Author's Note: Right Now this story is writing me, I'm not writing it. Anyway, this chapter is about Morgan's ride home to Randy.

''I'm coming'', John screamed. His eyes rolled back in his head as he came into the condom (thank God).

He was about to lay on my bare chest, still inside of me until I pushed him off. If he was Randy he would of stayed inside of me all night, but he's not Randy, he's John.

After a sucky 30 minute sex I went to the restroom to shower, afterwards I put on a Victoria Secret Pink bling sweatsuit and left the room without a word to John.

I found myself running to the cab I had called before my shower, my eyes stinging with tears. I opened the door roughly and got into the cab.

"South St.'', I said. I realized my voice was cracking because I was crying. What the hell had I done. I loved Randy. We could of worked this out, but instead I went and did the most horrible thing ever. Now our realtionship was most likely over.

I was at my house before I could bring myself to stop crying. I paid the driver and got out. For some seconds I stared at my house wiping the tears from my face.

I walked inside my house and went straight to the bedroom to put my stuff away, but Randy wasn't there.

''Must still be with Kelly", I thought to myself. But then I heard something drop undeneath me and knew it was a bumbell. "Must be in the gym'', I tought again and headed down stairs.

I could feel all of my bones shaking as I went downstairs to the gym. Randy was there lifting weights. He heard my heels clanking on the floor and looked at me.

''Hey babe'',he said walking over to me. He kissed me on the forehead just like he had that night I confronted him about Kelly.

"I was talking to the other divas'', I lied looking down at the floor. I couldn't look at his face as I lied to him.

"Alright, I'm gonna go take a shower'', he said and walked away.

I don't know what happened to me, but I couldn't stand lying to me. Tears were once again flowing down my face as I screamed it out.

" I cheated on you with John'', I screamed turning around staring at his back as it walked away.

He stopped and slowly turned around. "Wha- what'', he stammered.

'' I cheated on you with John", I said.