A/N so thanks to everyones comments they mean a lot and It helps a lot so thank you so much!!
"are.. you sure..please don't...I can't its too much... too much" ashley answered not being able to look at spencer.
"yes its true I am sorry... um I have to go, but you know I am always here for you ash"
"okay ...thanks bye" ashley closed her eyes and lowered her head down. She felt so ashame that she didn't have the right to look into spencer's eyes.
Spencer seeing ashley upset went up to her " hey ash are you okay" she lifted her chin so they were at eye level. Seeing ashley so lost spencer wanted to just hug away her pain. "spence I...I" ashley couldn't speak she was lost for words.
Hearing the door knock ashley decided it was the best opportunity to avoid spencer "I should get that" ashley left avoiding spencer's gaze not wanting to cry and tell spencer everything.
She got to the door and sighed. She turned the knob expecting one of kyla's friends " surprise baby"
Aiden came through the door hugging ashley. Ashley too shocked just stood there eyes closed hoping that she was in a nightmare.
"ash who's at the door" emerged spencer from the kitchen. Wishing that ash and her would stop getting interrupted.
Aiden let go of ashley but left has hand lingering on her waist and turn his gaze to spencer " hi, I believe I haven't met you before. I am aiden, ashley's boyfriend" spencer turned her gaze from aiden to ashley expecting her to explain, but opted it out "oh..um nice to meet you aiden. I am spencer ashely's w..." "ROOMMATE!" ashley shouted not wanting aiden founding out the truth "yea...uh... I am ash's ... roommate" spencer shooked her head disappointed that ashley had lied 'I am so stupid. Of course she wasn't going to present me has her wife. And I cant believe I felt so concerned'
"nice meeting you aiden, but ... I have to go" spencer walked really fast up the stairs. She didn't, nor wish to see the couple. Ashley turned to face aiden as she saw spencer walk up the stairs.
" well that was mean. Is she always like this?" aiden asked "aiden ..i have to tell spencer something... um... important" "okay, but don't take too long. I'll wait down here" aiden pecked ashley on the lips letting it linger.
Ashley ran up hoping and praying that spencer wasn't mad or upset. She couldn't handle seeing spencer like that it just made her feel more guilty. She knocked. As soon as the door opened she lowered her head. She just couldn't or wouldn't look into those upset blue eyes "I don't know why your knocking it's your room I am just some stupid bargain that was forced to live here" ashley didn't like the harsh tone that spencer was talking in.
"spence" "Its spencer to you.. ROOMMATE!" spencer started walking back in forth too angry to just stand still and look at ashley.
"spencer look I didn't know he was coming. I am shocked just as you are okay"
"NO! Its not okay. Does he even know about this whole arrangement" spencer said now staring right at ashley. She turned away from spencer putting her hands on her face "No he doesn't know anything...please..don't tell him" spencer grabbed ashley's arm turning her around "oh so what you love him now when just a few minutes ago you were pushing me against the table about to have sex with me. I don't even now why I feel so mad and disappointed with you, but I am because I...oh just forget it" lifting up her gaze ashley walked up to spencer "I am so.. so .. sorry for everything. I wish I wouldn't have to put you through this, but spencer I can't control this and I think ...I...L.."
"ashley just save it okay I don't want to hear or say anything that might come out wrong. Look I won't tell aiden because thats up to you" relieved ashley smiled at spencer and her hand ended grazing spencer's cheek "thanks, I think I kind of like you" not believing what ashley was saying spencer stood there staring deep into brown orbs deciding if this was okay or if this was very bad "you think or you know" spencer answered not backing down from her response.