I DO NOT OWN NARUTO!

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Itachi wasn't sure how long he wandered in the woods along the bank of the river. His mind was racing with memories he would just as soon forget. It had been quite a while since he had thought about that night. And now, twice in the last two days, he had been forced to remember it. Itachi sank down on the ground under a tree and stared out across the water as the images of that night replayed in his head.

Itachi groaned as he sank into a chair in the sitting room at Akatsuki headquarters, dropping his bag on the floor next to him. He and Kisame had just returned from a rather harsh mission and he sorely wanted to take a long hot bath. But when he went to the bathroom that he and Kisame shared Deidara was in there. Itachi was pissed. Deidara could have used his own bathroom, which he had to himself since Sasori had no bodily functions. But the annoying blonde just yelled out that Hidan had been in theirs because Kakuzu was in his doing some unknown work on his body. Itachi had fought off the urge to break down the door and murder Deidara. Instead he went to the sitting room to fume silently.

He had been sitting there alone in silence for 20 minutes when he heard someone clear their throat behind him. Itachi turned to see Deidara standing in the doorway, nude except for a towel around his waist. His hair, usually half up in a ponytail on top of his head, was down around his shoulders, dripping water down his bare chest.

Deidara gave Itachi a knowing smile. He knew Itachi was staring at the way the water was gliding down his skin. He stepped into the room and closed the door behind him. Gliding across the floor, he stopped in front of Itachi and bent down, putting his hands on the arms of the chair.

"Are you finished in my bathroom, Deidara?" Itachi's face was schooled into his usual cold neutrality but his stomach was clenching being so close to the other man while he was practically naked. Itachi didn't like the man at all, but he had to admit that he had an amazing body.

"Yes. But if you ask nicely I will join you in the bath, hmm." He grinned and leaned forward, his hair leaving wet spots on Itachi's cloak where the water dripped.

"I suggest you back away from me, Deidara. I'm already angry with you for using my personal space without my permission." Itachi's eyes flared red as he glared at the other man.

Deidara grinned and stood up straight. As he did, the towel loosened around his waist and fell to his feet. He did nothing to stop it from falling. Itachi clenched his jaw and fought to keep his eyes on the mans face. Deidara tilted his head to the side and put is hands on his bare chest. Itachi lost his inner battle and his eyes fell to watch the mans hands. He felt himself stiffen as he watched the tongues in Deidara's palms lick the water from his skin. Deidara moved his hands up his chest and moaned softly and the tongues licked his nipples.

"Stop, Deidara." Itachi moved to stand but Deidara moved closer to him, preventing him from standing. Itachi's eyes fell lower on the mans body and he saw that he had aroused himself in his actions.

"Why, hmm? You looked like you were enjoying it. Maybe you were enjoying it more then you like, hmm?" Deidara bend forward again and trailed his lips along Itachi's jaw line. "I already took care of myself while I was in the bath. My body is still ready for action. You can fuck me if you want too, hmm."

Itachi growled and grabbed the mans arms. He stood, spun Deidara around and slammed his face into the wall. He pressed his lips to his ear and growled at him. "What makes you think I would do something like that?"

"I saw the way you were watching me, Itachi. I locked the door when I came in."

Itachi grinned to himself and held the mans head against the wall. With his other hand he undid his cloak and let it fall at his feet. Pulling open his pants, he reached inside and took his erection into his hand. "If you ever tell anyone about this, I will kill you slowly."

Deidara nodded and arched his back, giving Itachi better access to his body. Itachi put his hands on the mans hips and violently thrust the length of himself into Deidara. The blonde threw his head back and screamed. Itachi growled again and put a hand over Deidara's mouth. He kept it there as he started slamming himself into the tight hole in hard, fast thrusts.

Deidara was whimpering into his hand, his body clenching tight around him from the pain. He hadn't expected Itachi to be quite so rough, nor had he expected him to be as big as he was. Deidara could feel the blood running down his legs as Itachi continued to abuse his body.

Itachi's body shuddered and he groaned. Deidara felt him release in a scalding hot wave inside of him, burning at the wounds his violence caused. Itachi pulled out of him and stumbled back into the chair. Deidara slumped onto the floor, pain radiating through the lower half of his body.

Itachi looked at him, saw the blood running down the inside of his legs, and grinned. "Feel better now, Deidara?" He stood, tucked himself back into his pants, and picked his cloak and bag, tossing them over his shoulder. "Maybe you will think it through the next time you decide to tease me." With that, he turned and walked out of the room, leaving Deidara bleeding on the floor.

Itachi had always regretted that night. But not because he had hurt Deidara, the man got what he deserved. He regretted it because he had allowed himself to let that be his first sexual experience with another person. Now that he knew Kisame was as interested in him and he was with the older man, he regretted it even more.

Itachi stood and began to make his way back up the river toward the cave. He had to tell Kisame about what happened with Deidara. He hated having to tell anyone about that night, but if he was to have some kind of relationship with Kisame, he had to tell him. And deep down, Itachi did want to have a relationship with him. He cared about the man more then he was willing to let himself believe.