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Mello's fucking blog.

This sucks ass, it really does. For some reason on my last entry, I kept getting this popup that said 'YOU HAVE WON A FREE APPLE IPHONE' then my computer shut down whenever I attempted to edit it. I don't give a damn about an apple iPhone, dammit! Ever since I let it slip that it was Matt who I started thinking about in this way, he's been avoiding me whenever he's at the apartment, which was actually often before... this. He's made a point of being away from me as much as possible, and even if he's here he'll either ignore me or lock himself up in our bedroom until I tell him that I need to go to bed or I'll shoot him through the door. If I try to talk to him and I get lucky and he responds, he'll stammer and look at me and blush, then continue his chain smoking and playing his DS or whatever console he's obsessed with now. I'll be the first one to admit that I allow my emotions in the way of my thinking more often than other people, but I don't think I've ever been this depressed. Matt's always been the one to cheer me up, or at least say something stupid so that his brand new pair of goggles or the new game he bought got thrown or broken by me. I don't have him here to do that. Don't even call me out on my depressed ranting here, either. It's either you all listen to my problems and shit, or I don't blog and leave it all to my head. I could think of a few people who would dislike it if I picked up my gun and used it for other purposes than badass appearances and mafia-manhunting.

Until next time, if there is one, Internet people.

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'livelaughlove2008' says: wow mello. have you ever thought of explaining to him that he needs to grow up and accept that his crime partner is homosexual?

'notanalbinokid' says: Mello, you know the number of the SPK headquarters when you wish to converse.

'melloismellow' says: No thanks, Near. It's impossible to be alone in that place.

'notanalbinokid' says: True. Did you get my birthday present? I know it's a week or two early, but still. (:

'melloismellow' says: Yeah I did. Thanks for the, erm, few pounds of chocolate and a card that sang 'Candy Mountain' to a unicorn named Charlie.

Author's note;

Mello's emo in this, shut up. xD Rate and review. I'm aware that Mello's pretty out of character in the blog but meh.