Thanks for reviewing. As for the last review I read, I'm simply bad at writing plots. Sorry for that. If you have a nice idea how I could write a better one, I'd be glad to read it.
Ryuichis POV:
'Shh, don't apologize Ryuichi.' He whispered my eyes widened with confusion. 'Did I complain?' he asked tilting his head slightly.
'No, you didn't.' I smiled sadly. My eyes wandering back to the wound on his head, I was wondering if I should trust the doctor Thoma sent or get Shu-chan to the hospital anyway, it would cause trouble, but after all Thoma doesn't like Shuichi that much, who knows what that old grey haired guy really new about his work? 'Shu-chan?' I held Kumagoro up to his face.
'Yeah Kuma?' he asked wondering what I was going to do.
'Are you okay? Ryu-chan is so worried over you. He completely forgot to take you to the hospital because he was so worried.' I looked at Shuichi over the head of my stuffed friend.
'I think I'm okay, don't worry Ryu…and Kumagoro of course. If we go to the hospital now it would just cause a lot of trouble for everyone, I'm awake as you both can see, it can wait til tomorrow.'
'But what about your arm? It must hurt so badly…' I forgot to take Kuma back up to his face and let him tell this to Shuichi, he smiled at me and gave me a kiss on my cheek.
'I'm okay, I just want to stay here with you for now. We'll go tomorrow and I promise I will not complain.' He whispered gently against my skin, resting his head on my shoulder. Oh how I want him…he makes me go crazy and doesn't even seem to notice it. 'This…is your bed isn't it?' he said and I smiled happily, having him in my arms just makes me so happy.
'Yeah, I'll just sleep in the guestroom. You just sleep here and I'll wake you tomorrow.' I felt that he softly shook his head.
'I don't want to be alone. Please would you just stay here with me?' He said and looked into my eyes again, that convincing smile on his lips. As if I would dare to say no to him.
'If that's what makes you happy then I'll stay here and sleep on the flo-' he lay a finger on my lips 'You'll sleep in your bed, and the three of us can cuddle the whole night and eat popcorn and watch TV and play games and eat more popcorn and and and-' I captured his lips again with mine to stop him from talking. I pulled away and smiled at him sheepishly 'You said you didn't complain Shu-chan no da.' His soft laugh was better than any music. 'We will do whatever you want. Tomorrow! As for today we will sleep. The Doc gave you something against the headache but if we do all of this now it will hurt again. And we don't want you to get hurt, na no da.' He nodded and slowly lay back onto the bed. His eyes suddenly widening 'What's up Shu-chan?'
'I'm just wearing my boxershorts!' he stated as if he was about to freak out.
'Ne, silly Shu-chan! The doctor had to look at you. I promise me and Kuma didn't see anything.' I said defending myself, even though I would pretty much like to know what's under those sparkly pink shorts. What am I thinking? Kuma-chan you will be between me and Shu-chan! I handed my pink bunny to Shuichi and tried to get out of my Shirt stumbling in all directions until it was finally off 'It tried to eat me.' I pouted and told Shuichi just then noticing that he was all red on his cheeks. And he looks so cute when he's blushing. I got rid of my much too tight pants and crawled onto the bed under the sheets. Before I got the chance to hug Kumagoro, Shu-chan rested his head against my chest. You really want to make me go crazy don't you Shu? Sighing I brought a hand up to his head and stroked his cheek. 'Goooooood niiiiiiight Shu-chaaaaan!' I said happily and closed my eyes. Almost hoping not to dream about him.
Shuichis POV
My head still hurt, but he is just so comfortable and his skin is so soft and warm. Isn't it stupid to think like that? He is my lifetime idol and I adored him all my life but Yuki…God shouldn't I be thinking about him? No, he left me and doesn't want to see me anymore. My heart hurts even more than my head. But Ryuichi, it feels like he'd be the glue that puts back the pieces of my broken heart where they belong. He makes me smile and he just makes me happy no matter what happened. But I love Yuki! Or do I not…love him anymore? No my heart belongs to Yuki! Slowly I turned my head to look at Ryuichis sleeping form 'You are so cute.' I whispered and sighed slightly. 'I adored you my whole life. Loved you more than anything and I would never have expected to be with you like this.' And Yuki made me forget about the feelings I had for my lifetime idol but now…I don't even know what to feel anymore and that's all Yukis fault.
The next morning I woke up alone in Ryuichis bed. Just a few moments later the door opened slowly and in came the smell of pancakes, strawberries, roses and….popcorn? I watched as Ryuichi came in with all those things, plus two glasses of orange juice and put them down on the table in front of the bed. 'Good morning Shu-chan!' The older man stated sweetly and smiled at me, that childish, innocent smile before he gently placed a kiss on my cheek. 'I thought you'd like something to eat no da.'
'Good morning. Thank you so much it looks wonderful' I looked at him smiling, still blushing because of his kiss. Ryuichi was smiling at me and obviously waiting for me to sit up and eat and so I will do just that. I put some strawberries on my Pancake and eat it slowly, well I tried really but it's just sooooo good, it's not a possibility to eat something that tasty slowly. 'They are delicious Ryu-chan.' I stated smiling, and shoved another strawberry in my mouth just then Ryuichi came closer to my face and opened his lips slightly to kiss me again, well I thought he would, but he just wanted to steal my strawberry away. 'Hey, not fair, give it back Ryuichi' I looked at him, pouting with really big puppy eyes. He took another strawberry in his hand and held it up to my mouth, a smirk on his face. I just smiled sheepishly and licked at the red fruit, lightly sucking it into my mouth, looking up at Ryuichi with lust filled eyes. A moan was escaping his delicate lips as he let go of the fruit.
'That wasn't fair Shu-chan…I…I'll be right back honey.' He said and his eyes were filled with lust, love and desire. He turned around and quickly went into the bathroom. I got up, just dressed in my boxers and went after him, I brought my hand up to the door and wanted to knock at it when I heard Ryuichis voice through the wooden door. 'How shall I survive this…torture…He knows exactly what he's doing to me and he still does this. I try my best to hold myself from taking him and fucking him into those sheets, Kami-sama…How am I going to get through this torture without loosing my mind and control.' I heard hands being gently put on the mirror. 'I love you so much Shuichi.' The gentle and soft voice of Ryuichi said and my eyes widened a bit. My hand was still waiting for me to let it knock against the door, so I just did that 'Ryu-chan…i-is every….everything okay with you?' I said softly, hoping he would hear me through the door. Of course he would, I heard him too, even though he didn't want me to.
Ryuichis POV
I put my Hands onto the mirror looking at my own reflection, tears on my cheeks. I look awful really. I should be happy that Shuichi's here with me. But he's just making me go crazy I'll loose control over myself if he keeps going like this. I want him more than anything and he doesn't ever see that. I told him I loved him but I suppose I'm too childish so he just thought of it as a joke. 'I love you so much Shuichi.' I hear his soft voice and another tear falls down into the sink. I wipe them away and wash my face, trying to calm myself with the help of the cold water. 'Yeah…' I open the door a bit 'I'm okay Shu-chan' I whisper softly and try to get out of the bathroom. As I close the bathroom door I feel small arms gently holding onto my waist, pulling me against the small body of that pink haired beauty behind me. I close my eyes one hand still on the wooden door, the other hand on Shuichis, stroking his hand gently…Damn it, what am I doing here? Why am I doing this? Am I already loosing control over everything I do when he's around? I open my eyes again, looking down on those soft hands that are holding me gently. 'You make me go crazy…' My eyes suddenly widened as I felt his arms tighten around me…did I just say that out loud? I let my head fall against the door, leaning on my own hand with my forehead. 'I'm sorry Shu-chan, I didn't mean that like it must've sounded' His hand on my shoulder now he gently turned me around so he could look at me.
'Ryuichi I heard wha-' The doorbell started ringing and we both just stare at each other. The person at the door seems to sleep on the button. I sigh and leave the room heading for the Front door to see who that annoying person there is…