Chapter sixteen: wondering

a/n I'm sorry about the last chapter it kind of suck, im getting stuck on this story writers block I don't know where to go with it so here is what im trying to do. Please read n review

I was sitting in Randy's locker room as he went out to wrestle I wanted to be in complete silence, the man I love might be having a baby with another women, I know it was before the fact of me and him getting back together, but still none the less it was still hard, I laid my head back against the couch, god a drink sounded good right now.

I heard my phone going off and grunted leaning over the couch grabbing my purse, I saw it was Jared my boss I smiled answering it.

"Hello"

"Hey what's up with you lately?"

"Not much I got a boyfriend that randy guy" for a moment there was complete silence on the other end "hello?"

"Oh sorry that's good congrats, hey you should come down tonight everyone's here and asking for you"

"Well im at a show with randy and my brothers but afterworlds yea I'll come down"

"Alright and invite your brother and boyfriend also"

"Okay its set I'll see you in a little bit"

"Okay sweet cheeks talk to you soon"

I smiled hanging up the phone to see randy walking in out of breath and all sweaty, I couldn't help but think he looked so sexy right there in his trunks all sweaty, he bent over giving me a quick kiss and walking to his duffel bag grabbing a t-shirt out of it putting it on he sat down next to me on the couch he pulled me onto his lap and just stared at me.

I kept my eyes locked with him as he leaned forward and kissed me, he pulled away and turned his head, I could tell this news was hard on him.

He looked up at me "if this baby is mine are you going to still be with me?"

I looked at him "baby I will always be with you, I'm not going anywhere, and I'll be here forever baby I promise"

He smiled at me and kissed me lightly on my lips, when Randy's door opened and john walked in.

I sighed laying my head down on Randy's chest putting my hands on the side of his stomach rubbing them up and down.

"Man what was up out there?"

Randy sighed "sorry man I just got a lot on my mind, I guess I should tell you now, Sara's pregnant and it might be mine"

"What do you mean might?"

"She fucked Charlie"

"Oh damn im sorry man"

Randy just nodded his head laying it back, we all sat there in quiet for a moment until I deiced to ask randy about going to my work.

"Hey baby while you were out my boss called and wanted to know if we wanted to go there tonight"

Randy nodded his head "yea a good night out sounds good"

I smiled laying my head back on his chest I just laid like that listing to him and john talk about work, I heard the door open and saw my brother come in all pissed off.

"What's up man?" randy asked him

"Fucking Vince man he won't let this whole the great kahilie shit go already damn that guy is annoying"

"Which one the great Kahlie or Vince" john said laughing.

Dave laughed rolling his eyes him and john were already dressed and ready to leave the arena he sat down next to me and randy and peeked over putting his face in mine, I busted out laughing for some reason.

"What?" I asked him laughing

He laughed "what are you doing?"

"Im laying on my boyfriend"

Dave nodded his head "so what's the plan tonight?"

"we're going to sams work" randy replied as I got up off of him so he could go and get dressed, I sat back down on the couch sighing, I knew I was going to get drunk tonight it was just one of those nights.

Randy came out and broke me from my thoughts, he had on a pair of blue jeans with a black t-shirt, he looked so sexy I stood up as the guys grabbed their bags, randy wrapped his arms around me as we stared walking, Dave called grace so she could meet us, we rounded a corner and saw Sara with that Charlie guy hanging all over each other, I rolled my eyes, as Sara glared at me and Charlie tried glaring at randy.

We walked out to the parking lot and all got in out own vehicles.

Randy and I at first sat in silence until he started his truck, I was sitting in the passenger sit when he grabbed me and pulled me over to the middle.

"This is your official sit in my truck" he smiled at me

I smiled "okay I didn't know that"

He put his arm around me "so what did vinnie Mac say?"

"Um he wants me to be john's valet but I don't know if im going to take it still, we have a meeting on Wednesday morning before I have to work"

"Why don't you want to take it?"

"I love where I work, I know to you guys it isn't glamorous or anything but oh my god randy I love it I love my regulars and my boss is awesome, and it's just a huge change"

Randy nodded "I think you should, but if you don't that cool, do what makes you happy baby"

I smiled as we pulled into my works parking lot, I gave him a quick kiss as we both got out of the truck from the drivers side.

We walked into the bar, and everyone was yelling at me, I grabbed Randy's hand as we made it to the back of the bar where, john, Dave, and grace already were, grace grabbed me by the hand dragging away from the guys, and she looked worried.

"What?"

"Well Steven is here, him, Chris, chauntel, and Kenny are all in the back corner both"

I sighed and walked back up to the bar I smiled at Ryan "give me a Coors and a cherry bomber"

Ryan raised his eye brow as I glared at him I looked at randy and smiled kissing him.

We were all standing at the bar randy had his arms wrapped around me as I took my sixth shot, I was pretty trashed, thankfully randy didn't drink that much so far, I heard a familiar voice ask for a beer and tensed up as I felt Randy's grip get tighter on my hips.

I grabbed his face making him look at me "baby don't"

He just stayed quiet staring over my shoulder, I turned my head and saw him, Steven, wearing a pair of white baggy baggy pants with a black button up shirt and red hat backwards, he turned and saw me I quickly turned my head, I got a feeling the shit was going to hit the fan tonight.

"Hey when you get out"

I turned gritting my teeth "get the hell away from me"

Randy stepped up in front of me as Steven looked him up and down "What bitch you want to sucker punch me again?"

I put my hand on Randy's arm "baby ignore him he aint worth it"

"Yea better listen to your little bitch over there"

By this time my brother had overheard what was going and came up he stood behind me "what did you just say about my baby sister?"

"That this little bitch best listen to his little bitch what?"

I sighed mouthing to Ryan to get Jarrod.

"Everyone just chill ok Steven go back to your little girlfriend and leave us the hell alone or I will have you permanently banned from this bar"

He rolled his eyes "like you got that power you aint shit you nothing but a stupid little bitch ass convict"

"No that's where you're wrong, this is my employee and you are harassing her so get you and whoever else you're with and get the hell out of my bar and DO NOT come back"

I smirked seeing Jarrod, he never let anyone mess with me, he was protective of me, I was cell mates with his baby sister and I kept an eye out for her and when I got released she asked her brother to do the same for me.

I smirked seeing Steven and they storm out, I turned to Jarrod and smiled hugging him "thank you"

"Not a problem"

I smiled and went back to randy I leaned up and whispered in his ear "want to go to my house?"

He smiled "I have a better plan"

He grabbed my hand and my stuff off the bar, and walked out of the bar, I was pretty sobered up from the whole situation with Steven.

We got to Randy's truck I smiled as I could smell rain in the air.

I smiled leaning against him, I put my hand on his inner thigh.

I had no idea where we were going, but with him I trusted him with anything, I saw him pull up to a semi-big looking house, he turned the truck off and smiled getting out of it helping me get out.

"This is my house baby" we walked in and I was in awe, the living room was huge, he lead me through the kitchen which I was already in love with, I loved to cook so a huge kitchen was awesome.

We walked into a room, his bedroom, I all of a sudden for some reason felt nervous; we sat down on the edge of the bed.

"So what do you want to do?"

I bit my lip "oh let watch a movie your choice"

He laughed "okay" as he got up and walked out of the room, fithteen minutes later he came back in with a movie, he put it in his DVD player we laid back on his bed.

"Baby do you have something I could wear? This outfit is getting uncomfortable"

Randy laughed and got up walking to his dresser, he tossed me a pair of grey sweats and a big white baggie t-shirt.

"One condition" he said raising his eye brow

"What?"

"Get dressed right here in front of me"

I smiled as I stood up in front of him slowly taking off my shirt, exposing my neon pink Victoria secrets bra, I heard randy moan, I turned around untying my jeans to reveal a matching thong, randy grabbed me throwing me on the bed.

He climbed on top of me UN hooking my bra and slipping off my thong, I felt his lips come crashing down on me.

He got up as I watched him undress completely; I moaned just looking at his body.

He climbed on top of me and we started to have sex, but tonight there was something different, he made love to me it was like he needed me in every way I needed him.

A/n okay I know sucky chapter im trying you guys please read and review.