Chapter 17: waking up

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The next morning I woke up and saw randy not laying next to me, I sighed getting up I saw a note on his pillow.

"Baby girl went to work I'll see you tonight I love you"

I throw on his sweats and grabbed my purse and stuff, and then I realized I didn't have my car "god damnit!"

I sighed calling grace "hey can you come get me…im at Randy's…um then I guess Dave should know…okay bye"

I hung up the phone confused, if randy had to go to work then why weren't Dave and john at work?

I sat outside for thirty minutes when I saw john pull up I got in his car he looked over me smiling "hey what's wrong?"

"Do you and Dave have to work today?"

"No we all got the day off since we are leaving in a couple days why?"

"Well this morning I woke up and there was a note from randy saying he had to go to work and would see me tonight"

John stayed quiet for a moment "I don't know sweetie"

I sighed I looked up at the sky it looked all grey and stuff like it was about to rain, great.

Thirty minutes later we pulled into my drive way I sighed getting out, when I walked in everyone was there said hello to me, I just rolled my eyes slamming my door and locking it, I figured john would explain to them.

I put my phone on the charger and turned it on I dialed Randy's number and got his voice mail.

"Randy what the hell? I know you don't have the day off so call me" I flipped my phone shut and laid down on my bed a few minutes later my phone rang I got up raising my eye brow answering it.

"Hello?"

"Sam hey its Jordan can you come in and work a couple of hours tonight?"

"Yea no problem when you need me?"

"At six thank you!"

I laughed "no problem" I hung up the phone, I grabbed a pair of jeans and my black Tennessee whisky tank top with a pair of skin tight jeans and my black chunky boots, I got dressed and walked out to the living room sitting in between john and my brother.

They both looked at me "where the hell you are u going dressed like that?"

I smiled "work big bro"

He groaned "cant you put on a bagger clothes?"

I laughed standing up I was going to go in early; I went to my room grabbing my purse and a hoddie along with my phone.

"If randy shows up tell him to go shove a stick up his ass"

My brother laughed shaking his head as I walked out and headed towards my work.

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It was about midnight and I was a little buzzed, everyone kept buying me drinking, I would spit most of them in a beer bottle that is until certain people came in, Steven and them I sighed.

I just got down taking a shot when I looked up to see randy walk in I sighed as he came up to the counter.

"I'll be back Harley"

I walked over to randy "yea?"

"What's wrong why am I sticking a stick up my ass?"

"Hmm baby girl I got to go to work, and come to find out all of you guys had the day off and then you can't call me back?"

He sighed "can we go out side to talk?"

I sighed nodding my head letting Jordan know he nodded.

We walked outside of the bar I was leaning against the wall staring at him "well?"

He sighed "Sara wanted to see me, and then I got stuck because Vince saw me and wanted to talk to me about this whole situation with Sara, she told him, and also about a storyline and you"

I looked at him "and you couldn't of took five minutes out and tell me that?"

"Well I thought you would be mad"

"Randy baby Im not like that the women who might be pregnant with your baby wanted to talk to you and so did you boss, that's not bad" I started to shiver; randy took of his hoodie making me wear it.

"You wanna stay?"

Randy nodded putting his hand on my lower back walking back into the bar I sighed seeing Steven up at the bar, randy turned me around and kissed me.

I walked back behind the bar looking at him "what?"

"I want a beer"

"Well what kind I don't know what you been drinking"

"Budweiser I still drink the same beer as always"

I nodded grabbing a longneck handing it to him "you got a tab going"

He just nodded staring at me "hey can we talk private?"

I shook my head no "nope you can talk to me hear where there's people"

He nodded" that's fair look Im about to be a dad by this girl not chauntel and I have been thinking I got a lot of fucked up demons in my closet, and Im sorry for what I did to you"

I looked at him shaking my head "Alright what ever"

"That's all Im trying to make thing right"

I sighed leaning over the bar so only he could hear me "you see randy down there I looked over at randy and back to Steven as he nodded his head yes well all I have to do is scream and you're a dead man, you cant come to me after how many years and say your sorry for raping me and then except to be like okay cool its all gravy, you were one of the few people in my life that I thought would never hurt me and then you hurt me in the worst way ever, so no I don't accept your apology and I hope this whole soul searching thing but don't except me to give you the forgiveness your looking for"

I walked away from him and over to randy "you want something to drink?"

"Yea get me a beer"

I nodded getting him a beer and standing at the bar with him it was dying out getting slow.

"So what were you and Steven talking about?"

"His going to be a dad and he wants to make things right with me and I told him no"

Randy nodded "want me to kick his ass?"

I laughed "no it's ok"

Jordan walked out of the back "Sam you can go thanks sweetie"

I just nodded grabbing my stuff and clocking out looking at randy as we walked outside, I saw he parked right next to my car.

"So you wanna come back to my house and we can watch a movie?" I asked him

"Yea of course" he leaned down putting his hand on my chin kissing me, I moaned feeling butterflies in my tummy as we pulled away I smiled.

"I'll see you there"

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It's about three in the moring, randy just fell asleep he was laying on his stomach as I ran my finger tips up and down his back; I was going to miss him so much. I was so in love with him, the Sara thing did bother me, but I knew I have to trust randy I sighed closing my eyes finally drifting off to sleep.