Ok guys, first can I just say you are all awesome and you're the greatest fans ever : ) seriously your responses to the whole threesome fic question were so kind and the fact that many of you just pledged to read whatever I wrote was touching. I'm trying to not go on some strange emotional side trip here I just want to say thanks to you all and I hope that I can keep writing stories that make you proud. : )
This is the high school fic but I wanted to cover bases on the threesome fic quickly. First thanks so much for everyone's opinion and I will clearly label the story when I post it so if you weren't interested in it you don't have to worry about stumbling on it by accident. As for the story I wanted to give everyone a little understanding of what its going to be. First the third party will be a female but will not be a character from the show, she will be completely made up. I decided to go down the path of a little more fem-slash because even though I don't know much about Fem slash I think it will be the best route though the majority will be actual Jate smut. Also no one in the story will be cheating or will feel cheated on. In fact Kate will have rules for Jack in what he can and can't participate in with the other woman. Even though it will be a kinky smutfest I think I have figured a way to make this really about the love between Jack and Kate. Ok so I just wanted to cover that and now I'm done.
Now on to the actual story. The Losties are in high school, Jack and Kate are together and Kate is ready to take the next step with Jack and has her two best friends Shannon and Claire offering their advice. In this Claire is not Jack's sister because it would be just too weird to have Claire giving tips to Kate involving sex about her brother. This story is for you Lanie
THE VERY FIRST TIME (Rated M)
Kate Austen sat in the Spring Dale High School cafeteria pushing around her macaroni and cheese while in deep thought. Her two best friends Shannon Rutherford and Claire Littleton were giggling over something or another. Kate put her fork down and looked up.
"I think I'm ready to sleep with Jack" she announced and she watched as her two friends stopped their conversation cold and turned to look at her stunned.
"Really?" Claire said her voice soft.
"That's awesome!" Shannon exclaimed. Kate, Shannon and Claire had been friends practically since birth. Kate was the last of the three to lose her virginity. Shannon had a boyfriend named Sayid, though Shannon had really lost her virginity to her step brother Boone but they never really talked about that. Claire was with Charlie Pace, they had been together since about the third grade when Charlie moved to town. Then there was Jack and Kate. They had been close friends until their sophomore year in high school when other feelings started to creep up on them. They admitted their love and had been together for two years now. They hadn't slept together mostly because Kate hadn't been ready. Jack had been a hundred percent supportive and never once made Kate feel bad for her choice. Kate had been a little scared at first, Jack had been in a serious relationship with a girl named Sarah and they had slept together. They grew apart though like teenagers do and broke up. Having already had sex Kate was afraid he might leave her to find a girl to give him what he wanted. He never did though remaining a hundred percent loyal to her.
"So when are you going to do it?" Shannon practically squealed.
Kate sighed, "I don't know I mean I literally just made the decision minutes ago."
"What brought this on?" Claire asked. Claire was the sensitive of the three, Kate was the brains and Shannon, well Shannon was the spitfire.
"Last night we were watching a movie and there was this really intense love scene. Even though I'm sure he was uncomfortable Jack never pressured me. He never said anything and I was sitting there wishing he'd just make his move. It had been on her mind and this morning when he had picked her up for school and kissed her hello her whole body enflamed.
"Well you need a plan" Shannon said taking a bite out of her sandwich. Kate gave her a confused glance.
"My parents are going to some Army Reunion weekend so I have the house to myself. I thought I'd invite him over." Kate said with a shrug.
"Kate this is your first time you need to have it all planned out. You can't go into it with no thought." Shannon said knowingly.
"A plan would be nice but I don't think you need to plan out every detail" Claire said rolling her eyes at Shannon.
"I'm just saying she needs to know what to expect" Shannon said. "Most of the time the first time you make love it usually isn't all that good" Shannon said with a gesture with her hands. "So knowing that in advance, you can now take steps to make it better." She said.
"Shannon" Claire said exasperated. "What are you trying to do scare her?"
"I'm being honest" Shannon said. "What, the first time you and Charlie had sex it was actual perfection?"
"Well no" Claire said. "It wasn't perfection but it was wonderful." Claire said.
"How is that possible?" Shannon asked confused.
"It might not have been earth shattering but it was the beginning of what became earth shattering" Claire said. She looked over to Kate. "Kate don't worry however it happens if you both want it and it's the right time then it will be wonderful."
Kate nodded, "I want to, I'm a little nervous though" she said her voice dropping.
Shannon spoke up, "Why don't you come over after school and we can talk about all this somewhere private." She said. A moment later Kate felt an arm slip around her waist and she smiled at the familiar weight. She glanced over to see her boyfriend sitting sideways on the bench.
"Hey" Jack said smiling at her and making her heart melt. "You look pretty deep in thought, you ok?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah" Kate said smiling though feeling slightly flushed. "I will just be happy when this week is over; I have tests in all my classes."
Jack leaned forward and kissed the side of her head. "I'm sorry baby, do you need any help studying?"
"No I'm all set. I was thinking though this weekend we could just hang out at my place and vege out." Kate said her heart leaping in her chest.
"Sure" Jack said he glanced over at the clock. "I gotta run I'm meeting up with Boone and Sawyer. Good afternoon ladies" he said with a charming smile. He leaned over and kissed her gently and then left. Kate smiled after him. The one thing she loved about him so much was his kindness he could hang out with the jocks like Sawyer and Boone and then hang with Charlie and Sayid who were more book smarts than athletes. Jack fit into both groups perfectly. Kate was proud of him; he was going to be a doctor and was going to be a great one. She looked back at Shannon and Claire who were looking at her smiling.
"What?" she asked feeling self conscious.
"Aww you just scheduled sex and Jack doesn't even know it" Shannon exclaimed as the bell rang signaling the end of lunch. Kate rolled her eyes and Claire giggled softly. "Don't forget my place" Shannon called out as they split up for their classes.
Jack had football practice after school so she didn't have to worry about breaking any plans with him to go to Shannon's. When she arrived she got there just as Claire pulled up.
"Are you ready for whatever it is Shannon is planning for you?" Claire asked slipping her arm through Kate's.
"No" Kate said with a shake of her head, "Not at all"
When they went in they met up with Shannon and went to her room. Kate sat on the bed with Claire and Shannon stood in front of them which made Claire chuckle.
"Ok" Shannon said clapping her hands together. "First things first, Kate do you have any questions at all about sex. I mean real questions."
"Uh" Kate thought, part of her wanted to ask if she could leave but she knew Shannon would take her head off if she even tried it. She sighed and decided since the opportunity was here she might as well take advantage of it. "Does it hurt?" she asked hoping she didn't sound too stupid. Shannon pulled a chair over and sat in it facing them.
"Excellent question. That depends on a couple things, one how it happens and also on uh how big Jack is." Shannon said with a smirk while both Kate and Claire blushed. "So how big is he Kate?" she asked with a grin.
"I don't know" Kate exclaimed her heart beating faster as she tried to even process the thought of Jack and his possible stature.
"You've never seen it?" Shannon asked slightly shocked. "Kate you and Jack have been together for almost two years, are you saying you've never seen him? You've never you know gone down on him?"
"No! Of course not Shannon. I told you I wasn't ready for that kind of relationship and Jack respected me." Kate's birth father had been abusive and it had made an impression on her and so she had shied away from the physical. Her father never abused her sexually but it was something Kate had expected. She didn't want to have sex until she was ready and she stuck to her guns. However now she felt she was ready.
"Man Jack is a saint" Shannon muttered and Claire glared at her.
"Jack is a good guy" Claire said. "And to get to your question Kate, yes it will hurt a little but the pain goes away quick and its worth it in the end. Plus Jack is a caring person so he'll probably take his time and will be real gentle with you."
"Was it that way for you and Charlie?" Kate asked looking at her friend.
"Yeah, Charlie was real sweet and was very caring. It hurt for a few seconds but if you just relax and breathe the pain will be gone before you know it." Claire said with a reassuring smile.
"Ok" Kate said with a nod, she knew Jack would be gentle with her so maybe the pain wouldn't be so bad. She glanced at Shannon.
"Don't look at me, I screwed up my first time by sleeping with Boone while drunk. It hurt because we weren't very smart about it. Thank god I found Sayid" she said and the girls smiled.
"Do you have protection?" Claire asked.
"I'm on the pill" Kate said. "I went on when I was having problems with my period, and I uh I figured I'd buy some condoms for Jack." She blushed.
"Good" Claire said. "You and Jack have way too much going for you to have a baby right now. You're thinking ahead and that is good."
"So time for the good stuff, do you want to discuss the actual even or the preparation for the actual event" Shannon said excitedly.
"You are way too into this" Claire said with a shake of her head.
"Ignore her Kate, when the time comes you will be grateful that I was there to help you out. So how about the actual sex. Let's just put it out there. How far have you gone?" Shannon asked.
"I don't know" Kate said with a shrug. "We kiss and stuff"
Shannon rolled her eyes. "Do you guys touch does he slip his hand under your skirt things like that?"
"No, we've never done that" Kate said. "We kiss, sometimes a lot"
"I wasn't wrong Jack isn't a saint he's Mr. Perfect. He's never pressured you for sex, he doesn't cheat and he treats you like a queen. Forget protection, get pregnant and trap this boy" Shannon said.
"Shannon" Claire practically shrieked. "That's a horrible thing to say. Kate, Jack loves you and that's all that matters. You don't need to trap him with a baby to make him stay" she said shooting a glare at Shannon.
"Moving on" Shannon said with a smirk. "Since there hasn't been much that you have done, its safe to say you are going to be experiencing a lot this weekend. My best advice, watch some porn, not like tv porn but like internet porn. See what people do."
"I'm not watching porn" Kate said.
"At least watch a blow job that way you get an idea so you don't choke or injure Jack." Shannon said sitting with her arms crossed. Claire burst out laughing but Kate suddenly looked petrified. Shannon went to her computer and typed in some things. She handed the lap top to Kate.
"Just watch and learn" suddenly a home video came up and a woman was performing fellatio on a man.
"I can't believe you have porn on your computer" Claire said shaking her head at Shannon.
"Are you kidding me? You go home and watch porn with Charlie you will have some of the best sex ever. You can even re-create stuff." Shannon said.
Kate was staring at the computer watching the girl work her hand and mouth over the man's hardened erection. Suddenly she looked disgusted.
"Did she just spit on him?" she asked affronted.
"It helps with lubrication." Shannon said.
"I am not spitting on Jack, that is disgusting" Kate exclaimed.
Shannon giggled, "Hey well the good news is the blow job isn't what you find offensive but the spitting. So that not look so bad huh?" she teased.
Kate shook her head but looked back at the video the guy was hollering and moaning and Kate watched as he came spilling himself in the girls open mouth. She shivered thinking of doing that to Jack, well at least without the spitting.
"What's it taste like?" she asked quietly watching the girl swallow.
"Uh I think that's all about preference, some woman like the taste some don't. I don't mind it so much." Shannon said.
"Not a big fan" Claire said with a shrug.
Kate looked back at the computer and then shook her head and closed the computer.
"Ok no more sex" Kate said standing up. "Look I appreciate the help but I want to do this my way."
The next couple days went by quickly for Kate and on her free time she went about preparing to make things ready. She bought new sheets, candles and even some silky lingerie in blue because it was Jack's favorite color. Jack had been busy with football everyday so Kate didn't have to worry about giving away her plans to him. Friday came and Kate went home to set everything up as soon as her parents left. The doorbell rang and she found Claire on the doorstep.
"Hey Kate, I know you're busy and Jack will be over soon I just wanted to talk quick if that's ok" Claire said.
"Yeah, I'm actually making the bed come on up." They went up and Kate finished making the room up. She looked down at the bed and stopped and just stared. Soon she and Jack would be on this bed, naked and curled into one another's arms. She would wake up in the morning with him safe and sound in his embrace. She felt tears well in her eyes at the thought of sharing this with Jack.
"Kate, you ok?" Claire asked she saw her friend's tears. "Oh honey if you don't want to do this you don't have to." She exclaimed.
"No, I want to I just got all emotional thinking about…you'll think I'm stupid" she stopped with a shake of her head.
"Try me" Claire said gently.
"I was just looking at the bed and I wasn't thinking about the sex, I was thinking about the afterwards, I was just thinking about how it's going to feel laying there in his arms. Sleeping with him next to me, waking up with him. You know how when you're in bed and you hear a noise or its storming and you feel fear even if it's just for a second?" she asked and both her and Claire knew Kate was referring to Kate's abusive birth father Wayne. "You wish you could just snuggle down close your eyes and make it go away, you wish someone was there with you. Tonight Jack will be with me, no scary sounds or bad memories can get me while I'm with him" she said quietly. She then looked over at Claire, "Told you it was stupid" she said with a roll of her eyes but she yelped when Claire grabbed her and hugged her tight.
"I wish you the best Katie, and I know Jack is it and I hope tonight is everything you hope it will be" with that Claire left and Kate was alone waiting for Jack.
Kate brushed her teeth and lightly sprayed her perfume on. She slipped into the silky blue night gown. It had spaghetti straps and the neckline cut down into her cleavage just showing enough of her breasts to entice. It ended at about her thighs and she looked in the mirror. She smiled sure Jack would like this. She went over to the nightstand and grabbed her phone dialing his cell.
"Hello" came his voice making shivers dance across her spine.
"Hi, you almost here?" she asked trying to not sound nervous.
"Yeah I'm coming down your road right now I should be there in about 30 seconds." Jack said.
"Ok well when you get here just come on in I'm up in my room so just come straight up." She said.
"Ok baby I'll see you in a minute." He hung up and Kate sat on the bed. About two minutes later she heard the front door open.
"Katie I'm here." He called letting her know it was him.
"Come on up" she called and then took a deep breath and she smiled to herself it was time. She stood and waited and seconds later Jack entered the room.
"I brought over a couple DVDs I thought we could….whoa" he said looking up and taking notice of her in her nightie. He looked at her awestruck and Kate watched as his eyes traveled up and down her body. Then they traveled to the bed, the candles and to the computer playing soft romantic music.
"Uh what's going on?" he asked his voice catching in his throat. He couldn't look away from her she looked like a beautiful angel.
"Come here" she said holding out her hand and spoke to him in a sweet and soft voice. Jack couldn't disobey her if he wanted to. He walked up to her and took her hand. She lifted it and kissed his knuckles gently. She then slid her arms around him and pressed her body against him in a close hug. She buried her face in his neck and breathed in his scent. He wrapped her up tightly sighing as his hands caressed the silky fabric encasing her.
"Hi" he said softly into her ear and she giggled. She pulled away to look him in the eyes.
"Hi" she leaned up and kissed him gently. She pulled away and took a deep breath. She took his hand and held it in the two of hers. "I bet you are curious as to what is happening? Well Jack I've been doing some thinking and I've come to the conclusion that I love you Jack Shephard. And I know we're teenagers and we're still in high school but I mean it when I say I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to make love Jack, I want you to make love to me." She said and she watched as Jack's eyes darkened slightly. "Please Jack, I want to lose my virginity to you." She leaned up and kissed him hungrily. Jack froze for a second but then reacted by pulling her tightly to him, kissing her back. When they pulled away for air Jack gently brushed the hair out of her eyes.
"Kate are you sure? I mean I want you to be sure. I'm not in a hurry to do this I can wait as long as you need." He said gently but Kate shook her head.
"No Jack I'm ready" Kate said her voice completely sure.
"I love you Katie" Jack said and he kissed her again running his hands through her hair tugging her closer to him. Kate moaned as his tongue explored her mouth tasting every inch of her. Kate backed up to the bed bringing him with her. When the back of her knees hit the edge she pulled from the kiss and looked at him.
"You might have to show me what to do" she said shyly and Jack leaned in and nipped at her lips. "I mean I know you've done this before" Kate said getting distracted by his lips moving down her neck. They had kissed like this many times before but now with the knowledge that this was going to go farther all the way it was more intense and exciting. Jack pulled away and looked into her eyes.
"Kate I've had sex but I've never made love. You and I will share this experience together. And I promise I will be gentle with you and will do my best to make this great for you." He promised. Kate bit her lip her body humming she was ready to get started. She grabbed the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up and over his head. She looked at his well muscled chest. His days playing sports and working out showed in his well crafted torso. Kate moved her hands down and began to undo the button on his jeans. When it came undone she slowly pulled the zipper down. She looked up at him to see he was staring at her his breathing was labored and she pushed the pants down. They landed around his ankles and Kate watched as he kicked his shoes, socks and pants off. Now he was just standing in front of her in his boxers. She gripped the elastic waistband and pushed them down. She followed them this time lowering herself to her knees. He stepped out of them and Kate found herself staring at his large cock. It was hard and red, Kate had never seen one this close. She reached up teased her fingers across it he sucked in a breath and she pulled her hand away.
"Its ok" he reassured. "That just felt really good." Kate smiled and took him in her hand. This time she gripped him fully but not with too much pressure. She stroked him up and down and was pleased to hear a moan escape him. Kate was completely enraptured by him looking over his hardened length taking note of every inch of him.
"This is going to go inside me?" she asked looking up at him and Jack swore under his breath.
"Yes sweetheart that is what's going to happen."
"Are you sure you'll fit you're awfully big." Kate said stroking him again feeling him grow harder.
"God Kate" he hissed. "I will fit just fine it will be perfect I promise." He stroked her face gently.
"I believe you." She whispered and then turned her attention to him. She leaned forward and licked the head. Jack moaned and she smiled. She enjoyed doing that in fact she liked it a lot. "I want to suck on you" she said and Jack moaned her blunt honestly was going to cause him to come all over at this point. He watched her as she leaned forward opened her mouth and slowly took him in. He moved her hair to the side so he could see what it was she was doing to him.
Kate felt his cock enter her mouth and she took him in slowly afraid of choking. At one point he hit the back of her throat and it took her a second to end her gag reflex. She dragged her tongue up and down his length he tasted salty and sweet. She let him go with a popping sound and looked up at him with a proud grin on her face. "I like doing that, I want to make you come." She paused for a second. "But I'm not going to spit on you Jack"
Jack was doing his best to keep control but her words stopped and confused him, "What?" he asked.
"Shannon showed me porn of a girl doing this and she kept spitting on the man for lubrication and I can't do that Jack its gross." She said making another face.
"You and Shannon were watching porn?" Jack asked turned on by the thought of Kate watching it.
"Yup" Kate said and with that she took her mouth again. For her first time she was very talented Jack thought as she worked him with her mouth, tongue and hand. He found himself swelling and the thought of coming in her mouth cause him to grow harder.
"Baby I'm going to come" he warned so she could pull away.
"Come in my mouth Jack" she whimpered. "I want to know how you taste." She began to work him a little harder and seconds later Jack let out a yell and came hard flowing into her mouth.
Kate felt him tense and heard him yell, a second later her mouth was filled with fluid. When he was done Kate let go of him and moved her tongue around tasting his release. She enjoyed it and swallowed happily. Suddenly she felt herself being lifted from the floor and she was being held tightly by Jack.
"God baby that was so good" he said kissing her neck and ear. Kate grinned happy that she made him feel good. He pulled away from her neck and their lips crashed into a lazy kiss. "I love you Katie, I love you so much."
"I love you too Jack" she said. She grinned and Jack smiled back at her. "I liked that" she said shyly and he chuckled.
"So did I" he said and then he grinned. "However it's my turn"
Jack gently eased her onto the bed and onto her back. He stepped between her legs and pulled her so her but was at the edge.
"Jack what are you doing?" Kate asked and Jack smiled at her. She sighed as his hands slipped up her legs pushing her gown up around her waist leaving her bare and exposed to him. He knelt on the ground and Kate watched him curious, she let out a yelp when she felt him kissing his way up her thigh. "Jack?" she called his name.
"Shh baby its ok I promise this will feel good, trust me" he said reassuringly.
Kate sighed and leaned back trusting him completely; she whimpered as he took her buttocks in his hands and seconds later she felt him drag his tongue up the slit of her center. Pangs of passion wracked her body and she felt something she had never felt before it was excitement and a promise of more pleasure. Jack began to work her over with his tongue and she wiggled her hips half pushing into his mouth the half of her wanting to pull away because the pleasure was too much. She felt something else and she realized that with his tongue he was also using his fingers on her. They slid in her gently and he felt the resistance of the thin membrane she still had intact. He replaced his fingers with his tongue thrusting gently in and out. Kate wriggled and she felt like she was falling off a cliff.
"Oh god Jack please, please Jack" she wasn't sure what she was begging for but Jack seemed to understand her urgency. He retreated from her and moved up her body kissing her deeply. She could taste herself in his mouth which she found somewhat enticing. He moved her up on the bed so she was now lying with her heads on the pillow. He followed her up kissing her wherever his lips could land.
"Nightstand" Kate muttered and he looked at her strangely. He glanced over and saw a box of condoms. He looked back at her with a smile.
"You really did have this planned all out didn't you?" he said nuzzling her with his nose.
"Yes I did" she said kissing him deeply. "Please Jack make me yours" she whispered. Jack leaned over and grabbed the condoms. After a minute Kate watched as he slipped it on. He looked up at her and smiled lovingly.
"Are you ready sweetheart?" he asked and she nodded. "Ok this might hurt a little so I promise I will be as gentle as I can just try to relax ok?" he said kissing her gently.
"Ok, I'm ready" she whispered. Jack led himself into her slowly and Kate bit her lip at the feel of it. When he reached the barrier he looked at her and saw nothing but love in her eyes. He leaned forward and kissed her hungrily dueling his tongue with hers, making her participate in the kiss. While Kate was distracted by the kissing, Jack pushed through with a solid thrust breaking the barrier and entering her fully. Kate cried out into his mouth as she felt a sudden burning pain.
"Shh baby, just relax, just relax sweetheart let the pain pass" he whispered kissing her forehead and felt his heart break as he saw a lone tear streak down her face. "Are you ok sweetheart is the pain too much?" he asked concerned. Kate shook her head taking a deep breath.
"It hurt a little but it wasn't so bad" she said shifting to get comfortable the motion sending Jack into her a little further. Kate looked at him and she smiled emotionally. "You're in me" she said. "You are inside me" her voice slightly awed.
"That's right baby" Jack said. He tried not to move too much, she was very tight and it was causing him to almost see stars at the pleasure she was bringing him.
"I think I'm ok now" She whispered and she kissed him hungrily. Jack gently and slowly pulled out of her and then pushed back in. He kept his thrusts shallow as to let her body adjust and get used to him. Kate wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. She buried her face in his neck and held on to him as he loved her. Jack judged his thrusts by the noises she made. The more she moaned in ecstasy the further he allowed himself to sink in until he was taking her with full penetration.
"I love you, oh god Jack I love you" Kate moaned. She felt a tension building through her and every time Jack pushed into her the sensation grew.
"Come for me Katie, come for me" Jack said and he stroked her clit with his fingers and Kate let out a scream arching into his embrace, her body tensing like a pulled rubber band. Kate had never felt anything like it, it was as if someone sent a live wire through her body. It was to the point of flying she felt she was completely out of control but she was aware of Jack holding her tight and keeping her safe and grounded. She moaned and writhed until the sensation passed and she collapsed against the bed. She opened her eyes and looked up at Jack drowsily.
He smiled at her she was so beautiful her hair was messy and her face flushed and she was looking at him with pure love in her eyes.
"Hi, how did that feel?" he asked kissing her gently.
"Mmm incredible" Kate said stretching slightly and then stopping with a gasp. She looked at Jack. "You didn't come? You're still hard?"
"I was too busy watching you to worry about me" he said with a cheeky grin. Kate leaned up and nibbled at his shoulder.
"I think its time for you to come" Kate said holding him tight. Jack began to thrust into her again and Kate kissed his face and neck encouraging him to let go. After a few minutes Jack suddenly cried out her name stiffening in her embrace. Kate felt him jerk within her and she smiled knowing he was coming inside of her. It was a passing thought but she suddenly couldn't wait until they were ready for children so he could come in her and she could feel it.
Jack collapsed on her and Kate held him close stroking his back placing kisses on the side of his head. After a few minutes he pulled away and looked at her.
"This might twinge for a second." With that Jack eased out of her and Kate let out a slight moan for him leaving her and for the feeling of being stretched. She figured she'd be sore in the morning but she didn't care. Jack disposed of the used condom and rolled onto his back. He reached out and pulled her close to him and she snuggled close burying her face in his neck.
"Are you ok?" he asked his voice serious.
"Uh huh" Kate mumbled with a satisfied sigh.
"I love you Katie, I always will" he said kissing the top of her head.
"You better" Kate said sleepily. "Cause I will love you forever" she said with a sigh and she felt herself drift off to sleep safe and warm in her lover's embrace. Jack looked at her peacefully asleep with a smile on her face and he felt himself drifting off comforted in the knowledge that she was happy and that was all he ever wanted.
Ok so there it is. Um alright I started this before the finale and finished after it so here's my opinion the flash forward stuff I already knew about because the details of the finale were leaked over a week ago. I still have to say it felt like a slap in the face to see Jate so far apart that Kate could just walk away from him when he's obviously struggling. The 'He' she mentions I figure could be many things one obviously Sawyer I mean it fits, Jack couldn't let Sarah go when she was with another man I could see him calling Kate and not caring if she was with Sawyer or not. Perhaps it's a child she had. I don't know. Maybe she is staying with someone keeping her out of prison I have no clue. As for the island stuff, Kate's behavior was really obnoxious to me. She whines at Sawyer for not giving her enough attention or something, she offers to go with him then gets mad when he turns her down. Ok this would be a way a girlfriend would act but then she turns around and gets pissy about the Jacket kiss. The worst to me was she had the nerve to actually complain to Jack that Sawyer was mean to her. Seriously I don't think I can stand three more years of this back and forth, my patience with Kate is waning. I'm beginning to feel bad for Jack and Sawyer. Jack's confession of love was beautiful though I don't think Kate deserved it at least not yet. As for the Jacket kiss it didn't bother me all that much. Mostly because I get where Juliet is coming from, if I was about to go off on a suicide mission when chaos was already ensuing I'd kiss Jack too. If I'm going to die I'm going to at least die with a good moment in my memory. Sawyer killing Tom didn't bother me as much. I liked Tom but he was a tool tonight and kind of had it coming even though he surrendered I understand Sawyer's anger. Walt showing up I waited for him to be like Locke get me out of here my dad won't stop screaming my name. I miss Michael by the way the old Michael would so be by Jack's side as his buddy helping him out.
Finally Charlie and Desmond. To all my PB&J fans I'm so sorry I mean I bitch about Jate but at least they are still there. That scene was heart breaking and I hope Claire doesn't blame Jack in the end. Ok so that is my take and since there isn't more for another 8 months chances are by then I will have forgotten what I have written and probably won't care about the show by that time yeesh.