Ok guys I know its been awhile and No I haven't forgotten you or any of my stories that need to be updated. I'm still not feeling 100 percent yet so my days consist of getting up going to work coming home and sleeping again. So I promise I am doing by best to update. I thought I would do this little one-shot to tide you all over.

THE WEDDING NIGHT (RATED M)

Jack Shephard sat in the Honeymoon Suite of the swanky hotel looking around it in its complete silence. He was supposed to be in here with his new wife but that wasn't going to happen. He didn't even have a wife hell they didn't even make it through the whole ceremony before she had looked at him, said she couldn't marry him and took off. He was interrupted from his thoughts by the sound of knocking on the door. With a sigh he heaved himself up and went to the door and looked through the peephole there he saw his best man.

He opened the door with an ironic smile. His best man should actually be classified as his best-woman. He and Kate Austen had been best friends since high school so it was a no brainer to ask her to stand beside him on the day of his wedding. Sarah hadn't been quite thrilled with there being a female groomsmen it had tainted her idea of a perfect wedding party. She had however given in to her misgivings and Kate had gotten a dress just like the bridesmaids but instead of the red color they wore Kate's dress was black to separate her as a groom's person.

"Hi Jack" she said smiling sympathetically at him and he knew she was studying him to read his feelings. They could always tell what the other was thinking. She was still wearing her dress and was carrying an overnight bag.

"Hey come on in" he gestured her through the door. Kate walked in and her eyes roamed over the hotel suite. It was gorgeous Sarah had planned the wedding and Jack was to plan the honeymoon. Kate had been hired once to come consult for this hotel. She was a successful interior designer and on the tour of the building she had seen this room. When Jack had said he needed to book a place for the night this had popped into her mind immediately and she told him she'd book it for him as a wedding present.

She couldn't help think that when she first saw the room her mind had gone to its secret place where she imagined her and Jack using the Honeymoon Suite not him and that bitch Sarah. She quickly stuffed those thoughts away. There was no way she could revel in the fact that she was head over heels in love with her best friend, especially while he was sitting there quietly after being left at the altar. Kate felt conflicted about the situation. When Jack had told her he was going to propose to Sarah and had her help him pick out a ring she had wanted to sob uncontrollably. It didn't make sense to her though. Jack and Sarah had been dating for over a year and Kate was in a long term relationship with a man named Tom. Still she couldn't understand why she felt sick at the thought of Jack and Sarah getting married. It was true that Kate and Sarah weren't close in fact they really only tolerated each other of Jack. Sarah had always seemed jealous of Jack and Kate's closeness and well Kate hadn't really been sure why she had disliked Sarah so much.

Soon it was catching up with her though talk of the wedding and Jack spending his life with Sarah was putting her teeth on edge. She hid it around Jack never letting him see that she was disturbed. However at home she was moody and depressed. It wasn't long before her relationship with Tom cracked and ended. It was with Tom's parting words that everything sank into place. Katie you and I could never last, not when you are in love with Jack.It was true she was in love with her best friend. It was relief that her odd feelings made sense but it was even worse because even though she and Jack had no secrets she couldn't tell him this one. So she had painfully gone through each day and made it to the wedding. Standing beside him as he gave her a smile meant just for her it took everything in her to not stop the wedding and beg Jack to run away with her.

That was unnecessary because minutes later Sarah had told Jack they couldn't do this and took off down the aisle. Kate figured Jack must have been in shock because he didn't even go after her or chase her down which was unlike him. Kate knew from experience when Jack wanted something badly enough he was like a Pit bull. Once when they had a fight and Kate walked out on him he had slept on her doorstep until she relented and let him in and wouldn't leave until their friendship was reestablished. So at the wedding she like everyone else stood their unsure of what to do. Jack had taken over by thanking everyone for coming out and politely excused himself. It had been a whirlwind since that second. Kate had spent the afternoon handling Jack's relatives getting them to leave. She had then made all the contact at the reception and canceled everything. Sarah's family had paid for the reception so she let them figure out what to do with everything. Kate wondered if she should cancel Jack's honeymoon to Ireland or not. Another thing she had always wanted to do with Jack and instead it was going to him and Sarah. Hell Sarah didn't even want to go to Ireland and had bitched about it when Jack had told her of her plans. Ungrateful bitch.

Kate eventually got all of Jack's guests on their way and then went looking for Jack. She grabbed her bag of clothes that she had changed into from earlier really wanting to get out of this dress. She then decided to check the Honeymoon Suite. If he wasn't there she would see about canceling it but as it turns out Jack had taken refuge there. She sighed should she feel like a wretched person because part of her was happy that Jack wasn't married?

"Hey sweetheart" she said softly shaking that thought off immediately. Jack had just been left at the altar and Kate would never wish that pain on him she would take it from him if she could.

"So uh is everyone gone?" he asked twisting his hands nervously.

"Yeah" Kate said with a soft smile. Jack sat on the bed and she settled beside him. "I managed to wrangle your family and get them on their way and canceled the reception. I let Sarah's family handle the details. I didn't know if you wanted me to cancel your trip to Ireland." She said stroking his shoulder gently.

He looked at her and Kate was still surprised by how calm and still he was. From the outside it didn't even appear that he was all that upset.

"No I think I'm still going to go. I took the time off from the hospital and I've always wanted to go there so why not." He said with a shrug. Kate nodded still unsure of his behavior.

"Ok, well give me a second and I'm going to go change out of this dress. It's beginning to drive me crazy" she said with a smile.

"You look beautiful." Jack said looking her straight in the eye. "You outclassed all her bridesmaids and I even thought when I saw Sarah that she was going to be pissed because you outshined her." He said with a small smile. Kate blushed unsure what to say so she muttered a thank you and ducked into the bathroom to change. When she came back out she was in jeans, socks and a faded football jersey. Jack smiled it was his old jersey from high school. Noticing his smile she looked down at her apparel.

"I guess I never gave this back to you huh?" she asked embarrassed. It was her favorite piece of clothing that she hadn't worn in awhile. Not until Tom left anyway then she gladly pulled it out of its semi-retirement.

"Looks better on you then me." Jack said with a chuckle.

"That's cause I'm not all bloody, sweaty and covered in mud." She said teasing him and he grinned. She looked at her hands and then back at him. "You are awfully calm and relaxed Jack talk to me." She said.

Jack looked at her for a second and then shook his head. "She was the bad guy. I didn't have to be." He said and he caught Kate's confused expression. "Kate I literally opened my mouth to tell her that I couldn't marry her and she literally beat me to the punch. So I got what I wanted and didn't look like the prick who left his bride at the altar. If she hadn't of taken off down the aisle I think I would have hugged her."

"What?" Kate asked shocked.

"It dawned on me that I didn't love her and that I hadn't loved her and I think I was just doing all this because I wasn't sure how to tell her. But I knew I couldn't marry her so I was going to call it off and to my utter and total relief she feels the same." Jack said with a shrug. He looked at her and a true honest grin appeared on his lips. "Jesus Kate I almost married a harpie from hell." He said with a shake of his head and she's probably off with whomever her boyfriend of the week is telling him she almost married a complete and utter scmuck."

"She was cheating on you?" Kate asked her mouth dropping what woman in her right mind would cheat on Jack.

"Yeah and I didn't even care, I mean does that make sense I just wish that I had the courage to dump her before all this and save everyone the time and trouble but I won't lie she was getting kind of scary near the end." Jack said with a smirk.

"Kind of?" Kate asked. "Jesus Jack she was Bridezilla ten fold. I don't blame you for being scared of her."

The two had a good laugh and when they were done Kate looked at him. "Are you sure you're ok?"

Jack looked at her. "I'm more than ok for the first time in awhile I feel like I can breathe."

Kate opened her arms and he leaned in and they hugged tightly. Kate could feel his muscular arms and back thought his white tuxedo shirt. She closed her eyes enjoying the feel of his arms around her. They pulled apart and looked at each other their faces inches apart. Kate felt herself getting lost in his deep brown eyes. Before she knew it his mouth was pressed against hers and she was kissing him back hungrily. Jack pulled away from her and they stared into each others eyes.

"That was not a rebound kiss Kate I've wanted to do that for a long time. Had I broken up with Sarah it would have been because I was staring at you the whole time today not her." He rushed to explain hoping this kiss didn't ruin their friendship or the fact that Jack had the thought during the ceremony that he wished it was Kate next to him not Sarah that made him decide to call it off. He wanted Kate and had wanted her for a long time but then she had been involved in a relationship with Tom and seemed happy so he wasn't going to ruin it for her. He had then met Sarah and kind of settled on a relationship with her since he couldn't have Kate. Then he and Sarah got engaged and before he knew it Tom and Kate broke up and he was suddenly looking for all exit doors with his relationship with Sarah. Seeing Kate today looking so beautiful took all his restraint to not turn from Sarah and just take the brunette into his arms.

Kate didn't seem to think the kiss was all that bad either because she straddled his lap pressing herself intimately against him.

"I know I sound like a bitch but I'm so glad you didn't marry Sarah. I love you Jack I have for awhile." She said breathlessly before taking his mouth with hers.

"I love you too" Jack muttered against her lips. "I never told Sarah that." He confessed.

Kate pulled away stunned. "You never told Sarah you loved her?" she asked amazed. Just hearing those words from Jack were enough to send her into permanent bliss. How could a woman be in a relationship with Jack for over a year and not stand to hear those words?

"She never said it either. I think we both knew today would end the way it did." Jack said moving his mouth to nibble on her ear.

"Why, oh god that feels good Jack, why were you with her if you didn't love her why get married at all?" Kate asked while Jack licked and nibbled her sensitive ear lobe.

"Cause I couldn't have you." Jack said matter of fact. "I heard one day that Tom was shopping for engagement rings, I was sure you would say yes so I resigned myself to Sarah. Then you had to go and break up with him." Kate moaned as he switched ears. "And I was stuck with Sarah while wanting nothing more than to have you."

"Oh Jack" Kate said pulling back to look him in the eyes. "We've been a couple idiots haven't we? I was with Tom because you were with Sarah and you were with Sarah because I was with Tom." She said with a shake of her head.

"Looks like we got it right don't you think?" Jack asked taking her mouth with his.

"God yes" Kate said kissing him back hungrily. Kate began to undo the buttons of his tuxedo shirt and when she had them done she pulled the shirt from his pants and off of his shoulders and he threw the shirt to the side. Kate's hands immediately rubbed along his chest her fingers brushing his chest hair as their mouths made love to one another with their tongues and lips. Jack gripped the jersey she wore and pulled it and the tank top she wore under it off exposing that she was not wearing a bra. Jack pulled away form her mouth long enough to get the garments over her head. Seeing her naked breasts exposed to him his body shook with anticipation. He leaned forward and took one of her breast into his hands and sucked her nipple into his mouth. Kate moaned and her pelvis began to unconsciously rub against his lap. Jack liked and suckled at her breast sending Kate into a fit of pleasure. Suddenly he gripped her thighs and lifter her and he stood on his feet he moved he carried her over and pulled the blankets and sheets back as she clung to him like a little monkey. He laid her down so her head rested on the pillow. He then kicked off his shoes and kicked off his socks.

Kate watched him intently as he undid the button of his pants and pulled the zipper down. Her body was revving and she was afraid she'd keel over before Jack and she even got to the good stuff. He peeled his pants and boxers down and kicked them off and Kate's eyes widened he was huge. He wasn't just long he was thick as well and Kate bit her lip not knowing if she could stand it waiting for him to sink into her. She sprung to action kicking off her socks, pants and underwear. When she was naked she got to her knees. Jack had been so mesmerized by her beautiful body he didn't realize she was moving.

"On the bed" please she begged her mouth crushing against his. "Make love to me Jack"

Jack moved her to her back and crawled on top of her. Kate immediately spread his legs and waited for his penetration. When it didn't come she looked at him confused.

"Oh I'm going to make love to you Kate but making love consists more than just sex." Jack said with a wicked grin that made Kate shiver in anticipation. He started at her feet kissing and massaging them. He then moved his mouth up her calves and pulled her leg up to kiss her behind the knee. He then moved up her thigh and Kate shivered in anticipation but was disappointed when he skipped her wet center. He kissed her ribs and stomach and up to her breasts. He licked and laved them with his talented tongue and all Kate could do was rub her hands along his back and stroke his hair. When he was done suckling her breasts he moved up to her neck where he buried his face kissing, nipping and sucking on the sensitive skin. Kate whimpered with excitement as he kissed her in her most sensitive spots. He moved his mouth to her collarbone and Kate felt him suck the skin and she knew he was marking her. She didn't care, he could brand his name to her ass and it wouldn't make a lick of difference to her. When he pulled away and was pleased with his work their eyes met.

"You marked me" she complained kidding.

"Hmm" he said kissing her lips. "I was thinking of spelling my name out but that would take time and I think we have better things to do than that." He leaned in and kissed her hungrily. Kate met his mouth equally their tongues and lips mating with one another. Kate waited for him to enter her but still he didn't. Sensing her frustration Jack pulled back and looked into her eyes.

"Making love is more than me putting my penis inside of you Kate." He watched as she shivered at his words. "It involves, seeing you react to me, listening to your sounds of excitement, feeling your soft skin beneath me and feeling how wet you are for me. Smelling your arousal and of course taste." Kate let out a yelp as he moved down and suddenly was between her legs.

He pressed his mouth against her waiting core feeling her drenched center and she was so turned on by him. He could smell her arousal and it was making him harder which Jack thought was impossible being he didn't think he could stand it too much longer. He licked her from one end to another tasting her essence he then sank his tongue deep inside her and Kate jerked in his arms crying out his name. He thrust his tongue in and out of her tongue fucking her while holding her ass firmly with one hand to steady her and with the other he teased and flicked her clit with his fingers. Kate's hands were in his hair and she was thrashing on the bed her words becoming incoherent. Suddenly she let out a loud yell and her body clenched as she came hard. Jack continued to lick and stroke which seemed to make her orgasm last even longer. When she was finally done she collapsed against the pillows with a breathy sigh. Jack didn't hesitate he moved up her body and kissed her hard letting her taste herself from his tongue.

"Hang on baby here we go" he said in a whisper sending Kate's nerves reeling to attention. He wrapped one of her legs around his waist and led his throbbing cock to her wet and sensitive entrance. He pushed the tip inside of her and she sighed happily and Jack moved his way inside of her inch by inch. She was small and tight and Jack knew that if she wasn't as wet as she was this could be harder to do. When he was about half way inside her Kate gripped his shoulders

"So big Jack never been with anyone larger." She whimpered. Jack looked at her stunned. Every man she had been with were only half the size of his cock? Jack knew he was a lot larger than other men. He had been in locker rooms and had women look at him stunned when he dropped his pants. Knowing he was the largest Kate would ever have filled him with male pride.

"Ok baby" Jack said softly. "Just relax let me enter you, just relax. Kate nodded and relaxed her vagina and Jack slid in another couple inches and Kate whimpered not in pain but with pleasure. "Just a little bit father Katie, just a little bit more and I will be completely inside of you. OK?" he asked knowing these last few inches would have to go in slowly so as to not hurt her.

He pushed gently and Kate whimpered as she was filled so deep the pleasure and pain becoming one. "One more thrust baby here we go" Jack said he gritted his teeth and gave one last push and entered her completely. Kate shocked them both by coming right then and there. Her body clenched around him making him see spots being she was so tight to begin with. She clung to him whimpering his name as her body sent waves of pleasure through it. When she was done she collapsed gasping for breath.

"Easy sweetheart" he said stroking her hair he hadn't even begun to move yet. He wanted her aware and able to build to a third climax.

"So deep Jack, oh god Jack feel." Kate took his hand and placed it right on her pelvis. Jack could actually feel his member inside of her as it was nestled inside her body.

"Fuck Kate" he said gritting his teeth. "I got to move baby." And he gently began to move. At first he kept his thrusts shallow only pulling away slightly before pushing back in. As her body opened to him he began to thrust deeper. Kate was moaning his name and writhing beneath him beggin him to fuck her and soon he was leaving her body and driving his cock fully into her. Kate's hands crept up to grip the headboard above them to brace herself to absorb his cock and Jack began to pound into her, her moans of pleasure letting him know she was enjoying the roughness of his actions. He kept thrusting and he heard her scream his name and she came again. Jack couldn't stand the feel of her clenching around him and with a shout of his own emptied himself deep inside her filling her with his release. When they were done they collapsed on the bed exchanging lustful yet tired kisses. Jack rolled onto his side and Kate followed not allowing him to leave her body. She snuggled into his chest.

"I love you and I'm so glad you didn't marry Sarah" she said with a pleasured sigh.

"I love you too Kate and there is no other woman I want to spend my wedding night with." He kissed her temple as she started to doze off. "Come to Ireland with me?" he asked.

Kate planted a kiss on his chest. "I thought you'd never ask."

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