Disclaimer: I still don't own them…
Ryuichis POV
'Kuma, do you think I should go inside too?' I asked my pink stuffed friend and hugged him even tighter 'Shu-chan takes way to long to come back. I have to lo-' my eyes widened as I heard something from inside the building. I jump out of my car, almost bumping my head against the door and headed inside only to find my lovely Shu-chan at the end of the stairs, lying on the floor. 'Shu-chan?' I ask, my voice nothing more but a whisper. He didn't answer, his eyes were closed as if he was sleeping, he's not sleeping, his heart is beating so fast. Carefully I carry him back to my car to get him back to my house.
'Thoma? Can you send a doctor to my place please?'
'What've you done now Ryuichi?' I called him because I know it's the only way the media will never know about anything.
'Nothing, it's Shuichi who needs help, I don't know what happened to him. I think he just fell down the stairs, but he wont wake up, no da' I stated quickly, knowing somehow that Thoma was nodding at the other end.
'I'll send someone.' He said firmly, obviously thinking about something. But I'm just glad that someone will help my Shu-chan. Yeah, I know Kuma…I just can't help it, he should be mine, really. It's just no fair. I nibbled on Kumas ear, sitting next to Shuichi, who is lying on my bed, his head wrapped up in a pretty silly looking bandage with pink stars on it so there wouldn't be any blood on my sheets. After what seemed like an eternity I heard the doorbell ring and headed to the door.
'Sakuma-san, Seguchi-san told me to come here quickly?' the old man said as he entered my house.
I nodded slowly and guided him to where Shu-chan was 'He's here, please take care of him and make him wake up again.' I just sat down on the couch in the living room and looked around helplessly. Kuma's sitting next to me, watching me all the time until the doctor came back to me.
'Your friend is okay as far as I can tell. Just a wound on the back of his head and his arm is broken. I stitched up his head and wrapped his arm in bandages. Just look after him, Sakuma-san, and I'm sure he'll be okay soon.'
'Thank you so much.' I said smiling a bit as I lead him out. Running back to Shuichi the second I closed the door behind the doctor. 'Oh Shu-chan…what happened to you?' I whispered into his ear, my fingers running along the smooth skin of his arm (Not the broken one of course, I would never ever hurt my sparkly shiny Shu-chan!) He shifted under my touch and opened his eyes slightly. 'Shu-chan!' I screamed happily and hugged him as tightly as I could without hurting him.
'Where…am I?' his soft voice whispered into my ear, his breath on my neck making shiver.
'At my house, silly Shu-chan!' I told him in a pretty childish way only to get serious again when I was looking into his tired violet eyes ' What happened at Yukis apartment Shu-chan?'
'I..can't really remember, I just…Yuki was sitting on his couch with someone and I just went to get my things…and somehow I just remember going downstairs and I must have stumbled somehow...I was falling and then everything's black and blurry.' He's crying Kuma! What shall we do now? I don't want to see any more tears in his beautiful eyes, Kuma please make them stop. I softly place my hand on his cheek and stroke the tears away with my thumb.
'Please stop crying Shu-chan.' His soft lips were shining in the low light of some candles I put up in my bedroom. 'You don't need to cry. Neither I nor Kuma are going to hurt you. We would never ever do something like that to our sparkly Shu-chan.' Even though his arm was broken and bandaged and his head must still hurt from the accidence he sat up and hugged me so tightly, as if it would kill him to let go of me again. I let my bunny, sorry my lovely Kuma, fall to the floor and held Shuichi, running my fingers through his soft pink hair, that so much reminded me of cotton candy right now. Even the blood stains couldn't take the beauty of this boy away. Gently pushing him away, my hands holding onto his shoulders I looked into those eyes again, I almost got lost in them once again. 'Shu-chan, will you stay here with me? I mean Kuma and I would be really happy if you would…you know live with us.'
There was it again, that smile that made the butterflies inside my stomach fly around wildly. When did I eat butterflies anyway? Shouldn't they be outside in the sun making the whole world shiny? I simply loved that boy in my arms, and I sure will never ever let him go back to that Yuki bastard. He doesn't deserve this pink haired boy that is so full of love. But why would I deserve having him with me? Who am I to keep something so wonderful all for myself? I'm just a stupid 30 year old man that acts like he was like 5 years old. Why would he ever want me to be his alone? Why should he want to be mine? I have to prove to him that I'm worth to being his lover! 'I…I would love to live you Saku…Ryuichi.' His gentle voice finally got me out of my thoughts again; at least I thought it did. I didn't even notice that I moved closer to his face and pressed our lips together. Kissing him ever so gently and softly, not just his but also my eyes widened in surprise but I couldn't let go, I tried to hold my feelings for this boy back so long now. As he pulled away he looked shocked and I…I don't know what to call those emotions that are clearly visible in his violet eyes.
'Shu-chan…I…I'm sorry, really I didn't mean to I was just so happy and I couldn't hold myself from-' I was talking just to make sure I didn't scare him off but I was cut off…
A/N: Well I wanted to post this today. I don't know what you think of it now. But I think I like it so far. How Ryuichi was kept from collapsing because he didn't even breathe during talking? You'll see/read in the next chapter.
Love Tya