"You know." I said after I moved my queen, taking the bishop off the board. "I'll always beat you."

"Oh, just wait, I'll get you off guard one of these days." Kevin smirked.

I grinned. "Oh, yeah?" I moved the castle and crossed my arms. "Check mate."

Kevin's jaw dropped in mock surprise at his defeat, which only caused me to smile.

"Oh, what ever will you do with me?" I let out a gasp and was tackled to the floor of the study by Kevin, who began to tickle me. I writhed under him, squirming.

"AH! Hahaha!! KEV STOPPPPPP!" I giggled and found myself still.

What was it…did I hurt him? My eyes fluttered open, only to stare into the eyes of my eldest brother. He was staring …no… gazing down at my chest, where my shirt had risen up.

"Y…you…o-okay?" I stammered.

He didn't have a chance to respond, because we both jumped apart at the sound of voices getting closer.

"Oh, hey guys." Came Ash, Frankie's friend from down the street. I nodded to Ashton and sat on the chair as Kevin stood up.

"Hey boys."

"Oh, chess! Can we play?"

"Knock yourselves out." I stood up and left the room, heading to my own. I felt odd. A sensation of touches I didn't know I could feel other than from my self…

"Grand joyful joyfulness." I said to myself as I plopped onto my bed. I was eighteen years of age, with a boyfriend…who happened to be my older brother… and right now I had tightening sensations in my abdominal region that would not go away no matter how hard I tried to situate myself on the bed.

Jesus Nick, what is wrong with you.

My hand descended over my stomach, lifting the shirt off over my head of curls and replacing its place over my skin. I massaged the abs as they hurt, probably from laughing…but I could tell…I could tell I was feeling stranger than normal.

"Fuck." I sighed." What is wrong with me?"

Nothing…

…Or maybe, something…

Kevin…oh how I imagined Kevin running his hands up my sides, over my skin and his lips planted firmly to my own.

There it was again, that twinge feeling.

Oh god…I was turning myself on…

"Dammit!" I hissed as I moved my hands under the waistband of my now unbuttoned jeans and tried to take care of my problem. I whispered Kevin's name as I zipped my pants back up.

"Nick…Oh…"

"…" Kevin was staring at me…I hadn't even noticed him enter the room, let alone knock.

"OH god." I turned over and shoved my face into the pillows, shit, shit, shit!