Hey just a quick little chapter dedicated to CaughtInTheMoment so please enjoy. Story told from Kate's POV

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT (BASICALLY NO PLOT JUST SMUT)

Sometimes I will never understand him, I mean he is the poster boy for the two story house with the white picket fence and the two point five kids. However I tell him I want a baby and he freaks. That is what amazes me about Jack Shephard at times he is so caring and so understanding and then other times he's just so…male or something. I mean you think I was moving in on his bachelorhood the way he's acting. Is it so wrong that I want our relationship to be it for the both of us? I mean doesn't he get that this is completely foreign to me as well, this need to settle down?

Oh well its out there now in the midst of mind blowing love making I let it slip that I wanted to make a baby. He was out of me so fast I thought the whole incident was a dream. He looked at me like I was crazy like I just suggested a threesome with Locke. It was kind of amusing to watch the stalwart hero stumble and stutter as he tried to regain his composure. I had told him to stop being ridiculous and to just come back to bed and to me I was still aching from my near release, but he threw his clothes on made an excuse about checking on someone and was out the door.

So that's why I'm laying here right now naked on his bed with a light blanket and my body is humming for him to come back and grant me release. That's the problem with a soul mate nothing else seems to work. I could probably go jump Sawyer and it wouldn't do a lick of good, nope my body only responded to one Dr. Jack Shephard. I heard the tent flap rustle and I sit up and see him at the entrance. I take in his appearance as he sits half in the light of the moon and the other in the dark. It makes him look dangerous and my body reacts accordingly. I've always known Jack has a dark side and I'd be a liar if I said I didn't want to unleash it. I did, I wanted him to lose all control and let me see what haunts him, I guess I figured it would put us on the same level by doing that because he's seen my darkness.

He enters the tent slowly and I can see his eyes shining in dark. He's watching me warily and I can't help but feel somewhat offended, like I'm going to jump him, tie him down and steal all of his seed making dozens of children, though the jumping and tying is something that has crossed my mind many times before. I sit up and clutch the blanket around me and I notice his eyes travel down my naked but somewhat covered body. He still wants me and I can't help but feel the shiver of anticipation run down my spine. I lower the blanket slightly and he swallows hard as I expose the tops of my breasts. It may not be fair but dammit I want and need him so bad and if seducing him is the only thing that will work than so be it.

"Nice of you to come back" I say huskily and his eyes rise back to mine.

"I'm sorry I left like that" he says and he shifts uncomfortably on his feet.

"Well I'll try not to take offense to the fact that I told you I wanted your baby and you pulled out of me and ran for the hills" I say trying to make a joke though it does still sting.

"I" he starts to speak but stutters. "I just wasn't expecting that, I didn't mean to leave like that, I just got overwhelmed and I uh…"
"Freaked?" I pipe in my opinion.

"Yeah" he sits on the bed next to me and I can't help but stare at him and all his gorgeousness. He truly is a beautiful man.

"So what freaked you out more, having a baby, or having a baby with me?" I can feel all my insecurities rise to the surface.

"I got freaked about me being responsible for a baby Kate, not you. You will make a wonderful mother I have no doubt about that. It's me I'm scared of." Jack pulls his gaze from mine and looks down at his hands.

"Talk to me" I place my chin on his shoulder and nuzzle his neck.

"Sarah was pregnant and I was so excited" Jack hardly talks about his ex and when he does it usually just makes me glad I'm on an island and far away from her because I know I'd kill her for some of the things she did to Jack. "Somehow she got it in her head that I wouldn't be a good father though. She was convinced that I would be awful so she went and got an abortion while I was at work bragging that I was going to be a daddy." His voice is so low I swear I didn't hear him right. She did what? The anger inside of me boils to an all new high and I want nothing more than to find Sarah and rip her hair our one by one before I tie a cement brick to her feet and throw her in the ocean.

"Oh baby" I whisper and I slip my arms around him and hold him tight, I can feel him relax in my arms and I kiss the side of his head.

"I don't want you to feel the same way" he says brokenly and my heart crumbles into pieces.

"Jack it would be an honor and the greatest achievement in my life to have your baby" I say firmly. "Sarah was wrong, you are going to be an unbelievable father and I can't wait to make you one. Jack I've seen bad fathers do you think I would want to bring a child into this world if I thought you were going to be like Wayne or something?" I ask.

He looks at me and my heart melts at the hope and trust he carries in his gaze, he looks like a little boy looking for reassurance. I lean in and kiss his mouth gently. I love kissing him he is an absolute genius at kissing and many times he has just laid me down and made love to my mouth with his and its lasted for hours, no sex just kissing. His mouth opens to mine now and I slip my tongue into the warm recess of his mouth. His mouth is wet but not drenched and I run my tongue along his feeling every little line and bump on it. He presses into me and I'm on my back and my blanket has pooled around my waist. He settles on top of me and I whimper in excitement. He deepens the kiss and presses harder and I respond by wrapping my legs around his waist and I can feel the rough denim of his jeans rub against the inside of my thighs.

"You really want a baby?" he asks huskily and I nod excited. "Ok then, no condom" I want to squeal in excitement at the thought that in just a few minutes he is going to be buried inside me and there will be no barriers between us. When he comes I will get to feel his release rush through my body. I struggle with the buttons of his shirt mostly because I'm being distracted by his lips making their way down my neck. He is sucking on the skin and I feel him nibble gently on me and my body jerks. Giving up I just grip the collar of his shirt and yank, ripping the shirt open and sending the buttons flying. He pulls away to look at me and I giggle at the exasperated yet amused glint in his eyes.

"Don't blame me for you being so irresistible." I say as I nibble at his lips. I feel him smile against my mouth and within seconds we are wrapped up again in a deep and passionate kiss. I feel him pulling the blanket from in between us and I hear the sound of him unbuttoning his jeans and pulling the zipper down. I wriggle in anticipation. He manages to get his jeans down past his thighs and I push them off with my feet. I look up to see him staring at me his eyes intense.

"Are you sure Kate, I mean really sure?" he asks and I know he is looking for reassurance about making a baby.

"I love you Jack, more than anything in this world, please give me a baby, please." I know I'm begging but right now is not the time to worry about pride. He stares at me and then gives me a small nod. His hands grip my thighs and I let out a small yelp of excitement. He pulls my legs up tight around his waist and within seconds is buried deep within me. My brain seems to go into overdrive because I suddenly lose all capacity to think, talk and hell even breathe. He is so deep inside me and so hard. I can feel him completely and with no condom on there is a new warmth inside of me as I can feel him with no barriers. He is placing tiny kisses on my face and neck and all I can do is lay here and let him. I become his slave when he's in me. I've never felt this way with another man but with Jack it's so different. If he wanted to he could do whatever he wants to me, of course he doesn't though. He enjoys my participation and wants me in the moment with him. I'm just saying that if he ever got the notion to go kinky I would be a willing participant.

"God baby" he gasps. "You're so wet and hot." It seems he is also enjoying this new feeling of no condom. He begins to move and I let out a moan. He is pushing and pulling within me and I hang on to him for dear life. He begins to speed up his thrusts, and I suddenly become aware of the fact that I'm talking. Nothing coherent I'm sure but I am gasping and moaning and telling him all kinds of things. My words spur him on and he pulls my legs tighter around him.

"I love you, I love you so much" I gasp into his ear and he kisses me deeply. His tongue tastes every part of my mouth as it runs along my teeth the insides of my cheeks and the roof of my mouth. Soon my own tongue is dueling with his and I'm aware of the incredible kissing and the amazing love making all happening at once. I can feel the warmth inside of my belly growing and I know I am just moments away from erupting. I rip my mouth from his and gasp for breath. He begins to hammer inside of me and I can feel him touching every supersensitive part of my body. He hits my clit and I let out a primal cry. He starts talking telling me how wet and tight I am and all I can do is meet his thrusts. He moves my legs up slightly and sinks deeper into me. I swear if he goes any deeper, when he comes I'll be able to taste him in my mouth.

The slight burning in my belly is now becoming a full on fire. I know I'm close and I tell him so. Jack is always a gentleman, no matter how hard he might be taking me, he always brings me to orgasm first and then when I'm done and satisfied he will allow himself release. Sometimes on a rare occasion he will allow himself to come with me but mostly because I beg and plead with him to do so. He has never in all the times we made love come first. I sometimes wish he would just so I know he's losing control just as much as I am though. Tonight is different though tonight I want to come first and be settled when he releases inside me. It's selfish I know but I want to feel him come with no barriers between us. I want to feel him let go and rush through my body.

I start to see spots and my breathing is erratic and I know I'm about to explode. He's propped up with two arms but shifts to one. He uses his other hand to caress my face. I look into his eyes and see nothing but love and I smile at him. He kisses me gently never letting up on his thrusts and suddenly my body snaps like a rubber band, I close my eyes and cry out his name as my orgasm hits me full force. I feel like thousands of needles are running through my body but in a pleasurable way. I clench down tight on him and can feel his thickness nestled inside of me. My body is shuddering and I try to not black out. I actually did that once he made me come so hard I actually blacked out. Not this time though I stay aware for every earth shattering moment. I feel the tremors subsiding and my body goes limp but I feel his arms slip around me and he holds me as I gasp for air and try to recover. He has stilled his movements and by taking me in his arms his weight has shifted to push me down into the bed further. I can feel him still very hard inside of me and I know what is going to happen soon and I smile dreamily at him.

He chuckles and kisses my nose and I lean up to capture his lips.

"Come in me." I whisper and he smiles and kisses me again.

"I will" he says and I know he's teasing me. I make a face and he chuckles. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him close.

"Make a baby in me" I whisper and am rewarded to see a flash of hunger and lust run through his eyes.

"I will" his tone is different now, not so much full of teasing as it is emotion and promise. He begins to move within me and he keeps his gaze locked with mine. I'm still sensitive from my previous orgasm so his movements are sending tiny sparks of pleasure through my body. I watch him hungrily as he strives for his release. I squeeze him inside of me knowing it drives him mad. I run my hands up and down his chest lightly scratching him. I know how to really get him and I lean up and whisper dirty little things in his ear. It works like a charm and he speeds up. Suddenly he lets out a cry and his body tenses and he erupts inside of me. I let out a moan as I feel his hot seed rip through my body filling me up. He is shuddering and bracing himself above me and I swear he has never come this hard. When he is done I can see his arms giving way so I reach up and pull him down to lay atop of me fully. He usually tries to move to the side to not squish me but not tonight. Tonight I want him to squish me. He slips his arms under my body and hugs me close and he buries his face into my hair as he tries to regain his breath. I run my hands along his back stroking him reassuringly letting my nails ever so lightly drag along his shoulder blades.

He sits up and looks at me and I smile at him. He smiles back and we kiss softly. He eases out of me and I let out a sigh. I always hate that part. If I had my way I'd keep him there within me the whole night. He rolls onto his back and pulls me into his embrace. I snuggle up and lay my head on his chest while I gently run my hands through his chest hair.

"Do you think it worked?" I asked and I know I sound like a little kid at Christmas. He smiles at me affectionately and gently brushes the hair out of my eyes.

"I don't know" he says truthfully. "We jut have to stay positive, and if it didn't work..." I watch as he gets a gleam in his eye. "I guess we'll have to try again." He pulls me close kissing me slowly and sensually. I moan against his mouth.

"Practice makes perfect" I say falling into his kiss.

Ok there it is. First thing that's my first POV story and I'm sorry if the tense changes from past to present I'm in a hurry and just trying to get it done. Second, I apologize if it sucks cause I'm not even sure I like it so feel free to tell me what you really think. Oh yeah so that brings up thirdly, please review :)