-1Kelly's POV

Seduction, it's something I'm fairly confident I'm good at. I always get what I want, and right now I want him. It's not that I can't have any other man; there is something about him that is irresistible. His cocky smile is what attracted me, and three of my best friends. We were out one night having a drink when I saw him walk in. His eyes seemed focused on the bar ahead of him, flashing a smile at the women checking him out as he walked by. My friend Laura noticed him too and made a comment about how she would like to take him home and screw him all night. I quietly listened as one by one they spilled some pretty involved fantasies about this stranger who I couldn't take my eyes off. I watched as he downed several drinks and kept pulling his cell phone out of his pocket like he was trying to decide whether or not to call someone; maybe for a ride home, I wasn't sure.

I knew that I would have to make my move before anyone else did, so I got up and left my friends sitting at the table, walked over to him and introduced myself as 'Kelly, the woman who would be giving him the best blowjob he'd ever had.' It seemed like only a few minutes later we were in my car and I was bobbing my head up and down as I took him into my mouth over and over. He said he enjoyed it but he wouldn't exactly say it was the best he'd ever had. It was a challenge, one that I was excited to tackle. The next morning I gave him my usual story, you know the one…innocent girl cut's loose and takes home hot guy, now she's unsure of her actions and feels incredibly guilty. It works every time. Soon we started dating and before I knew it five years had gone by. Five years is not something I am going to give up on that easy, which brings me to the reason for my visit to his house tonight.

His eyes wash over me as he pulls open the front door; he wasn't expecting me to be on the other side with fresh tears streaming down my cheeks. "Kelly, the baby….is the baby okay?" He ushers me inside, concern flashing in his eyes.

"Yes, the baby is fine Alex…I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to worry you." It amazes me how well I lie, my sister couldn't tell a lie to save her life. When she was five I told her she was left on our doorstep as a baby, she cried for hours. I wasn't intentionally being mean to her, I was trying to toughen her up.

I wiped the tears off my face with my fingers, knowing he would pull me to him and wrap his arms around me. When he doesn't I assume Izzie is here. "Do you want something to drink?"

"Whiskey sour?" Shit, it slipped passed my lips before I could stop it. "Just kidding, water would be great."

"So I was thinking, when you're ready…we could talk about what we're gonna do. Formulate some kind of plan as to living arrangements and custody." We won't have to worry about any of that until I actually get pregnant.

"I know how important it is for you to stay here….so I got an apartment today. It's a one bedroom overlooking…well it doesn't really overlook anything, the neighborhood's not that great so I don't mind that it has no windows and the little Chinese man that lives across the hall said he loves kids and offered to baby sit…at least I think that's what he said, my Chinese is not that great." I'm quite sure this might drive him over the edge. He'll be begging me to stay here with him, at least until the baby is born.

"What's wrong with the hotel?" He asks me, a look of disbelief washes over him.

"Alex, you can't raise a baby in a hotel and it will take some time to sell my house. I can't afford to buy a second house, so an apartment will be fine." His jaw tightens; it only takes him a minute to give me what I want.

"You don't have to move into a crappy apartment Kelly; I have a place you can stay." Yes, I'm home. The first thing I'm going to do is paint the kitchen, something brighter….maybe a lime green. I'm so excited that he has asked me to stay here; I step close and wrap my arms around him. "Thank you Alex."

My lips cover his and he jumps slightly, pushing me away gently. "Kelly…." My hand covers my mouth and I look at him like I didn't mean for it to happen, I just hope he believes it.

"God Alex, I'm so sorry…I didn't mean to do that. I'm just so scared and lonely. I miss you." I reach out, not sure if he's going to move away and rub my fingers against the stubble on his face. He doesn't move so I inch closer until my lips are inches away from his. "I need you Alex, please? Just one last time…that's all I ask."

"I'm sorry Kelly, I can't…I won't do that to Izzie." I can't believe he's turning me down. My blood is boiling, I want to scream.

One last desperate attempt has me begging for him to fuck me. I even promise not to tell anyone, it will be our little secret. He shakes his head and tells me in no uncertain terms that he's not interested, that's when I realize I might have to go with plan B. After apologizing for giving in to my weakness for him, he smiles and says it's alright, he understands. I assure him when I move in I will do my best not to let it happen again, he sighs deeply and tells me I have misunderstood. He didn't ask me to move into his house, he thinks it would be a great Idea for me to move into Izzie's old room at Meredith's.

I can't tell him that's the last fucking place I want to live so I just smile and thank him. I even think I tell him what a great Idea I think it is, my head is about to explode in anger and I know I've got to get out of here before I let it out! I tell him I'm feeling tired and make one final apology before making my way to my rental car.

I drive across town, with nowhere to go. I sit at a red light going over plan B in my head when the car behind me starts honking, the light has turned green and the impatient driver lets me know it. I lower my foot to the accelerator, the bright lights behind me turn into the first parking lot, it's a bar. I quickly find a place to turn around; I could use that whiskey sour.