Songfic Chapter, Evanescence songs seem to fit in more with Carl and Saya than Disturbed.
Saya's thought on Carl or random subject
Carl's thoughts on Saya
"How can you say do not love me anymore?" Carl teased as he parted the kiss, his hands traveled to Saya's face. Saya's didn't answer, instead, she shut her eyes and tried her best not to weep.
"My Saya, beautiful Saya. I am your shadow, I will always be there. Hidden if I must be, but I am always there," he said as he leaned into her face to kiss her, his eyes glowing crimson.
It's true,
We're all a little insane
But it's so clear
Now that I'm unchained
"You're so beautiful when you cry by means of me. Cry for me until you want to love me again," Carl mocked, kissing her roughly. Saya squeaked in fear and tried to push him away but it was no use. She knew that her fear was just an emotion but it was just so effective.
"You'll be mine," he teased, his lips moving down to where the neck met the head.
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
But it's taking over all the time
"My Saya, you're shaking like when we first made love. Why so afraid? Haven't I been gentle?" Carl asked contemptuously. Saya kicked him in the stomach (once again narrowly missing her target, the groin) and pushed him away.
"No, you're never gentle! I don't want you! Now, let me go home to my true lover!" Saya yelled. She tried to run but Carl grabbed her ankles and she plopped onto the ground. Carl could hear her weeping and he smirked.
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me
Don't deny
Carl rolled Saya over and crawled onto her.
"I can't let that happen. You're mine and no one can save you. And when you're fully awake and I make you kill all you love. Only then will Diva and I be your only true family. I can't wait to see you drink your brother's blood and everyone else's," Carl mocked.
"So, this is your revenge? I will banish my love for you and never think of you again! Maybe then, you'll leave me alone and learn that no one will ever love you!" Saya asked both angrily and hurtfully.
Sweet sacrifice
One day
I'm gonna forget your name
And one sweet day you're gonna drown in my lost pain
Carl chuckled and kissed her neck, soon biting deep into a vein. Saya squeaked in fear and wriggled, but Carl had her pinned down. He drank for a minute and then looked into Saya's eyes.
"Why, you're afraid?" he kissed her face, tasting her tears and everything that came with them; repentance, sorrow, betrayal, and fear. He chuckled and kissed Saya's trembling eyelids, she had closed her eyes. Then, he kissed her along the lining of her jaw and then moved back up to her lips.
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
But it's taking over all the time
Saya looked so innocent to him, and how much fun it was to make her suffer. Before, in his previous life, he wanted to kill Saya to make her suffer. But, making her suffer and letting her live to grieve was much more amusing.
"Your tears are so beautiful. I insist that you cry more and I shall give more," Carl threatened teasingly, caressing her neck with kisses. Saya tried to kick him again but it didn't work, his legs had her legs down and spread apart.
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
And oh you love to hate me
Don't you honey?
Carl didn't force her be with him, but when he finished his caressing he got off her and smiled.
"Honestly Saya, you're much more fun to play with when you're fully awake. Like last night, our personal reenactment of Vietnam, I could smell the lack of full control on you. That was quite a performance. Look how pitiful you are now, you haven't the courage to even kill me yet," he mocked, and then there was complete silence. Saya dried her eyes and lunged at him.
I'm your sacrifice
I dream in the darkness
I sleep to die
Erase the silence
Carl chuckled as Saya pinned him to a tree.
"You bastard! Haven't you caused me enough pain?! Is there something you haven't already stolen from me?!" Saya yelled in anger and sadness. Carl grabbed her shoulders and threw her against another willow tree. Saya's back hit it with a loud CRACK and then her back slid down the tree and her eyes shut. She coughed up some blood, Carl had broken her ribs but they would heal in a minute or so.
Erase my life
(Our burning ashes)
Do you wonder why you hate?
(Blacken the day)
"You're stubborn, I've taken everything from you and now as a compensation I'll give you pain to make you see that nothing can make you deny your love for me," Carl mocked angrily and looked at Saya wryly. Saya hands clutched her ribcage as she moaned in agony. She attempted to speak but the pain in her torso was too great. She remembered the promise she made with Carl. That if there was nothing left for them that'd he drain her of all her blood so she'd die, and then he would die.
How she wished he had kept that promise, maybe then such pain wouldn't exist in her mind and body. Maybe then, she could leave the truth behind and forget all she recalled from her natural instincts and memories.
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
(A world of nothingness)
(Blow me away)
You poor sweet innocent thing
Carl pulled her up against the tree by her left wrist and twisted it beside her head. Saya screamed in pain, her chest ached from doing so. More blood leaked from her mouth and she shut her eyes in pain.
"You're too pathetic to face your love for me! Maybe I should beat some sense into you. Will pain make you remember or fight?!" Carl asked in an infuriated tone and broke her wrist. Saya screamed in pain and Carl left her and walked away. Saya fell to the ground, grabbing her hand and holding her arms against her stomach. She looked at Carl and then her eyes closed, her head titled toward the ground
"Our love was a mistake..." she whimpered. Her love starting to drain and fading away into her heart, which became so profound she felt it hollow with envy.
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me
Don't deny
Sweet sacrifice