I sat in my room thinking hard about everything. I wanted Nick so bad and I finally had him…but I didn't know what to do with him. We had to be so careful every time we wanted to touch or exchange words that were more than brotherly. Mom had asked me if I wanted to go out with the rest of the family to rent movies and ice cream, but once she told me that Nick wasn't going I lost interest…so here I was, sitting on my bed, wondering what to do about Nick. I loved him so much…with every, and I mean every, fiber of my being. Without Joe and Frankie around the house was so quiet…the only sound I could hear was the water running in the bathroom as Nick took his shower. I closed my eyes and pictured his face…his smile, his laugh…it was amazing, all of it…he was just so beautiful. I heard the water turn off and I stood, walking out in to the hallway, debating going towards his room. I stopped myself. If he were anything like myself he'd just be wearing a towel and I wasn't sure if he'd be comfortable with me seeing him like that. I turned around and headed back towards my room, waiting until I heard Nick's door close. I walked up to it and knocked. "Nick, it's me, Kevin…can I come in?" I called, waiting for a response.
"Yeah," he called. I turned the doorknob and entered the room, shutting the door behind me. My jaw fell open. I knew I should turn and leave, but I was frozen. Nick was standing with his back to me, rifling through his dresser wearing absolutely…nothing. I noticed him freeze too about a second after I'd entered the room as what he'd accidentally done sunk in. I knew that the decent thing to do would have been to turn and leave, let him get something on before I came back, but I was distracted by Nick's back…all of it. God…everything about him was perfect, his muscular back, his toned legs…not to mention that ass…it was the first time I'd seen it bare since he was young, 5 or 6 maybe and mom spanked him for throwing Joe's pet turtle out of the window because he wanted to see if it would bounce.
"I – I…" I was speechless. "I'm…I'm sorry…I…" my jaw moved up and down but no real sentences seemed to be coming out. Nick's body seemed to snap out of shock and in to panic mode. He bent down and grabbed the towel that he had presumably been wearing until only seconds before I came in to the room. Clutching it tightly together in a bunch at his left side, he turned around and looked at me, looking mortified. This was the second horribly embarrassing thing that he had been plagued with today alone.
"Kevin, I'm sorry…I wasn't thinking, I wasn't paying attention, I-" I didn't let him get any further in his apology. I walked towards him quickly with determination and purpose. As soon as I was close enough I put my right hand in the center of his chest and pushed him against the wall roughly. Without moving my hand I bent my elbow and walked towards him the rest of the way, closing the gap between us indefinitely. I pressed my lips against his, kissing him with a rough passion more aggressive than any kiss I'd been on the giving or receiving end of. My left hand rested on his side at the slight dip between his broad chest and slender hips. He responded tremendously to the kiss, letting me push his tongue in to my mouth. His right hand leapt in to my hair, pulling at it almost as I pressed my fully clothed body against his nearly naked one, letting my right hand lower so that it rested on the towel, sandwiched between the wall and Nick's ass.
"Never apologize for something like that," I spoke quickly with labored breathing as we separated momentarily to catch our breath. He opened his mouth as though preparing to respond, but I didn't let him; instead I forced him back in to the kiss, my tongue bursting in to his mouth before he got the chance to speak whatever words he was thinking. I tightened my grip on his backside and pulled him closer to me…the friction between us was incredible. I broke the kiss and caught his lower lip in my mouth. I began to suck on it, running my left hand up and down his side roughly as I did so. "I love you," I whispered passionately before putting my lips to the skin at the start of his jaw line just below his right ear. I caressed his smooth skin with my lips for a few seconds and then ran my tongue down his jaw bone, only crashing my lips back against his when I'd reached his chin. I thrust my pelvis in to his slightly and his reaction couldn't have been more perfect. He let the towel slip from his hands as he jumped in to my arms, his bare legs wrapping tightly around my waist, his back still pressed against the wall as he bent his neck down, kissing me like there was no tomorrow.