Hey guys! Thanks so much for reviewing! It meant a lot. I know I haven't posted sooner. I just got a new job in a factory... 8 hours a day! yea. anyways, I got home yesterday and I was in total pain! I couldnt do anything but sit. My arms were so sore. I couldnt pick up a fork. On Monday I walked home 5 km (3 miles) fromn work to home.. in a new pair of boots. So I have HUGE blisters on my feet and I limp when I walk. Ya. Anyways, my arms still hurt.. but Im gonna write anyways.. I'd like to thank my reviewers for supporting me. Especially: FangedMoonEyes,LuthienFlicker,Tigerlillium and all others.!

Chapter 2

What kind of human emotions can still be felt when you are no longer human? A question that I have been asking myself since I joined the undead. I can't even figure out what my unique power is. I ponder on these thoughts all day, thinking about wether or not I am classified as human. If everyone still thinks I'm the same Bella as before, than maybe I still am. Only my skin is lighter and I can sometimes move places just my 'wanting' to be there.

I haven't been able to figure it out on my own. It's really hard. Esme says that it will come in time. Like hell! I've been a vampire for five months! I should have my own powers. I close my eyes tight and think about life when I was a child. Some of the memories from when I was small have been removed from my mind. Sometimes I think that I will soon forget about everything to do with Isabella Swan, worlds biggest clutz.

I click my tongue and roll over, looking away from the wall. I keep my hands around my waist as I look around the room. It is dark. I can see the shadows of the walls-covered in thousands of compact discs on shelves- and the stereo(amongst other small things). I close my eyes and whisper his name. He's there within seconds.

"My love..." Edward murmers into my ear. I roll back over and look up into his eyes. "You summoned me?" He smiles warmly.

"Yes." I place my hand on his cheek and pull my head closer to his, so that our noses touch. "I'm lonely." He smiles. "Did I interupt you from something important?" My voice comes out as barely more than a whisper. Edward licks his lips.

"Actually, I was wondering when you were going to call me. I was beginning to think you would rather.. be alone." His face was solemn. I smile seductivly.

"Do you want to.. pass the time?" I ask. He doesn't answer me. But his lips tempt me to answer it for him.After a moment his eyes grow cloudy and I can feel his hands on my hips. he pulls me up against him. I watch as his face changes. One of his hands moves up my side, resting on the center on my upper back. He smiles slowly, taking in every inch of my face. Edward leans forward and rests his lips against mine. I am shot with electricity and pull away suddenly.

"Oh!" I say, leaning back to look at him more clearly. I am surprised to see that he is grinning.

"Well, Miss Isabella. Are you a little excited?" He asks, chuckling. I smile timidly and kiss him again before leaning my head on his shoulder. He pulls me tight up against him, and I feel safe.

"Just a few more weeks." He whispers in my ear. "Then everything will be... professional." I turn around so my back is up against his chest. He wraps his arms around me and places his cheek against mine. He begins to hum a lullaby. I lie there, my eyes wide open, thinking about what he just said.

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"School starts on September fifth,Bella. I'm scared that you are doing too much at once this summer." My father sits in front of me, his seat at the kitchen table.

"I think.. I think I agree with you,Dad." I said after a moment of thought. I took a bite of toast and forced myself to swallow. I had been getting used to tasting sand in my mouth just to make my parents believe I'm still... human. I looked up when he didn't answer me.

"You do?" He aske.

"Yea." I smiledat him. "Like, I'm going to go to college-don't worry- but I'm still young. There's things I don't need to do right away."

"You still have a long time to make these descisions final."

"Exactly. A long time." I look down at my food and then back up at Charlie. I smile and open my mouth to say something,but nothing comes out. I push my chair back and look down at my lap. "I don't know what to do."

"Can I give you my opinion." Charlie says, coming around the table and squating down with his knees bent. He took his fingers and lifted my chin so I was looking into his eyes. "From father to daughter?" He murmered. I nodded, unable to talk. He smiled at me warmly. "I think you should cance-- postpone the wedding until you are ready to truly understand what it means to--"

"Dad-"

"Bella, I know you and Edward love eachother-I can tell my the way he looks at you that he loves you more than anything. I feel that you're going to make some mistakes by--"

"Dad-"

"You know I'm dissapointed in Edward, but I don't hate him. I afraid that once you tie the knot that you may not want .. you may feel the same way as your mother did with me." He stopped now and looked up at me.

"Dad.. I can assure you that there is no way I'm going to do what my mother did, but, I think I might.. agree with you. I..."

"Bella. He will understand."

"I know.. atleast I think so." Charlie smiled and pulled me into a hug.

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"Alice! Alice let me in!" I laughed from the door. I could hear her giggling from the other side of the door. "Fine! I'm leaving!" I turn around and head down the mansions stairs. I began to walk down the driveway. I met Emmett at the end.

"Hello Bella." He said cheerfully.

"Emmett." I sighed. "Alice can be so annoying."

"I know what you mean." He chuckled and then looked behind me.

"Bella. Bella. Bellaaa." I turned around and Alice was standing there, a huge grin on her face.

"Well look who decided to come out." I pouted.

"Oh, Bella you know I was only joking. Besides, you could of found another way in."

"That's not the point." I murmered.

"Cheer up, Bella. You're getting married soon." Rosalie said, coming out of nowhere and putting her hand in Emmett's. I just smiled bluntly. Alice eyed me for a moment and then sighed. Carlisle came walking up the driveway, a paper in one hand. We all stopped laughing and waited for him to speak.

"Something's come up." He said, looking down at the paper. I grabbed it from his hand. I saw what he was talking about on the cover.

"Mass Murder in Italy. Hunreds left dead.

It was a week full of mourning. Famlies, Friends, and millions of people around the globe are in complete shock at the sudden event. Last Friday, about 500 citizens were murdered, left dead on the streets. Helpless citizens, just going for a evening strole would never see the light again. The government has placed the blame on terrorists, while other citizens do not know what to think. The police have been..."

I couldn't read anymore, I looked up. No one was looking at me, they were all staring at Alice. She had her eyes closed and a look of pain on her face. When she opened her eyes, she bit her lip.

"Did you see another murder?" Carlisle asked.

"No." Alice murmered.

"Then what did you see?"Emmett and Rosalie asked at the same time. Alice looked at me. I could only guess what she saw. Edward showed up then with Jasper and Esme. They must of heard something.

"What's going on?" Esme said.

"Alice had a vision." I answered, looking at Edward. His face was unreadable. Carlise passed him the paper and he read it quickly.

"Is this what you saw?" Jasper asks after reading over Edwards shoulder. He takes Alice's hand. Alice is still looking at me. Her face is full of surprise and fear. She blinked a couple of times and then looked up into Jaspers face. I looked at Edward, he was staring at Alice. She looked at Edward and then dissapeared. She was no longer with us.

"Did you read her mind?" Jasper asked.

"I.. She was blocking something." Edward said slowly.

"I wonder what it was..." I whispered.