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A sore ashley changed into boxers and a t- shirt and decided to go downstairs. She couldn't handle being in room where it held to much recent memories.

She entered the living room and decided to lay on the couch. Closing her eyes she could only see spencer's disappointed face and soon felt tears dripping from her eyes. 'I'm so sorry spence. I just needed you to tell me you love me because I'm hating myself so much right now and I need someone to say that they love me and I need you to be that person spencer' Ashley didn't notice kyla entering the living room.

"hey ash" not getting a response kyla went towards ashley and saw the tears.

"ashley what happened? Where's spencer." ashley now couldn't hold it anymore and just let the tears fall. "kyla, she left. She left" a surprised kyla got closer to her and golfed her in a hug. "what do you mean she left you?... how did this happened?" Ashley opened her eyes. "I always miss up things " she said softly.

A confused kyla lifted her face so they were at eye level. "what happened ashley and I want to hear everything from the beginning" to tired to struggle ashley told her everything from the start and to where they were at right now.

A stunned kyla stood in silence just holding on to ashley as she spilled every lie and misfortune. Ashley cried and cried feeling everything fall on top of her as she retold her story. "Ashley you have manged to ruin everything and everyone. Don't you see what you did was wrong. These are human beings with feelings, but I can't judge because I care about you... you fell for her and this isn't about a stupid will anymore because I can see it in every tear that you shed. I just don't get you ash why did you sleep with aiden?" ashley held on more tighter to kyla burying her face deep into her shoulder. "kyla, I do love her. I love her. I love her" ashley mumbled against her shoulder softly.

Kyla nodded her head side to side. "that doesn't explain why you slept with him ash?" ashley then lifted her head and removed herself from kyla hugging her knees. "I was sacred, she makes me feel different than I have ever felt. I thought I was straight, but meeting her changed everything for me and aiden he is like my safe net where I know where I stand and with her I don't know and it just scared me." kyla petting her hair. "You want my advice tell her everything, but I mean how you really feel, okay" kyla jumped off the couch grabbing her purse. "I have to go, but know that I'm always here okay and TELL HER!" kyla said as she hugged ashley.

Ashley giggled at kyla antics. "okay, I will and ky thanks for everything it means a lot"

"It better mean a lot" kyla shouted as she exited out.

Feeling tired ashley decided to sleep and just relax until spencer came back. She hummed to herself knowing that it would help just forget about everything and just relive all those happy moments that she shared with spencer. She had a sly grin on her face remembering how spencer had gotten to know her intimate ways for the first time and how her and spencer were locked in the closet sharing one of their intense kisses. She had fallen asleep just with those memories.

She felt a smooth hand touching her face and she let it touch her because it reminded her of spencer's touch and with that she opened her eyes revealing a smiling spencer, but then the smile was turned into a frown.

Spencer had left. She couldn't stay with ashley because then she would've said things that would harm her and ashley. She returned the next day all tired and sore. Opening the door she saw ashley laying on the couch with a small smile and she couldn't resist. She got closer to her putting her hand on her cheek softly stoking it 'she looks so beautiful. What is she doing to me? I'm suppose to hate her, but I can't because I feel something so strong for her and I wish I could tell her, but I got sacred of what she would do once she possessed my heart. Would she break or shatter it?' she came back to realization when she saw ashley's eyes opening. She then instinctively removed her hand as if she had got burned.

Ashley then sat up ready to tell specner the truth, but what she saw next changed everything. Right on top of spencer's neck was a huge hickey.

Spencer realized what ashley was looking at and tried to cover it up. "don't. I saw it" ashley spat as she stood up facing spencer. "do you feel better now? Do you feel equal? Can I look you in the eyes now?" ashley said harshly. Spencer then moved and sat on the couch. " I don't get how you can get mad at when you explained to me that your fuck was different because you thought of me. Well I did the same ." she said calmly. Enraged ashley got closer to her. "Thats all you have to say? Tell me did you fuck her good?" spencer then gazed into her eyes. "you should've of heard me screaming out your name while I came with her, then you would've known" ashley then straddled spencer looking into her blue orbs. " you want to know why I fucked aiden." spencer looked at her with challenging eyes daring her to continue. "I fucked him because at least I know he loves me." spencer started laughing. "loves you, he doesn't love you his just using you."

"That's way better than being with someone who doesn't know what they want. I love you spencer, but you don't tell me anything upon how you feel and thats why I slept with him because at least he tells me, but like I said when I was with him in bed I could only think about you because I love you and I want you to get that in your thick head. After everything we have been through I love you and I know I won't stop because this heart still keeps beating for you and only you" ashley said this with her hand ontop of her heart.