So thanks again for reviews and i know it hurts to get cheated cause if been there, but all in all karma always comes back towards those cheaters. well i heres chap 20 enjoy and don't let cheating turn you into a sad and depressed person because it's not worth it.
"Aiden...I..I..don't know what your talking about" aiden turning away from a nervous ashley "Don't treat me like I'm fucking stupid, cause I heard you ash... I heard you!" aiden screamed eyes watering.
Ashley got closer to him putting her hand on his shoulder, but aiden knocked it off. "don't okay... I can't even look at you right now. I have to go." aiden left wiping away the unshed tears in his eyes. He slammed the door on his way out.
Ashley kneeled on the floor putting her hands on her face as she felt the tears approaching. Spencer decided to come out of the bathroom as soon as she heard aiden slam the door. "did you fuck him good?" spencer asked even though she dreaded asking her.
A soon as ashley recognized spencer's voice she lifted her tear stained eyes meeting her in a gaze. "why are you asking me that? Did you not hear me I screamed your name!" a furious ashley answered.
Spencer not believing that ashley felt enraged for everything that happen got closer to her. " Why are you mad at me? I should be angry with you because all this mischievous was because of you. If you would've told aiden no then you wouldn't feel like shit!" spencer said this while looking down at ash and pointing at her.
Ashley started feeling guilty' why I'm so stupid? this always happens to me. I ruin every thing good in my life. I hate myself' thinking this made ashley grabbed onto her hair and start crying Harshly while rocking at the same time as tear after tear came out of her eyes.
Amongst seeing how low ashley had gone down spencer could only think about making her feel more bad. "look how low you've gone and all because you're a filthy lair. First you say you love me and then just turn around and fuck aiden like if I wasn't there. I heard you moaning and asking for more. Do you think thats love?" spencer whispered harshly.
Ashley didn't want to hear spencer she was tired of fighting. She covered her ears and closed her eyes. She couldn't look at spencer. It just hurt. Spencer tired of waiting for a response kneeled at the level of ashley and grabbed her hands unblocking her ears. "look at me" spencer said while still holding on to her hands. " you can't look at me because everything you told me was bullshit ..huh. Thats why you won't gaze into me eyes. Come on ash answer me? Was everything you said lies after lies! Tell me!" spencer screamed as she shook ashley. tears started to force down her face.
"NO ! NO !" ashley screamed as she opened her red puffy eyes. "don't you see I do love you!.. Okay.. I love you!" she said while staring into blue teary eyes.
Spencer let go of her. She closed her eyes as tears ran down her cheek. " then why did you do it, why?" she softly whispered. Ashley put her hands on spencer's face and forced her closer to her . " I love you!. Don't you get it I really love you" ashley hoarsely whispered.
Spencer nodded her head side to side with ashley's hands on her face. Tears streamed faster down spencer's face "no, no..you lie..you lie because if you love me you wouldn't have slept with him!" ashley brought spencer closer where her lips attached on to spencer's. Ashley kissed her with agony and possession. She wanted spencer to know that she wanted her and that spencer belonged to her just like she belonged to her.
Pressing herself harder into the kiss, spencer just wanted to forget and forgive, but it broke her just like her heart. In need of air spencer pushed ashley off of her. "that doesn't change anything" spatted spencer. Ashley stared immensely at spencer. She tried getting closer, but then spencer stood up. "Do you honestly think I would forgive you with just a kiss? How would you like it if I did the same thing to you? Would you forgive me with just kiss?" spencer then turned around giving ashley her back.
Ashley immediately stood up. "spencer its different because aiden is my boyfriend and yes I would forgive you" ashley said softly. Spencer then turned around angered by ashley's words. "I'm your wife ashley...your fucking wife. I feel so much better that you would forgive me, but I didn't cheat. It was you" spencer said sarcastically.
Tired of crying and fighting spencer walked to the closet grabbing clothes. She started dressing herself. "where.. are.. you ..going" a scared ashley asked.
"anywhere just away from you because right now I can't think. Right now I feel so angry and I'm tired of fighting." a calm spencer said. She went towards the door when she suddenly felt ashley's hands around her. "spencer. Just know that I love you and when I was with him I only thought about you." spencer released herself from her. " and that makes it so much better." she left leaving a sobbing ashley behind.