Chapter three: a year and a half later

It's been about a year since randy left he got into trouble with the military and was coming home, I was still mad at him for not saying bye to me, I looked at myself in the mirror I had a pair of faded blue jeans on that had a rip in the knee and a t-shirt cut off at the top of my belly button that showed my belly piercing and the top of one of my tattoos on my hip which was a star and moon connected and on the other side I had bedtime bear from the care bears my strawberry blonde hair was thrown in a messy bun on the top of my hair the bottom of my lip was pierced with a little silver stud and lets say last time randy saw me my breast cup was a A and now it's a C I grew into my body very well, I broke up with Chris the day randy left, and now Steven and I were dating but he was in jail I rolled my eyes at the thought he was always in jail!

I had just gotten a new tattoo on my wrist, I looked down at it and winced from all the scars that were there I had the chinses symploes for lucky and life because I used to cut myself mainly on that arm a year or so ago since then I had gotten help and haven't done it.

I sighed walking out of my room into the living room I saw down and looked at what my brother was watching and rolled my eyes seeing he was watching the news I went into the kitchen and got a bowl of cereal when someone knocked on the door Dave got up and got it and I knew who it was randy walked in and I turned away from the fridge and felt my heart do a little leap as I saw him it looked like he gained more muscle onto him my brother turned around and saw me almost drooling on myself he laughed and sat down turning off the TV

"So man how is you?"

"Man you guys were right im not fit to be tamed"

I rolled my eyes I said that I stormed off to my room and blared my stereo fuck him fuck all of them I didn't need them.

I just barely lay down on my bed when my door opened I looked up and saw randy I rolled my eyes.

"Get out"

He shut the door and sat down on my bed I rolled my eyes "Randy that's the opposite of get out"

"Why are you so mad?"

I rolled my eyes "Randy why do you think?"

Randy put his head down "I thought maybe that was it look Im sorry im not good at the next morning thing and your more special then just a one night stand girl"

I rolled my eyes "hmm a phone call, a letter, a email, hell even a god damn text message would have been fine by me, but no randy you didn't do shit not one god damn thing and don't tell me you didn't have time because I know John and Dave got shit from you"

I grabbed my omineit for my tattoo and rubbed it on my wrist randy looked down at it and all over my body.

"You sure have changed"

I nodded my head "yup I have"

He grabbed my wrist seeing the scar's I yanked my arm back and held it close to me, for some reason I was embarrassed for him to them, I never cared much about any one else seeing them.

"What the fuck is that shit?"

"Nothing randy just drop it"

"No why would you that to your self?"

I looked at him as I felt tears coming down my face "cause you see there was this guy that I practically loved we had sex and then he just left no hey baby it was good or need some work or hell even a fuck you from him so it broke my heart and I didn't know how to deal with it and to add on top of that the girl got pregnant and miscarried a month into it"

Randy looked at me in shock and pulled me to him hugging him I pushed him away wiping the tears.

"No randy you can't fuck me leave me break me in two and then comfort me! It doesn't work that way!"

While I was saying this I didn't hear the door open I sure as hell heard it slam we both turned our heads and I saw Dave standing there with his arms crossed.

"Somebody better start explaining what I heard"