Getting What He Wants

by darkgirl3

Ethan has wanted something for two years. He just hasn't taken it; he's watched trying to figure out how to take it. He doesn't think the feelings would go both ways, but he finds out differently. Although, it does take a little longer to get it and some heartache before he gets what he wants. All Chapters up now

4. Chapter 4

I don't own anything besides this idea and the Travis guy in this story.

AN: This played out in my head until I finally put it to words. It only took about 48 hours to right this, except the last five or six pages. The power going out put hold on that for a few days. However, I have finished it and hope that it is liked. I couldn't find any like this online so I wrote my own.

AN2: In the way Deucalion is in this story I'm going with how he was in season 5 and 6 helping Scott. Also this is before Beacon Hills so if the twins seem different it's why.

Title: Getting What He Wants

Characters: Ethan/Deucalion, Aiden

Summary: Ethan has wanted something for two years. He just hasn't taken it, he's watched trying to figure out how to take it. He doesn't think the feelings would go both ways, but he finds out differently. Although, it does take a little longer to get it and some heartache before he gets what he wants. As late bday gift to me posting 3&4

Chapter 4

When they got back to the house Aiden got off the bike setting his helmet down before he walked away. He didn't go to the house knowing that he was going to have his ass chewed out. He hadn't just hung up on Kali, he'd told her to fuck off before he'd disconnected the phone. He didn't even bother looking back at Ethan since he knew just how upset his brother was. The whole way home he had felt the rage coming from his older brother.

Ethan watched Aiden walk away wanting to go after him. He just didn't know what to say at the moment. He hadn't been scared like he had when Blane had tried it. He had been so close to just killing the guy. He refused to let anyone take advantage of him anymore and he hadn't when Travis had moved he had lashed out. He just hadn't taken the fatal blow that he'd felt Aiden wanting to do.

Ethan went in the house ignoring Kali when she growled at him. "I'm not Aiden," was all he said before walking passed her. He walked to his bedroom slamming the door hard. He knew a little harder and he would have broken it, but he wasn't in the mood. He didn't want to deal with anyone at the moment, especially Kali. He stripped down going to the bathroom washing Travis scent from his body.

Once Ethan was satisfied that the scent was gone he dried off leaving the bathroom and flopping down on Aiden's bed. He didn't bother getting dressed; it wasn't like anyone was going to bother him. He breathed in Aiden's scent needing the small comfort even if he was upset. He'd never stop needing his brother; he just hoped Aiden came back soon. He fell asleep listening to Deucalion telling Kali to just leave him alone.

~DE ED~

Aiden walked into the bedroom he was sharing with Ethan at almost dawn. He had slept outside under the stars needing the space. He went to the dresser that he shared with Ethan. He took out what he had gotten the day before. He had planned on giving it to Ethan as a plan B if he hadn't liked the first plan.

"I know how bad I messed up and I am sorry, you can always use this," Aiden said tossing the package on the bed beside Ethan. He could tell that his brother wasn't asleep, he was fake sleeping again. "You fake sleep badly, no wonder Deucalion could tell you were watching him."

"You bought me a dildo for an apology?" Ethan asked turning over. He ignored the comment about fake sleeping. He hadn't been trying to fake it; he just hadn't wanted to wake up yet.

"It's got three speeds or something. I had it as a fall back for last night. I figured you could use it," Aiden replied, "Just please warn me so I can leave the room,"

"No, I'm going to make sure you're sleeping and I'll wake you up howling when I cum," Ethan said back getting up off the bed. "How damn big do you think Deucalion is, cause jeez bro this is like the largest one they got," he couldn't help but laugh because he could tell Aiden was uncomfortable at the moment. They had sex with guys together, their dicks touching sometimes when fucked them same time. However, Aiden was uncomfortable getting him a fake dildo. He couldn't help but find it amusing.

"It wasn't the largest, there was one bigger, but I didn't think it could fit," Aiden groaned not wanting to think about the different toys that had been in the store. He hadn't really looked at size of it he had just gotten it.

"And this will?" Ethan asked but he opened the package, "Thanks, now go shower you reek of Travis' scent. I so don't want to smell that bastard on you." Ethan said pushing Aiden towards the bathroom. "You get the scent off of you and I'll make breakfast." he smiled.

"No problem, bro. Sorry about last night and thanks for stopping me from killing him." Aiden said before he went to the bathroom. He hadn't even thought about changing once he'd gotten back. He didn't want to be reminded of the asshole anymore. Ethan didn't seem to be pissed off about it now so he wasn't going to mention it again. He did hear Ethan telling him he was forgiven, but he still didn't feel like he deserved it yet.

~DE ED~

Ethan was waiting on Aiden to come down so they could eat when he heard footsteps coming up behind him. He knew it wasn't Aiden right off, but didn't stop what he was doing. "Breakfast is almost done if you want any I can make you a plate," Ethan said setting the ones he'd made for Aiden and his self down.

"Is the yes still valid?" Deucalion asked pulling the chair away from the table sitting down. He wasn't wearing his sunglasses at the moment. There was no reason to wear them in the house. He wasn't hiding the fact he was watching Ethan either. He wanted the younger alpha to know he was watching. He wasn't going to hide what he was asking for like Ethan had.

"Yeah, but Aiden's coming down in a minute," Ethan said moving away from the table to get a third plate. He could tell that Deucalion had wanted to touch him when he'd said yes. He just wasn't going to right now. Aiden might know what he wanted, but wasn't going to shove it home so to speak. Deucalion was their alpha so it might get a little uncomfortable.

As if on cue Aiden came down sitting in his usual spot. He wasn't sure why Deucalion was there, he never had eaten with them before. He usually waited for Kali and Ennis to get up before he'd eat. Okay so maybe the first month they were in the pack he had eaten with them. They all had eaten together until they had gotten into a routine of getting up earlier.

It was just how things had gone and no one complained about it. Ethan and he liked eating with just the two of them. Even if they knew they had a pack that wasn't going torment them by taking the food away. It was just a reflex of the old days when their alpha would tell them they had to eat like actual dogs. The first month in the alpha pack they had both kept expecting to have the food taken away. He couldn't stand the sight of corn beef hash something he used to love so much. It was what had been called dog food in a dog bowl.

"Are you two still planning on going to the beach?" Deucalion asked when Ethan sat down right beside his brother. He could sense that one of them was sending off unhappy emotions. He was thinking it was more Aiden since it had started when he came in.

"He's doing the beach, I'm not going near the damn water," Aiden said still not happy with the beach idea. He wanted to be anywhere, but the stupid ocean. He didn't know why he hated the place so much or why sharks terrified him. It was just how it was, but he had no intentions of examine his problems. He already had Ethan wanting to dive into their brains sometimes to fix problems. He liked keeping some things to his self when it came to feeling the way he did.

"I swear I'm not going to fed you to a shark," Ethan groaned, "Stop giving me bitch face, it's the end of July, first of August. Think about the girls for you," he kicked Aiden under the table as he took a bite of his food.

~DE ED~

He forced his self not to let out a sound at the taste. He really did enjoy actual food. Smelling corn beef hash made him want to throw up. It was one of the things that he had made sure was never bought on food runs. It was like a trigger for Aiden and him both if they smelled it. These days it was more anger and lashing out, the first few months in the pack had been different. They had both left refusing to even go near the kitchen until the scent was gone.

He'd been glad when Deucalion made it clear they wouldn't have it in the house to Kali and Ennis. He had gotten a kick out of it the one time Kali had been pissed and done it on purpose. Watching Deucalion yell at her for being so cruel had been almost enough justice. The best though had been when Deucalion had said they could drive her truck from then on. If she was going to be a bitch then they got rights to the truck on food runs.

"I'll show you a bitch face later," Aiden said back punching Ethan in the arm. "That's for last night too," he smiled. "Apparently we're going to the beach. He's always wanted to surf, but since I refuse to get in the water he hasn't been either," sometimes they shared a few things that didn't mean a lot. Although if he thought about it the fear of sharks wasn't something he should have told. He just didn't think Deucalion would feed them to sharks if they didn't behave. The old pack maybe, but he felt slightly safe here.

"Which beach?" Deucalion asked watching the both of them. He was listening too noticing the different emotions coming from the twins. He'd figured out after a month which twin was which. Their voices were different and Aiden was taller, but it was their scent that had done it. However, most of the time it was blended especially after they merged. He had noticed certain things about their personalities too.

Ethan didn't mind cooking and didn't mind if he had to do it daily. Aiden would never admit to it, but Deucalion knew he was the one that was always baking something. He'd given them free reign over the kitchen. Aiden listened to most any music, but Ethan would put pop or alternative on. He'd heard them both singing before when they'd thought no one was paying attention. He had made sure Kali didn't say a word about it either.

He knew they were alphas, but they'd had a big chunk stolen from them to be kids. Even if they had their parents til they were ten. It was the other five years they'd been without that mattered. He had wanted to do something that showed he wouldn't treat them like dogs. They had taken their alpha down, but weeks before he had given the bastard a beat down. He had barely stopped his self from delivering the killing blow.

He had gone to check to see why Ethan and Aiden hadn't shown at their usual meeting spot. He had found them since he'd been in his alpha form. He had known they wouldn't have flaked since they wanted free so badly. At the time he hadn't been sure which twin was which, until they had healed. It had taken two weeks to heal from the amount of damage that had been done.

They had been given wolfsbane baths and had bite marks all over them from more than one mouth. The marks had been worse on Ethan who had been chained to the tree he found them at. He hadn't been sure he was even alive at first with the spikes driven into his body. They had been lased with wolfsbane as well. Aiden hadn't been as close to death, but he'd had almost the same wounds. He just hadn't been staked to a tree, only chained. It had taken most of the two weeks for Aiden's legs to heal since they had been shattered. Ethan's arms had been the same way like they had been crushed.

He had gotten Moriel to help him in saving the twins. He wasn't going to let them die there like that. It was the first time he had seen first hand how monstrous the bastard had been to them. Ethan and Aiden had tried to take the alpha out that night, but hadn't been strong enough yet. He hadn't even said a word about their failed attempt. He had worked with them harder until they had gotten their freedom. It was the night before the full moon that they had gotten their justice.

Besides earlier that morning he hadn't seen them fight unless in practice battle. Aiden was still over protective even after two years. It was why he had found it odd that he hadn't gone up to their room that morning. Whatever had happened while they had been out had caused problems between them. Now they had made up, which hadn't surprised him. The connection they had wouldn't let something keep them from talking for too long.

"One of the LA beaches," Ethan stated breaking into Deucalion's thoughts. "It's only thirty minutes from here, but didn't really want to go that far." Ethan said feeling Deucalion watching him. He looked over at his brother noticing Aiden was grinning. He wanted to kick him again, but he didn't. He'd pay him back later because at the moment he was enjoying his self. He looked up at Deucalion sliding his fork into his mouth. He slid it back out slowly wondering if he was actually being watched. "There are some really good clubs in the area," he added.

Aiden bit back his laugh looking between the two other alphas at the table. "Just fuck already," he couldn't help it, they were driving him nuts. He took his plate before leaving the kitchen. He needed to get away from the tension in the kitchen before he locked them in a room. He had already considered it twice now.

~DE ED~

Ethan was glad that looks couldn't kill because he would have just murdered his own brother. He couldn't believe that Aiden had said what he had. He had been trying not to think about it at the table. He had failed at it though because he was already hard. He kept trying to mask his scent, but it was failing him. He should have better control over his libido by now, but his control was failing him. He shouldn't have tried teasing with the way he was eating either.

He finished his breakfast without say a word before he got up. He usually didn't do the dishes if he cooked, but Aiden had fled. He was alone at the moment with what he wanted. He'd told his self he wasn't going to be some fake sleeper like the day before. He just didn't want his control to slip and ask for it. He had asked for it the night before and he'd almost killed the guy. He had come so close, not to mention he'd about let Aiden do it.

Deucalion sat his empty plate down on the counter. He hadn't asked what had happened, but he could feel the rage and anger coming from Ethan. It was one of the details he had figured out and hadn't told the others. He knew Ethan was calmer; he had used Aiden before to get what he'd wanted at the time. He saw that Ethan hated what he was asked to do. The only time he really provoked Ethan was when it came to Aiden. Ethan would get pissed off after Aiden did something he didn't think was right. He wasn't shy about telling how he felt about it either.

"Did you accomplish your goal last night?" Deucalion asked. He usually didn't listen to anything the twins said if they were in their room. He didn't need to spy on them, but he had planned on talking to Ethan. He had left before Aiden had come out of the room promising to de-virgin his brother by morning. He actually knew that the goal hadn't been met by the way they had acted when they got home. He just wanted to hear it from Ethan out loud. "The door isn't cracked and I talked Kali out of taking both your heads off."

"I'm sorry; I didn't mean to slam it that hard. I just wanted his fucking scent off of me. It was making me sick and disgusted," Ethan said not answering the question about his goal though. He closed his eyes feeling the hand moving along his back. It was right there where his shirt and pants met. The way he was leaning against the sink had caused his shirt to ride up. He wanted to lean into it, but held off.

"Who's he?" Deucalion asked feeling the anger disappearing from Ethan. He let his hand travel up Ethan's back not pushing the younger werewolf. He wanted him to want what he was doing even if he had said yes. He could tell Ethan was still holding back from actually taking it.

"The guy that I was trying to use for my goal last night," Ethan relaxed into the touch because it wasn't rough at all. It wasn't like none of the guys in the club the night before. It wasn't invasive like Travis' at the end either. "I wanted someone else, but he probably wouldn't bottom so Aiden took me to get laid," he said letting out a breath before he told Deucalion the rest of the night. He left out the part about Aiden and him both fucking the other guy.

Deucalion growled turning Ethan around to face him. "Why didn't you just ask me? You didn't need some human. You should have taken out just for trying that." He was pissed off and felt his self shifting. "I taught you better than that. I know I showed you both how to protect yourself," Deucalion said in anger. "If anyone gets in your way you kill them. You still have a lot to learn about being an alpha. One is you kill if anyone tries to do something to you like that," he finished in almost a snarl. His voice was almost deafening now and he was right in Ethan's face.

"That is why the hell I didn't ask you. I never want to kill an innocent person again. I still have a soul; it's beaten down and probably half broken. I still have it though; I try all the time to make sure Aiden doesn't lose his. He's learned too many things on how to kill from you. I owe you a lot, but I don't want to pay with my soul." Ethan jerked free walking away not wanting to be in the same space anymore.

~DE ED~

He walked passed his brother going up the stairs to their room. He was trying to get as far as he could before he forgot and picked a fight he would lose with Deucalion. He slammed the door so hard that the picture on the wall fell breaking. He didn't care though he could feel the rage building. He went over to nightstand picking up the lamp throwing it across the room. It shattered, but it still hadn't helped.

He let out roar lifting his bed up throwing it against Aiden's watching it cause a crack in the wall. He smashed his hand into the wall not stopping even when his fist was gushing blood. He kept going feeling his knuckles breaking, but this time the pain was fueling his rage. It wasn't bringing him back from the side of him he tried not to use. When he felt like he couldn't lift his arm he switched making another hole in the wall barely avoiding the electrical wires when he made the first hit.

"You keep fucking it up. Ethan's not me, he'll never accept killing even if he still does it when he's told. If you hadn't told him Travis should have been killed you might have got him. I wouldn't go growling at him either like you did. He tends to retreat since he knows he can't beat you in a fight," Aiden explained setting his plate down. "But he really wanted to punch the shit out of you." he smiled. They could both hear his brother upstairs making it clear that Ethan was taking out what he couldn't on Deucalion on the house. "I'm going to go stop him from killing his self. You might want to avoid him for a while. I haven't heard him this upset in years," Aiden growled before taking off up the stairs He had to stop Ethan before he did real damage to his self.

Deucalion growled knowing everything Aiden had said was true. He didn't know why he gave a shit though. He shouldn't have told Ethan he knew he was watching him. He shouldn't have even asked if he could touch him. He had though and he still wanted Ethan. He just didn't know how to get what they both wanted. He flinched hearing Aiden's roar to get Ethan to stop whatever he was doing. He tried not to listen, but he had caused it and even from here he could smell the blood.

Once the sounds stopped he left the kitchen chancing it by going upstairs. He stood outside the twins' room looking at the damage to it. Ethan's bed was broken in half, glass all over the floor from the lamp. The balcony door was shattered as well and blood was covering the wall and floor. He hadn't shifted his eyes back so he could see it all. The blood was almost sickening, but the worse was seeing Aiden holding Ethan. He could tell just how tight of a hold it was almost pinning Ethan to him to make him stop. Ethan was still fighting to get free though and his eyes were almost blood red.

"Just leave us the fuck alone. Don't even think about touching Ethan or I'll find a way to cause you a world of pain." Aiden growled out eyes red and fangs out. "You did this. You said you wouldn't hurt either of us, but you did," he didn't move from the floor but he could tell the words were like a punch to the face or gut. He wasn't about to move since it had taken a lot to get Ethan to stop. "GO," He yelled using all his strength to keep Ethan from going after Deucalion, "Or I'll let him lose on you," he was close to doing to too, but Ethan couldn't fight. Both of his hands were messed up from what he'd done to the wall.

~DE ED~

Deucalion left even though he wanted to fix what he'd done. There was no way of doing that at the moment though. Aiden's stance made it clear he wouldn't hesitate to do anything to protect his brother. "Leave them alone, Kali," he said.

"The house sounded like it was coming down," Kali said looking at the retreating Demon Wolf.

"I SAID LEAVE THEM ALONE," Deucalion roared causing the windows in the house to shake. If he'd had his sunglasses on they would have cracked in half he was so loud.

Kali tried not to flinch, but she covered her ears at the volume not saying another word. She knew not to mess with the demon wolf when he was this angry. She just didn't know what it was about. She didn't say a word, but when Deucalion left she looked in the twins' room shocked at the destruction there. She had witnessed what they could do together, but this had been all Ethan. She walked away not daring to say a word because she wasn't suicidal.

Aiden held onto his brother glad that Ethan had finally stopped fighting him. He just didn't let go, but he let up on the death grip. He knew that Ethan wasn't going to move from where they were sitting. He knew somewhere in all the anger and mess of what happened it was out protection. He'd felt the mix emotions pouring out Deucalion, he just couldn't forgive him right now for taking the protection too far. He was holding onto Ethan to stop his self from going after the demon wolf.

It was going to be a while before Deucalion even got near to touching his brother again. He knew that Ethan was going to retreat into his self or do something else. They both had a dark side and this was defiantly a piece of Ethan's dark side. He took Ethan's pain away letting out a howl feeling it in his own body too.

~TBC~