Why? Do you love me? I Promise, Forever
By: Darkened Moonfire
Rating: K+
Category: Angst/Hurt/Comfort/Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own any Twilight characters/plot/ anything to do with Twilight
Promise
Of course I love you
My feelings for you will never,
Ever change.
I just don't want you to leave me again
I can't bear that kind of agony…
That kind of torture again
I don't want to face the emptiness in my chest again.
I can't be without you
But I don't want to let myself hope.
For if I do, and you do decide to leave me once more
Surely hope will finish me off
I cannot, will not, let hope invade me.
I will not let hope get carried away
I will not let it lead me into a fatal trap.
No I must not hope
So I can't crash later.
I will not let myself become disappointed.
Don't you see that my guard is up?
I have built a sturdy impenetrable wall to block everyone out
I can't take it down easily
Only time will heal me hopefully
Only then will the wall come down
Only then will I be able to give you me entirely.
However, if you promise
Maybe just maybe will I heal faster
If you promise
If you swear
My wall might come down with ease.
You know I love you with all of my heart
With every fiber of my being
And I will always always love you forevermore
Just promise me with the whole of your existence
Promise me that you will never
Ever
Ever leave me again
Please,
Do you Promise
Me?
-Bella