Chapter seven: Life happens

It had been a month since randy and I have been together, I was waiting in the middle of a field for him at 11 like he asked me I wore a little black dress that tied around my neck and draped over my breasts, my hair was curled and pinned up and my make up done perfect I saw some one walking up and got nervous until I saw it was Randy I smiled at him he was wearing a pair of black slacks and a blue button up shirt he was holding a basket.

He walked up to me grabbing my hand leading me farther into the field where there was trees draped in white lights an like Christmas lights I smiled at him as he pulled a blanket out of the basket and laid it down on the ground he brought out a plate covered in wrapping with spagagtie on it he brought out another place like that with a couple of plastic spoons and a bottle of whine and glasses I smiled at him as he got it all ready for us.

"Randy baby this is amazing!"

He smiled "I'm glad you like it baby doll"

I smiled as he handed me my glass and plate we sat there and eating, when we were finished randy put the plate back in the basket and pulled out another blanket and pulled me closer to him he held me while we were watching the stars I sighed and smiled I looked up at him.

"Thank you"

"For what?"

"This randy it's awesome your awesome"

He leaned down and kissed me I pulled him on top of me he pulled away from me and looked at me like he was taking me in "I want to remember you like this you are so beautiful" I smiled and pulled him to me and kissed him.

We made out for a good twenty minutes when he pulled away

"I love you so much I want to let everyone know about us"

I sighed I didn't feel like the time was right yet "Randy first I love you to so much, but I don't think the timing is right yet"

Randy got off of me "well I do"

"Randy I don't "

"You know what whatever fuck it im not doing it this way any more" he got up as I got up looking at him.

"What are you talking about?"

"Either you tell your brother or its over" randy walked away I stood there in shock as I felt tears coming down my face, I guess this is what having your heart broke felt like, I walked home I snuck through my window I changed into a pair of flannel pj pants and a grey baggy t-shirt I throw my hair up and cleaned my face up I heard a car pull into the drive way I looked out the window and saw it was Randy's car my heart sunk when I saw him.

He walked in john was sitting on the couch already ready for work Dave was in the shower, I walked out when I heard my mom call me she was in the kitchen.

"Yea?"

My mom looked at me "are you going out?"

I bit my lip "No I was going to but um the person I was supposed to bailed on me"

My mom nodded "awe ok well Ann wanted to know if you'd baby-sit tomorrow if you don't have plans?"

"Yea I will as long as its here"

My mom nodded her head as I walked back to my room I could feel Randy's eyes on me the whole time its not like I didn't want to tell my brother about us, truth be known I just wanted to scream it to the whole world that im or I was randy Keith Orton's girlfriend and I blew it.

I laid down on my bed and looked at the time I heard a knock on my door and wiped my face "yea"

"can I come in?" it was randy I got up and opened the door he walked in as I shut the door I sat down on my bed next to him he grabbed me pulling me close to him.

"Im sorry I realized once I got home that I made a mistake"

I wiped the tears away from my face "no randy you didn't you deserve to be with some one who isn't afraid to tell their brother that she's with you"

"Baby I understand why you don't want to yet its ok"

"Its not randy I should"

Randy pulled me to him and hugged me "what are you trying to say?"

"Im saying I don't know randy" john knocked on my door and walked in.

"Hey the shower turned off you guys" he could feel something wasn't right, I climbed off of randy.

"you better get out of here" I fought to keep the tears coming as randy grabbed my hand he went to say something but the bathroom door opened he let go of it as both him and john walked out of my room, I heard my brother say bye to my mom and let out the breath I was holding in, all of me wanted to be with randy but then my heart felt like it was telling me he deserved someone he could really be with, not someone he had to sneak around with, tears started to trickle down my face as I thought about this…..my heart was breaking and there was nothing I could do about it.

a/n I know im going to make you guys mad in the next couple of chapters but bare with me bare with me read and review PLEASE thanks you guys!