I sat there in utter silence.

I was only 13. I had just taken the life of a innocent child, who meant no harm, nor threat, towards our orginaztion.

Oh how twisted I was. I was bent in the wrong direction.

I was a murder, but wasn't that they way of the shinobi? To carry out the mission given to you by your leader?

It was, but I was a criminal. A very willing criminal.

I looked down at my hands, which were coverd in this young childs blood.

Oh how twisted I must be.

I was travling with my partner, thats how it worked. We travled in two's, each taking what creature we were assigned to. We had taken ours out alreay, free to do as we pleased at the time being.

"Hey sakura?" My companion asked me. I looked at her, giving her my attention.

"Do you think it will ever stop?" She asked. I looked down at the ground. I knew what she meant.

"I dont think so, Megumi. Shit happens, you know." I said, now looking at her. Killing will never stop. Ever.

"Yea, I know." She said with a sigh.

We decited to stop for a while, to rest.

We were both sprawled out on the surface of the earth, it felt good, the earth couldn't label us as anyting but humans, right? It felf good not to be labled.

Once people saw our outfits, we were labled as killers, murders, criminals. Why couldn't we all just be regular human beings?

But it's also a humans right to judge. Damn, life really sucked.

I think we both fell asleep like that. Just lying out on the ground like we had no care in the world.

My name is Sakura Haruno. I'm 17 years old. I was taken under the wing of my leader when I was 12. I am of the organazation called "akatuski". We hunt tailed beast. I put no protest aganist what my leader thinks is right or wrong. I look up for him to guide me, and he looks to me to serve as part of him. We are not evil, we dont go around killing for the reckless fun of it. We are all well trained shinobi, some better than others.

We are all very unique. We are always automatically judged by others, a group of ex criminals isn't exactly what people like. We are hated by most, diskliked by all, and if you didn't hate us or dislike us, you were one weird physco person. I hated when people showed us their fear, our leader on the other hand, loved it. He took it all in.

He didn't think of us as evil though, we didn't know what he thought. The village our leader resided was the rain. He watched over the people there, and in return they all looked up to him as a god. He should be looked up to as such, it suited him.

One more thing about our oragazation is, we care for one another. My partner is my best friend for life. The akatuski is my family. I gave up so much, lost almost everyting, and then he gave me my life back.

The day he found me, was the most happiest and scariset day's of my life.

To give someone back something that was lost. And for that,

I love him.

Ah yes, I am aware of the shortness of thhis chapter.

I kinda rushed to write this. I'll read over it one time to see my mistakes, eh.

Sorry if there are anymore after that.

Reviews help me sleep at night...they do, really.

I'm going to go to bed, eh.

Ja ne.