ShadowedDarkness: okay. This took a bit longer to type, because frankly, it's longer. ((grin)) yay. It's longer cuz apparently people want it longer. No more complaining that there not long enough! ((sob)) I'm trying!

Sora: don't worry...she's just under some mild pressure from school-

ShadowedDarkness: ((sob)) I HATE SCHOOL!

Sora- and stuff. But she's also sorry for taking so long.

Riku: yeah, she was getting baptized snigger and her mom is going to have a baby!

ShadowedDarkness: YEAH! hahahaha. she is. but dont say ewww, or anything, mah mom is only 33. so there!

Riku: yeah...um, we are going to say...we dont own shit so people cant sue. alright? alright. enjoy! ((grin))

Memory

My head hurts my stomach hurts…..let's just say that everything hurts.

Groaning, I rolled over. I didn't feel to well…..oh no, I felt horrible. And the worse thing was I couldn't even sleep. The nightmares were bothering me beyond anything. The idea of going to school wasn't that bad. I had my new friends to look forward to seeing. Although, I'm still not quite sure what they see in me to want to be my friend.

Eh? That's my sleep deprived unhappy part of my mind speaking. I have two words for it. Shut. Up.

My head was buzzing with a thousand thoughts, and it was pounding with a numbing sort of pain. It hurt. The easiest thing to do would be to go to sleep…but I can't….I just…can't…

I was scared to. I was scared to go to sleep. And I have been running on absolutely empty because of it. All brain power was, if anything, dead. Or so it felt that way.

The weekend sucked.

A bit blunt, but it's true. We're still not done unpacking, I stayed in the house all weekend, I couldn't go to sleep, and I couldn't eat. My stomach felt too queasy to do so. I felt horrible for faking my mother out so she thought I was eating my food. Absolutely horrible.

-Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep-

Moaning softly I lugged myself out of bed. Standing up, I winced. Mental note to self: all sudden movements cause head to hurt like hell.

Yeah…

Moving over to the alarm clock, I quickly shut it off. Damn thing. Why the hell hadn't I moved it closer to my bed yet?!

Opening a few random drawers in my dresser, I began my search. Clothes, clothes, clothes, clothes, clothes…I needed those things for school right?

Throwing random things over my shoulder until I found an outfit I liked, I sighed. Maybe this was why my room was always a mess. Tugging on my sweatshirt I then slowly, albeit lazily, pulled on my pants.

Making way down the steps you find yourself in the lovely kitchen. Where I, mind you, make my breakfast. Now watch as the lone figure spreads peanut butter on the toast. Careful…careful…OH MY GOD! HE DROPPED THE BREAD! Let's take a closer look at the eating habits of this lone figure….

Ack! Ugh, I really need to get some sleep. Look at that… I sound like the crocodile hunter. Err, well, sort of. No…not really…I'm a horrible impressionist.

The sound of knocking on the door signaled the arrival of my neighbor and friend. Heading towards the door I dropped the toast in the garbage can. I decided eating just wasn't working for me today when my stomach decided to do some weird fluttering thing. Nope, definitely not.

Opening the door, I smiled. "Hey."

"Hey yourself." Riku smiled back.

Stepping out of the house I started to walk to school along side Riku. The silver haired mystery guy. You think you have him all figured out and then he does something completely random. Weird guy. Not that I think I have him all figured out or anything…seeing as I've only known him and hung out with him for about, what, three days in total? Yeah...ugh, brain cramp!

I just need to stop thinking. Frowning I tried to concentrate on what Riku was saying at the moment. Trying to carry a conversation at the moment was hard. "Riku?"

"…so what…..yeah?"

You sound really far away… that's what I wanted to say. "Can you repeat what you said? I wasn't really paying attention… I-I'm sorry…"

"Oh, umm..." Damnit. I just ruined that. "What was it like where you used to live?"

I bit my lip at this question. Sucking in my breath harshly I stopped. Which in turn made Riku stop beside me as well.

"Did I say something wrong?" He wondered, his questioning face told me he was being honestly curious. I shook my head. "No, it's just…I dunno. I didn't really…I don't like talking about it."

It wasn't entirely the truth, seeing as I would gladly talk about it…if I could remember it. But what was I supposed to say? Oh, I don't know because for a month of my life I can't remember anything? Yeah right.

"Oh…" One look at his downcast face made me want to yell at myself. I was told by Selphie that he hardly ever truly showed his emotions, so when he did… Oh, I felt horrible. Ugh, not a good feeling.

"Sooo, what exactly is this game called blitz ball?"

Riku laughed. "I'll try to fill you in. Never ask that question to Wakka though or he'll freak. That or he'll go into an hour long rant."

Laughing I nodded. "Must remember that." And that's how we spent pretty much the rest of the way to school, talking. And I think that during our walk I truly felt…happy. Like I truly had made a friend…Hmm, that was interesting.

As soon as I walked into my first period class, I knew it was going to be hell. Especially seeing as the substitute from hell was still there. Damn.

Walking to the back of the classroom I sat down beside Riku groaning. "Tell me she isn't here! Please!"

Riku laughed at me. "Who? The sub.?"

Dropping my head onto my desk I nodded. "Correction, the substitute from hell is more like it." It was true and I don't think I can stand here breathing down my neck today. The queasy feeling in my stomach was returning, as was a headache…

"Sorry man."

I sighed. "Of course. It's my lucky day."

A small chuckle emitted from Riku's mouth. Sighing I snuggled into my arms. Yes, I said snuggled. I don't care. It was warm whenever I did this.

"MR. KOISHII!"

And so came the shriek that I had been dreading to hear. Jumping up at the sudden intrusion of thoughts I winced. Looking up into her evil eyes, I shivered. "Um, hi?"

"Detention!"

"But I didn't do anything!" I cried. Did I sound rude? Did I care? Ummm, no.

"But I say you did, therefore you will come." She hissed.

Glaring daggers at her retreating form I sighed, what a bitch! "Fine." Placing my head back into my arms I faked sleep. This caused her to get mad…and the only thing that ran through my mind was 'did I seem rude? Did I care? Ummm, no.'

My head was killing me by the end of first period. Now imagine my head after fourth. I felt like I had died only to be revived and mercilessly killed… again. My head felt like it was splitting in two. My stomach was beyond queasy now.

Making my way to the lunch room, I bumped into someone. I inwardly chanted 'shit' as I was roughly shoved into a locker.

Blearily I looked up into the angry green eyes of Seifer.

"Hello Sora." he was grinning like a mad man. "Remember me?"

Wait, when did he learn my name? I blinked. Why couldn't I understand him? His mouth was moving…but I couldn't make anything out. The next thing I knew I was on the floor being helped up by Riku. Standing, I swayed. Everything was blurry. I watched his lips move soundlessly in the air, the expression on his face go from angry to…

Riku? What was wrong with me?

…concerned. He mouthed my name, but I shook my head.

Biting my lip I stared up at him. My vision was growing dark. "Riku…? I don't….I…I can't… hear… you…"

Then everything was dark.

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