Oh god, first I let him in…then I remember I'm not wearing anything, and then he assaults me up against the wall, and I'm admitting it…I fucking love it. Oh his lips, his soft beautiful lips that swells beneath my own heated lips, the tongue dancing in the ballroom cavern of saliva red. Oh my Jonas it was heavenly…why did I just …never mind. All I care about it how his lips felt against my own skin, the beautiful caress of those lips DAMN I'm not supposed to be liking this! He's my brother…how thoughtful, self, seeing as we've moved passed that way beyond hours ago. A soft moan escaped my lips as Kevin's hips thrust into my pinned body and it felt awkward…but right. I brought my lips to his after my mind dropped all thoughts of sanity and that towel to the floor, my legs wrapping around my brother's waist, holding him close to my naked form as my back pressed firm to the wall.

"K-Kevin." I whispered breathlessly. My hands moving down Kevin's clothed chest as I kissed him passionately. The aggression only added to the heat between our bodies, that spark I knew he could feel when we were together, the spark…of belonging. This, you see, this… was where I belong; in his arms. There was no denying it, no denying the truth in our feelings, the fire in our hearts, the hunger… in our souls. We were meant for each other…it was what god had intended…that's all I can say I believe anymore…because what other people think is immoral…well…I say they can shove it all up their asses.

I moved my hands down, my hands running up under his shirt so I could feel that…sweet skin. The soft texture like silk against my touch. He was beautiful…so beautiful. The shirt was lifted over his head and I swear I saw him blush as I kissed his chest softly, then lowered my lips to his right nipple, sucking on it, hearing him make a new noise…it sounded more like a squeak then a moan, but hey…I was kinda surprising…I guess.

"Beautiful." I whispered against his stomach, kissing it and moving back up slowly. Inch by aggravating inch, I let my lips move across his abdominal region, just to hear the noised I elicited from him. He was absolutely making the most beautiful noises, like music to my sexually rotting ears as I realized he was the only one I could see making love to me, ever…

My hand slipped down to my hip, where his hand was resting against my skin. My lips running against his neck in a pool of heart felt feeling as I dived into a blissfully passionate kiss with my brother.

"I love you." He whispered, breaking the kiss only for a second. I would have responded if he'd let me, but he wasn't and I was all right with that, he knew I returned his feelings.

He was the most beautiful, precious thing in my life right now…if only society would except us then there wouldn't be such problems in the world…such problems as Homosexuality beatings and deaths and incest was twice as bad if you told the wrong people…I didn't even know if there were right people to tell…but it didn't matter, I had Kevin…he was always protecting me…though I had to do most of that when he wasn't talking to me.

"Nick?" Kevin pulled away from my kiss, as he looked at his ring finger…the hand I had just been holding during the frantic kissing. Two rings, one finger. It was his purity ring, under mine…under my promise. My promise to only be with the one I love…only give permission to the one I knew I wanted the rest of my life with to take that promise. That was him…that was Kevin. "I am wearing your purity ring…"

"I'm aware of that." I chuckled softly as he moved away from the wall a bit.

"But…"

"It's only you, Kevin." I stepped forward. "It's always…going to be you."

It's only you, always…