Chapter 9 – I love you

The feast was a great success and I was soon with Trishas help out of Dracos sight.

'Please tell me where you are when you both get there will you?'

This conversation seemed rather innocent but Trisha was helping me and Richard out with our plan. I already informed Dumbledore, who would be pleased to help me and Richard take cover, he would also be able to get that ring from Voldemort from my finger. Dracos ring I would just throw over my right shoulder like it was a vile of salt.

'Of course I will. Naomi also needs a godmother you know.'

She smiled broadly hugging me, before putting a clip in my hair. It was practically invisible to the eye, unless you knew it was there. Round midnight when the feast would be over, Trisha will make sure I and Richard get outside alone and the clip will lead us to Dumbledore. Its a portkey.

'I hope you will be happy. You look gorgeous by the way, nice dress.'

'I let it made at Twillfit and Tattings, totally my choice. I think Im keeping my hair this dark as well, what do you think?'

'I think you should indeed keep it this dark, but I think straight hair looks better with your type of face.'

'Chatting up are we?'

Draco came out from the shadows, shooing Trisha away so he could be alone with me. He raised my chin so I would look at him, a glare stood on his face.

'From now on I hold control and I dont want to hear a simple no, understood?'

I remembered the second part of Voldemorts little chat, it was something to remember.

'Why did you ask the lord to change it from that whore you like to fuck to me?'

He hit me, my cheek feeling sore already. That was before he pulled my face back at him.

'You never call her that again, do you hear me? She was just a temporal solution for my sexual frustration. Do you know how hard it is to have a beautiful girl at your hands and she refuses to have sex with you let stand kiss you? I needed some sex and she was in reach. If you deprive me from my sexual needs in the future, you can expect her to come by maybe weekly, monthly and if youre playing stiff as a board, then she will probably come back daily.'

Everything in me said that I should hit him for saying that, but he was not the one I needed to punish, he would already be punished tonight. Because I heard from Voldemort that Draco practically begged for me to be his wife and that he gave up his emotions so I would be able to stay at his side. This leaves me confused, would you not be? But I made my decision a long time ago, when Richard kissed me for the first time. Noone would be able to live with someone who is completely emotionless and thats why I had a second reason to leave without turning back or just turning my head back. Doubts arent for the strong and I didnt have any.

It was almost time, Trisha made a diversion so Richard and I could head outside with just the two of us. She would apperate away once they knew that I was gone, she would apperate to Hogsmeade where she would be expected by Hagrid. He would bring her to the same place where I and Richard would be going first. The headquarters of the Order Of The Phoenix, the home of Sirius Black. I never believed in his guilt, but did believe in his innocence. I wasnt a person to live in complete darkness, like so many people I knew. Blaise would also flee, he didnt saw a reason anymother either to stay among those kind of people. He is probably already there waiting on Trisha to show up.

'This is it then, no crawling back.'

Richard put his arms around me and put his lips on me the moment the portkey started working. Normally I hated the feeling a portkey gave me, but this time it was rather pleasant.

'Look how cute they are!'

I heard a girl of my age squeal. Looking towards the large group of people, I saw the Golden Trio, the three people which had stood in the centre of mine and Trishas pranking. I wouldve thought they would be outraged to see me here, but I guess Dumbledore explained everything to them.

'Welcome to the brighter side of life.'

Harry Potter stook out his hand for me to shake, which I gladly did. I was happy to finally get rid of all those memories I shared with everone who was still at the dark side.

'I think these two need some sleep, you guys look tired. Im Sirius Black, as you mightve guessed. You two can stay as long as you wish, enough rooms to spare here.'

I smiled at him and somehow had the urge to hug him, which I also did. When I let go he smiled at me, guiding both me and Richard to our room. Back in what I assumed was the livingroom I heard two people arrive also, my two other best friends. They were also happily greeted, but I heard the same thing Hermoine Granger said when Richard and I came there. I told both Sirius and Richard to wait and went back down to see Blaise and Trisha still liplocked.

'I knew it!'

She stopped immediately, blushing. Then she pointed at him.

'He started it.'

And of course we all were still as childish as before. Blaise just smirked seductively at her, making her blush spread over her whole face. I had seen how much Blaise liked Trisha before, but I guess I forgot to mention it.

'Come to bed love.'

I had put my weddingdress in a box after washing it three times to be sure that Malfoys germs were not on it anymore. I wouldnt want anyone who would find it to turn evil because they came in contact with his bacteria.

'One moment.'

Dumbledore had been here a few moments ago, taking both rings that first had been on my hands. I had gotten a new one from Richard, he had planned that. I put it on my engagementfinger, (left hand fourth finger) and then put on my grandmothers necklace. Further I was still butt-naked, but Richard didnt mind. He put his arms round my waist, pulling me on the bed, making me squeal because of the throw. He started kissing me on the lips, trailing down to my neck, where he made a lot of hickeys. All I could do was moan and relax beneath his touch......

When we awoke the next morning, I noticed how cute Richard was when he was still asleep. I softly stroked his cheek, moving a lock of hair out of his face. He claimed yesterday that he would cut his hair when he got older, which meant that it had to wait for quite a while. He softly nibbled on my finger as I trailed his lips. Then led his to mine and guided his tongue to move with mine. His hands traced my sides, moving my legs so he could lay between them. We repeated last nights ritual but then a lot more quiet and sensual instead of just... yeah sex.

'Richard...'

He put his lips on mine to silence my moans as I came. We kept laying there for quite a while till we felt like we really had to get up now. The sun was crawling up to heaven with a slow pace, it should be somewhere round eleven oclock. In the hallway it sounded like there had a bomb exploded inside everyones room, I guess they were pushing their ways into the few bathrooms which this home had. I prefered to smell like sex, why not? At least people wouldnt ask how I had slept. I put on some jeans I found on the chair laid out for me, together with a big soft sweater. I ripped the jeans somewhat, it was more comfortable though I dont know why. Richard had been watching me get dressed with his angeletic features shining brightly on his face. A smirk appeared on his lips as he drew closer to me.

'You know whats so good about those clothes?'

'No?'

'You can pull them right off again....'

It was lunchtime and I had finally managed to escape from Richards hands which tried to pull me back to bed everytime I got dressed. I still hadnt taken a shower, why would I? I could do that later when the showers werent that crowded.

'You look....'

Hermoine tried to say something about my sex-hair, but decided against it.

'Like I had great sex? You can say that, Richards probably still in the room waiting for me to come get him... he keeps pulling me to him I cant help it.'

Hermoine now shone a bright red, walking out of the room. I just smirked, getting myself some toast and juice. Richard entered an half hour later, with the same scent as I carried around, only he was still horny and kissing my neck when I tried to the dishes.

'Im not seeing anything.'

Hermoine held her hand in front of her eyes when she went to look for something she mustve left here.

'What are you looking for Hermoine?'

She looked up at her name, suprised I actually chose to use her first name.

'I left a book here.'

'You mean that one about jobs in the magical world? I left it in the livingroom after spitting it through myself, sorry.'

'I dont mind, you found it interesting I guess?'

'Yes, I think when the threat will be less, I will try to get a job at Hogwarts. Ive always wanted to teach Potions, now Snape is out of the way its easier to obtain the job. Do you think Im able to get it?'

'Well you were always very good at Potions... You could also let Dumbledore help you get a new identity, then you can start after you think your baby is old enough to be alone with the stepfather.'

She was about to leave when I put Richard in a seat and put a plate with a few sandwiches on the table. I called out to her.

'Yeah and this is the funny part, shes going to have one of the only nice stepfathers in the world.'

Hermoine smiled, waving goodbye.

-Flash Forward-

Those sweet eyes meeting mine, little fingers playing with my necklace and then you had Richards face. He was proud of me, I dont know why, I just knew he felt that emotion. Through the last five months, he was there for me, to support me whenever I needed it. Sirius liked taking care of me, because I was pregnant. Because I took a liking to him so much, I told him that he kind of could be the grandfather of my child. He became only more happy when hearing that. He just entered the room with Trisha and Blaise walking in behind him. Blaise was the new godfather, because Richard was already her stepfather. I was so happy to know that my baby had a father that would love her, that she would love him, there was no way in hating him in any way. I changed her name slightly, on Richards suggestion.

Naomi Helena Livas