Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of the characters in this story.

a/n: this is my first FF so please review and give comments or suggestions, please no hate mail.

So I was getting ready for school the day after the party and I was not looking forward to going. Its going to be so strange being there after what was said at the party. Who would have a party on a Sunday I mean you have to get up for school the next day anyway what if you had lots to drink and you do not want to go to school with a hangover been there done that not FUN.

Brooke and Peyton were at there lockers getting ready for 1st period when Rachel came up to them.

Rachel: well well look who it is how did you even have the guts to show up here today!!

Peyton: Rachel just get the hell out of here.

Rachel: I'm just saying she is nothing but a SLUT!!

Peyton: Brooke are you okay?

Rachel: of course she isn't okay well are you Brooke?

Brooke: I gotta get to class.

If you think it was over think again when Brooke got to class all the students started staring and whispering she was really uncomfortable.One of the them yelled slut and Brooke just held back the tears and sat in her seat.

student:why are you even here your a disgrace to this school!

Brooke:don't you think i know that.

student: everyone hates you.

Brooke: HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL I'M THE ONE WHO WAS RAPED I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THAT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

Thats it Brooke had enough she got up from her seat and ran as fast as she could out of the school when she came the gym she went in the locker room not noticing that it was the BOYS she sat down and cried.

Brooke:I CAN'T TAKE THIS MAKE IT GO AWAY

just then she looked in her bag and there was the answer to all her pain scissors.

The feeling felt so good but then blood slid down her arm.

Brooke:Shit!

Brooke heard someone coming in she tried to move but it hurt to much and then he walked in.

Nathan: BROOKE WHAT THE HELL STOP RIGHT NOW!!

Brooke: IT TAKES THE PAIN AWAY.

Nathan: theres other ways of doing that

Brooke: I HATE MY LIFE EVERYBODY HATES ME I WANT TO DIE AND THIS IS THE WAY TO DO IT!!

Brooke took the scissors and started on her other wrist but before she could Nathan ran over and grabbed the scissors and thre them across the room.

Brooke: NATHAN GIVE THEM BACK!

she started running to where the scissors were but Nathan grabbed her.

Brooke: NATHAN LET ME GO LET ME GO!!

Nathan didn't listen though he held on to her and it was hard with her kicking but he didn't let go she finally gave in and cried her heart out Nathan even teared up himself.

Brooke:I WANNA DIE I HATE THIS I HATE YOU I hate myself.

Nathan: Shh its okay it will get better I promise.

Brooke: NATHAN I WAS RAPED IT CAN NEVER GET BETTER NEVER!!

Nathan: it will and im going to help you through this i'm not going to sit here and watch you end your life.

Brooke: my life ended the day I was RAPED!!

Nathan: come on.

Brooke: what are you doing.

Nathan: I'm taking you to get cleaned up.

Nathan picked Brooke up in his arms and walked out the back door of the gym so no one could see Brooke like this.

When Brooke and Nathan got to his house he still picked her up and brought her to the bathroom.

Brooke: I can walk you know i'm not crippled

Nathan: yeah and run away from me don't think so!

Brooke: you do know I have scissors at my house right?

Nathan: STOP TALKING LIKE THIS BROOKE!

Brooke: What are you going to watch me 24/7

Nathan: if thats what it takes to not kill yourself then yeah I am!

Nathan sat Brooke down on the counter.

Nathan: don't even think about running cause then I will strap you down

Brooke: very funny Nathan do you really think I wanna here jokes right now

Nathan: I was being serious.

Nathan went in the medicine cabinet still holding on to brooke.

Brooke: your not and I repeat not using that on my wrist

Nathan: it will take the pain away

Brooke: well its not like your a doc - OWWWWWW!

Nathan: yeah I forget to mention it hurts for a second.

Brooke: you think!

nathan just laughed and rubbed a cotton ball up her arm she moaned from the pain.

Brooke: thanks for taking care of me nate.

Nathan: no problem.

Nathan leaned up well brooke leaned down.

review

Hi guys were they about to kiss?

well gonna have to wait untill next time.