ShadowedDarkness: Well peoples, I'm back with another one of my loverly chapters…

Riku: That's a load of crap.

ShadowedDarkness: ((gives death glare)) …shut up. Ahh, as I was saying. I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: Mesa own nothing, ya? You can check…but I'm pr-e-tty sure that I don't own anything. Last time I checked, my parents owned everything that I 'own'… Therefore I own nothing…

Warning: This story is a shounen-ai story. For those who don't understand, this is a male/male coupling. If you don't like it, the easiest thing would be to leave…but…((Puppy eyes)) Please don't leave! If you skip those parts, there's still a pretty good plot. Besides, I don't mind flames ((grin)) they're amusing, and they keep me warm when it's cold. Lolz. Enjoy!


Memory


Cracking open one heavy eye, I groaned. It was now six in the afternoon, or so claimed the obnoxious red numbers flashing on my alarm clock. It's going to be all over the news. I can just see it now… my mother is just going to flip when she finds out, flip that I skipped school, and the headlines will read: 'Boy dead! Found Strangled to Death by Angry Mother!' on it…In big bold letters…

I wonder if any one would come to my funeral…

It'll be such a sad funeral. Poor Sora, life came to an abrupt end one fine day. Such a shame he never remembered his past though.

Jarring myself out of those thoughts, I sighed. That's not exactly true though now is it? I can remember a person that probably doesn't exist, a dead body, someone leaving me (brother?), and cold amber eyes. Clears up everything don't it? Seriously, if my mind isn't playing tricks on me, I had one messed up child hood. I don't want a messed up child hood! NO!

The ringing of the telephone slowly brought me out of my oh so loverly thoughts. They really are though aren't they? So depressed and emo like…damnit! I don't want to be emo!

I didn't want to get up off my bed quite yet though. Letting it ring through, I smiled when the person probably hung up in annoyance. I love lazy people who don't like to leave messages.

The blaring sound of 'Brrrring! Brrrrrrring!', my telephone, just killed my happy bubble.

Growling deep in my throat, I stuffed the pillow over my head in annoyance. Persistent people, gotta hate'em. Letting out a frustrated sigh, I threw the pillow across the room before getting up. Now I had to run all the way downstairs just to get the phone.

Picking up the receiver in annoyance, I forced myself to sound polite. "Hello?" Wow, I sounded extremely nice at the moment. Like I was happy…which I'm not.

"Sora?" Blinking in confusion at the voice on the other line, I frowned. I never gave my phone number out to anyone…last time I checked…

"Umm. This is he…?" Biting my lip, I sighed inwardly. I never liked silence. "Hello?"

"I'm sorry." Blinking in confusion, I pulled the phone away from my ear and stared at it. Someone help! I have an alien on the phone telling me he's sorry! What the crap?!

Pushing the phone back against my ear, I sighed. "I'm sorry? Sorry for what? Do you have the right phone number?"

"Sora, it's me... Riku. And I'm sorry for making you cry. Was it something I said? I didn't mean to. I tried ringing the door bell a few times but no one answered me. Are you mad at me? Please…don't hang up…."

Shaking my head no, I realized he couldn't see me. We were on the phone after all. He sounded so desperate. I bit my lip; did he really think that I was mad at him? And here I was worried that he was mad at me. "No, I'm not mad at you."

"Oh…then what's wrong?" He wondered softly.

I smiled slightly at his concern. "Nothing. I swear, okay? How do I put this? I'm just over emotional is all."

The short laugh on the other line made me feel better. I felt guilty for making him think that I was mad at him.

"Just one more thing."

"What?" Cocking my head to the side, I stared at the wall as if it was the most interesting thing ever. It was interesting…I never noticed that there was a coffee stain on it. Hmmmm, when did that get there?

"Can I come over?"

Well, that wasn't… expected. "Ummmm, sure…if you want to…"

"Cool. Be over in a sec!"

And suddenly I found myself holding the phone to my ear with that annoying voice that said 'This line has been disconnected. Please hang up and try again.', and the door bell ringing, signaling that my guest had arrived.

Quickly hanging up on the recording I ran in my socked feet towards the door and pulled it open. There stood Riku in all his glory. You know, he really does look good in black….brings out those startling aqua eyes and that magnificent silver hair.

"You lied to me." He growled darkly.

Wait a minute…"What?" Staring up at the suddenly angry face of Riku confusedly, I cringed. Eeep, Riku looked scary when mad!

"You lied to me." I found myself pushed backwards into the house, the door shut forcefully, and poor me being pushed into the small couch roughly. And when I say small, I mean like it could fit one and a half people…only. "You lied to me, I thought you said nothing was wrong!"

"Nothing is wro-" I tried, but he cut me off angrily.

"Oh don't give me that crap. You look like you got run-over by a bus."

Cringing at the anger in his voice, I looked down into my lap. I was surprised when Riku slid down into the couch next to me. Well, what do you know, it can fit two people! His hand slid towards my face and lifted my chin up. We locked eyes. I oddly feel like I did this once before…

His other hand came up to rub at my cheek, "You've been crying." He whispered softly. All anger was gone, replaced by something soft, and caring.

Something in my stomach fluttered. I found my eyes were closing on there own. Shaking my head, I tried to come up with at least one coherent thought. "Y-yeah…"

Suddenly he seemed a little close. I could feel small puffs of warm air gently caressing my cheek.

"Why?"

I let my eyes slipped close. I couldn't think, everything suddenly seemed fuzzy…

"…It's like watching static on the TV." Brandon said softly, placing a gentle hand on my shoulder. "You want to fix it, but sometimes you can't."

Blinking, I looked up. "What do you mean Bwandon?"

"I'm sorry Sora…"

Soft warm lips slowly came in contact with my own. Blinking confusedly up at the older teen, I felt the strong arms encircle my waist. His mouth moved against my own, his tongue coming out to flick at my chapped lips every-now and then.

I let my eyes close, it felt…nice…

I gasped as a hand slowly crawled up my shirt. Without warning, Brandon's tongue slipped into my mouth, exploring the small cavern. Moaning softly, I blushed. This felt more then nice…

Brandon slowly pulled away. Opening my eyes, I felt my blush increase. When had I wound up on the floor? "Bw-bwandon…?"His hands slowly traveled across my chest.

"I'm sorry Sora…"

Suddenly I felt it. My mind went fuzzy. I stared up at Brandon's slightly blurry face.

"I'm sorry Sora, I'm so sorry." He whispered softly. "I had to .I'm sorry..." He whispered, slowly kissing up my neck. "I'm so, so sorry."

"Bu-but…y-you di-didn't…ahhh!" I cried out as pain slowly spread through my stomach. Brandon slowly stood up.

"But I did Sora…I betrayed you…He knows…"

Clutching my stomach, I curled up in a ball. It hurt, it hurt so much. I didn't understand. Did Brandon do this to me? I thought he was my friend…He? He knows? He who? What does he know? "Nnngh!" I clenched my teeth. Oh gods it hurt!

"Sora!"

I opened watery eyes to see who called me. But I couldn't see, everything was dark…

"SORA!"

Gasping, I found myself being shaken by a very upset looking Riku. I was on the floor beside the couch, Riku next to me, me partly lying in his lap. Well, this is a nice position to be in…

"Y-you just collapsed on me!"

I tried to sit up, but I found I couldn't. "I-I'm so-sorry." I whispered. It hurt to speak for some reason. I groaned, my stomach hurt…

"You can't lie to me anymore, what's going on Sora?"


ShadowedDarkness: Weeeeeeeell….that's it so far ((grin)) I couldn't help it…it just seemed like the perfect ending. Anywho's thank you for all the reviews. I would say thanks individually….but I'm leaving now to go see star wars! Wooo! Yall know Yoda rocks! ((pulls out light saber and twirls in circles making 'shing' noises)) woo! Lolz. But thank you for reviewing Kori Tenshi, classy raven(X2- you reviewed twice!), no name, and kawaii neko-jin lover!

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