"But Santino why do you have to go fight Chris He didn't even say anything to you!" Maria asked walking after Santino Marella, trying to reason with him. She was almost in tears trying to get him to stop. But Santino was so stubborn he never listened to her.
"Maria he insulted me by trying to challenge Randy Orton for my WWE Championship" Santino replied arrogantly "I'm gonna have to show him who's the boss around here." He walked out to the ring.
Maria sat down on a crate. Santino had no idea how many times she had cried herself to sleep over his stubbornness. She knew he wasn't really in love with her. Santino hauled Maria out to the ring every Monday to show he was so good he could even get Maria Kanellis to be his girlfriend.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty-thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(Going Under)
Maria had had enough. She was tired of being Santino's property. She got up and went to her car. She wouldn't be there when he came back from his match; she wouldn't be waiting to nurse his wounds.
'Let's see how well he does without me' Maria thought coldly
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
It had been one month and Maria was right. Santino was nothing without her. She had fooled herself thinking she loved him and that he loved her back. It had almost gotten to the point where Maria couldn't she the truth through all the lies she had told herself.
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
(So I don't know what's real)
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
Maria had never felt so free ever since before she had gotten with Santino. But sometimes there was still a part of her that missed him. A very small part anyway.
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Santino tried over and over to call Maria. But she wasn't going to listen. She had gotten rid of every trace of her ex realizing at last that he was the one who needed her. Besides now Santino knew how it felt to be ignored.
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
After a few weeks Maria would constantly find herself daydreaming about Santino. No matter how much she didn't want to. She couldn't fight the feelings she had suppressed. She still loved him.
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
Maria knew she would start suffering again once she got back with him. But she was hopelessly in love with him she couldn't fight it.
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Maria picked up the phone and dialed Santino's number.