Sorry for my not writing-ness, had exams and stuff.
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"Jake?" I cracked. How long had I been out for?

Jake rushed to my side and held my hand. "Are you ok Bella? You were out for a really long time," he asks worriedly. He was always to cute when he was worried, he'd get this little line in between his eyes and his eyes would glaze over.

"Yeah, I'm fine, I just really need water," I managed to say before starting to cough. By the time I had finished there was a glass of water in my hand and a pair of arms hugging me. I drank the water thank fully and was so glad that he was there. The afternoon hit me and I started to cry uncontrollably. I just couldn't stop. It was like all of my loneliness, all of my worrying, all of my sadness just came rushing out of my eyes and didn't know why. The phrase the eyes are the window to the soul came to mind, because this was defiantly it. I was showing my soul to the world. I was taking off my armour and letting my opponent take the advantage.

"Bella honey, why are you crying? Its all alright, it's all fine," Jacob tried to consol me, but in truth I had no idea why I was crying. I hardly knew Rebecca; she was just a face that I had stumbled upon briefly.

"I have no idea," I sobbed into his chest, "I don't know why I'm doing this," I tried to stop my self but that just made me cry more. I couldn't control my tears any more than I could control my annoying blush that always snuck up on me when ever I didn't want it to.

Jake brought me to the couch again and put me in his lap. We sat there for a while just staying with each other. Being with Jake made me think about all of the wondrous things that he had done for me.

"Jacob we have just gotten some unexpected news," Billy said, a slightly aggravated tone to his normally stable voice. "Bec's kids are coming up tomorrow instead of in a week, apparently they couldn't stay at there other grandparents' place any longer. So that means that you have to find a place for them to sleep."

"Who's coming?" I asked.

Jake sighed then told me, "Bec's kids are coming to live with us. Since her ex-husband has that restraining order against her, he can't take the kids and he doesn't want his parents taking them either so their staying with us." I just nodded, there wasn't really much else I could do.

"Jake you're going to have to look after them most of the time, I can't while I'm stuck in this stupid chair," billy growled.

"But Jake has school and stuff, he has to graduate," I retorted but felt Jake shake his head.

"Bella I have to do this, if necessary ill drop out of school," he explained.

"no, I've already finished my finals, I don't need the rest of my schooling, ill take care of the kids, it cant be any worse than looking after René," I concluded.

"Are you sure Bella? It's a very big responsibility," billy said unsure of my decision.

"I'm positive. Ill tell Charlie that I'm moving up here and I can look after them, I'm good with kids," I answered to there sceptical looks.

"Alright Bella, but only if you think your up to it," Billy agreed.

"With that settled, I think we should find us a place to live if were going to be taking care of the kids," Jake concluded.

"Us?" I asked

"You honestly don't think that I would let you do this on your own? Bella, you're my life, I couldn't stay away from you if my life depended on it," he vowed.

"Ok, enough cute-ness, starting to feel slightly sick," billy mocked. "I'm pretty sure that there is a reasonably sized and priced place near the main street, ill get it set up for you guys."

"Thank you so much billy, that would be a huge help," I thanked, he just brushed it off.

Jake and I stayed with each other the rest of the day, just watching movies and eating pop corn, very healthy. As simple as the setting was, it was the best that I could have ever hoped for. It was so us. Nothing was faked, nothing was put on, we were free to do as we wished, and free to be who we are.

During the 3rd movie, I really felt it, I loved Jacob Black. I really did. He was just so perfect. We were drawn to each other like the North and South ends of magnets. There was no way that I ever wanted to leave him in the short space of my human life and the eternity after I wanted to be with him forever.

PROBLEM: how was I going to tell this to Jake? I don't think he'll laugh at me; I'm more worried about biting my tongue and not getting to ever say it.

I unconsciously shifted my weight nervously on the couch. I really had no idea what to do.

"Bella, honey, what's up? Your fidgeting like me before I see you," he joked. I smiled weakly; I really had no idea how I was going to say this to him. "Ok, just spit it out, now your making me nervous." I just shook my head, promising my self that I would tell him later. He shrugged and pulled me into his chest.

We stayed there watching bad movies for another few hours until Paul sauntered in like he was the king of he world.

"What's up y'all?" he said.

"Paul you may be cool to you, but you are so not gangster," I joked and he stuck his tongue out.

"Oh so mature Paul," Embry said as he walked in with a 2 litre bottle of Coke and a massive bag of Doritos. "What's up man? Haven't seen you all of today," he knocked fists with Jake.

"Dude, that's really not that long. I saw you yesterday when u came to see how Bella was, and by the way she's fine," he retorted, slightly annoyed that his brothers just barged into his place.

I put my hand on Jacobs's chest and kissed him lightly on the lips, "calm down Jake," I said softly. He instantly calmed and smiled at me.

"Don't worry, were only here to tell you that billy said he's put the down payment on the place. What the hell does that mean?" he relayed confused.

"Jake and I are moving into a place to take care of Rebecca's kids," I explained.

"Good luck man, those kids are a handful," he warned.

"You realise that her oldest daughter is 16?" Jake said, looking amused.

"Um, Jake she might not like us looking after her then," I said, thinking.

"don't worry about it hun, she's agreed that she's just going to stay with us and treat us like cousins since were the same age, well I am," he explained.

"Wait, dude, you serious? Tiff's 16? Wow, last time I saw her she was 9, wait, so was I," he said puzzled while Paul, Jake and I were laughing at his expense.

"yeah she's 16, just don't go hitting on her or anything, I have to have some control over her, I don't want her sneaking out at night to go visit you," Jake warned.

"Nah, ill try to keep it on the down low unless she's slamming hot," he said.

"Whatever, just get out you guys, this is the last night I get to spend in this place and I want it to be memories without you in," he joked.

"Ouch man, that was harsh," Paul pretended to be offended until Jake gave him a death glare then he surrendered and walked away with his hands up.

"Sorry love, they can be very obnoxious," Jake sighed.

"Don't worry, they weren't so bad," I soothed; he just stared at me disbelievingly which caused me to giggle and he pulled me onto his lap. After a few minuted of just sitting there staring at the ending credits of yet another movie I decided that it was now or never. "Jake?" I asked tentatively.

"Hmm?" he asked/mumbled back.

"I love you," I told him.

He turned me around so he could stare me straight in the face, "I have loved you for years and will love you for years more," he vowed to solemnly that I got goose bumps, that was until he kissed me and everything just melted away.

Ok people, I hope you liked that, if you didn't, please tell my why and then hope fully you will like the next chapter! Sorry it was a bit of a filler, but it needed to be done.
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