OKAY SO THIS IS THE FIRST PART I'LL POST THE SECOND PART TOMORROW AND THANKS FOR REVIEWS. THERE COULD BE A HAPPY ENDING , SAD OR NO ENDING, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS AGAIN FOR STICKING WITH MY STORY.
All those memories were aching at her heart. She remember each time she argued with spencer about love and how she accused her of being fake when she of all people was the fakest. She drove fast to where she knew the answer to her confusion was. 'How... could I not notice...and I fought for what a lie...everything she said felt so real, but I guess thats what actors like her do best act.'
she turned her car off. She couldn't leave her car, to scared to face her. She laid her head on the steering wheel as she let the tears flow down her cheek. "stupid...stupid" she said as she hit her head on the steering wheel. Closing her eyes she could only see her face. ' I should of known this was a lie...why would somebody like her fall for some one like me'
steeping out of the car she walked towards the door taking her time. Step by step each memory of spencer flashed through her from when she met her to right now. Going through the door she realized that she was getting closer to her. She cried for anger and for sadness knowing everything might finish once she reached her bedroom.
She opened the door to her bedroom and saw her there sleeping. 'look at her...she looks so peaceful. Maybe this is just a fraction of my imagination...she is so beautiful.' she got closer to her. Kneeling down by the bed she started caressing her face.'why would..you..do this to me.' more tears came down her cheeks.
She leaned in giving her a gentle light kiss on her soft lips. Spencer opened her eyes feeling someone's soft lips against her own. She saw ashley so close and with tears on her face. Spencer lifted her hand up to ashley's face, but ashley moved away. "don't touch me." she whispered and immediately moved away from her standing up.
Spencer got off the bed and stood up facing ashley. "you know" she softly said.
Ashley looked down at the carpet not wanting to look at her. "so its...true."
spencer got closer. "Ashley, let me explain ." ashley lifted her gaze up to her. "why do you think I'm here. Do you think I want to hear more of your lies because I'm just a stupid person that falls for them."
"There are no more lies...ash" spencer spoke as she moved away from ashley moving to where the window was letting her gaze stay onto the world outside this room.
"Your father asked me to help him. At first I didn't know what he wanted from me. I decided to help him because he told me that he wanted whats best for his daughter and since my dad died. I felt like I was obligated to help him because I know my dad would've wanted me to help him. I knew every detail of the will and helped make it, but I never thought that I would fall in love with you."
her face had confusion written on it as spencer kept on talking. "And how do you think I felt when I had to do those conditions. I fell in love with you..spencer."
spencer sighed. "Ashley...I would never had helped your father if I would have known that I was in love with his daughter, but he said that he only wanted for you to choose what is right for you and whats inside your heart and only your heart." spencer could feel tears coming knowing that the 5th condition would break her and ashley apart.
'I love you so much ash ...I just want you to go for whats inside your heart and if money beats me than I know that our love wasn't real and just a stupid lie.'
"I don't know whats right anymore. I thought that you were different and now I don't know who you are...I...I..I'm so confused. You everything I wanted...money didn't matter, but ever since finding about all these lies. I don't even know if your lying or telling the truth." ashley whispered each word as spencer went towards her.
"ashley, I would never lie about loving you. I thought this marriage would be like living in hell, but it turn out to be way much higher than hell and heaven because you captured this heart." spencer said as she pointed at her heart. She grabbed ashley's hand pulling her closer to her where they only stood an inch apart.
"ashley... I know that your confused right now, but if you want to choose the money... than go for it I'm not stopping you. I just want you to look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me." spencer sadly whispered.