigars and a bottle of brandy and had received some
art pencils and oil paints. Raoul loved the pens I had bought him,
saying he was just in need of some new pens. Of course, I blushed. I
became extremely nervous when Charles opened his gift from me. His
blank score. As he unwrapped it, he breathed in awe as the gold
thread that I had sewn his name with shined brightly in the morning
sunlight.
"Maddie…" He said, and I could see he had
become choked up. "This is perfect…" He said.
"You didn't
have to…"
"I wanted to." I interrupted and he beamed,
pulling me into his arms tightly.
"You are something else you
know." He said, kissing my cheek. Raoul smiled lovingly at Charles.
"Your mother would have loved this." He said, running a hand
through his hair and Charles nodded.
"She would have…music
was her world." Charles said shakily, smiling for a moment before
breathing and turning back to me.
"So you did care for me
before..." He whispered and I nodded, biting my lip. I was still
nervous about giving him a chance, but I was determined to do it
right. No lies. Before I could say a word, he kissed me right in
front of his father and housekeeper! My eyes went wide, but I didn't
pull back since it was a short kiss.
"Then there is
something between the two of you..." Raoul said, a smile in his
eyes. Naturally, I turned all shades of red as Charles nodded.
"Can
we just keep this between us though Dad? We're kind of trying to
take it slow." He explained and Raoul gave him a nod.
"I
understand. Of course we can keep it to ourselves. Well, are you
going to give the girl her gift or what?" He asked and I shook my
head.
"But he's already given..." I started, but Charles
had already reached for the last package under the tree. I looked at
him in confusion but he just smiled and handed it to me. It was
small, but I could tell it was a frame of some sort. I unwrapped it
quickly and gasped at what stared back at me. Mama.
"Charles...?" I managed to squeak and he grinned. It was
a perfect charcoal portrait of her right down to the sparkle in her
eye and the way the locket hung around her neck. Her light hair hung
down gloriously, and her smile was beaming just the way I remembered
her before she died. God she was beautiful...and seeing her brought
all of the pain of losing her back.
"What is it Charles?"
Raoul asked, trying to see and he gently took the portrait from me
and held it up for his father to see.
"Chloe..." He mouthed,
but Charles didn't seem to notice. The expression on Raoul's face
hurt my heart. It was as if he had seen a ghost. He looked away,
nodding as if it were nothing special, but I had seen. If I had
doubted his recognizing her before, my mind had been changed. He knew
my mother somehow and one way or another, I was going to find out
how, just not today.
"So I suppose tonight I will return to
the opera." I said as I walked hand in hand through the Chagny
mansion. He stopped abruptly and I almost fell.
"Leave?
But...don't you like it here?" He asked and I nodded, but
frowned.
"Yes I love it here Charles, but I am not comfortable
with taking advantage of your family's hospitality like this...I
have no right." The truth was, I hated the thought of leaving, but
the longer I stayed, the harder it would be to leave.
"Taking
advantage of us? Look around yourself Maddie, no one is pushing you
out. Dad is overjoyed to hear a lady's voice in the house again,
wearing Mother's clothes...they're only drawing dust! I've
never seen him smile so much. And you know full well how I feel about
you..." He said, drawing me in for a kiss.
"I'll never
be used to this..." I said, standing within his arms and he
grinned.
"Then I suppose I shall just have to start trying to
convince you..." He buried his face into my hair. "Stay...please.
At least until after the ball. Then I'll consider letting you
leave." He said, with that devilish look in his green eyes.
"You'll consider letting me leave? Are you keeping me
against my will?" I asked, pulling back teasingly and he laughed
richly.
"Absolutely. If I have to lock you in a room I will.
I'll torture you until you agree." I gave a short light laugh and
rolled my eyes.
"I'll spare you the pain...I'll stay, but
only until next week. The opera is going to think I've been
kidnapped! I haven't told anyone where I am you know..." He
shrugged.
"Let them wonder..." He said, eyes sparkling. What
else could I do but laugh?
