Chapter 5- Why Me?
"It's not your fault. It's his for cheating on you. A beautiful girl like you is hard to find. I'm glad I found you."
"But, it was my fault that I hung out with him, my fault for even going out with him! It's all my fault!" I started crying and fell to the floor. Edward gazed down and told me again that it wasn't my fault. "But it is! I felt like I was wasted, like junk or waste to him."
Standing at the back door
She tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hard wood
It fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can't get it back
Let's face it
For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be
Like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and I'm gonna take it
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I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Another glass of whiskey
But it still don't kill the pain
So he stumbles to the sink
And pours it down the drain
He says it's time to be a man
And stop living for yesterday
Gotta face it.
Cause
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Chorus 2:
Oh, I don't wanna keep on wishin', missin'
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
She kept driving along
Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side
He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear
For the first time in a while
Hey, yeah, oh
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Chorus 2
Yeah, yeah
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Chorus 2
"Look, you have me now. You're not waste to me."
"Thanks, Edward." Then he kissed me on the cheek moving toward my lips.