"Edward! Edward! We have to do something." Alice said

"your right, we have to save bella's parents" said Emmett

"come on then" said Rosalie "For bella" she said and winked at me.
"Edward don't go!" I said, he looked at me sadly then stood up and said "Esme, stay with Bella, the rest of you, come on." And they all marched into the corridor and left me bawling in esme's arms

"shhhh, Bella, they will be alright" but even Esmes calm voice couldn't calm me.

The sudden stillness woke me. I must have fallen asleep because I woke up In Esme's cold arms. I bolted up when the previous day's events flooded back to my mind. I looked at Esme' and she looked at me and smiled lightly.

"is it over?" I asked " Are they-?" I asked she looked at me then pointed to the door behind me.

"its over, carlile to the surviving humans over there, but everyone else is in there." She pointed to the main chapel door

"the battle field" I whispered

She nodded I and walked over the chapel door, the room holding all of the loved ones that I lost. And with shaking hands opened it. I intinctlivly ran right to Edwards arms and began crying again.

"Edward is every one okay?" I asked,

"not every one, and he pointed to Emmett, who was standing over somone's mangled body.

"Rosalie" I breathed and ran over to him. There infront of him I was rosalies crumpled up body.

"Rosalie, I'm so sorry," I said

"don't be, I'll be okay." She looked at Emmett then said "Emmett got them before they could burn me."

I cried on emmett's sholder for a while before noticing sam looking at me. I walked over to him and opened my mouth, but found myself lacking words.

He put his hand on my shoulder and said "im sorry"

"about what?"

He turned to look at a big blanket rinkled up and laying on the floor, and I was going to say whats that? But then I relized

"JACOB" I ran over to him and held his head on my knee's



He looked up at me and licked my face. Then he managed to whisper "I love you Isabella marie-" but I didn't get to hear the rest. I put my head on his chest and cried.

I remembered what I said to him,

"I hate you, stay away."

That day, I came to a realization, I have loved to men at the same time, Edward-fire, and Jacob-ice. I've loved them at the same time, and now I know that that's the only way I can love them. Together. Fire and ice together make a yin and yang, Im the dot in the middle, but one is gone, im torn in half. I can't live anymore. When I figured this out I ran out of the chapel and jumped in my car. I pressed down on the gas pedal and went as fast as I could to charlies house. I ran inside and grabed my bag. And on my way to the front door I saw my reflection. In a wedding dress and drenched in water and few spots of mud. I stoped to stare then ran back to the truck. I cried on the way. I didn't even get to say goodbye to Edward.