Chapter 3 The Truth Is Revealed
Disclaimer I don't own yugioh gx
Sorry I haven't updated but I couldn't think of how to write this chapter so I've made it even longer hope you enjoy it.
Ps I'm going to change this is to spritshipping now coz everyone knows I'm obsessed with it sorry If you don't like it
Jadens Pov
My eyes stung as tears trickled down my face. Jesse's arms wrapped around me trying to calm me down but I couldn't. I felt like I was suffocating. I couldn't get the air to my lungs. I felt like I was being torn apart. Help me please. I silently begged as my tears flowed freely like the Mississippi river. I felt Jesses hands circle around my back calming me down.
I could eventually breathe again. Jesse laid me gently down on the red sofa in my living room. I snuggled up to Black cushions which lay adding the perfect touch to the room. Oh how I wished everyone know what had happened back then. When I was 6. Our living room was the same colour as his house it was making me sick again.
"Jay ??" Jesse asked. I sat up and looked in his eyes. "tell me please"
"I…I cant just yet just give me time please" Jesse nodded.
Jesse didn't talk after that. I wanted him to talk. He didn't know how much this was eating me inside I wanted to tell him I wanted him to care. "jesse say something" I begged I needed him to be there, to say it was ok. I don't know why I feel like that. Atticus used to joke and say we loved each other but me and Jesse just laughed it off but now I'm begging to think maybe Atti was right he usually is with love. Oh well jesse wouldn't return the feeling I'm sure he wont.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY JAY ?? EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE OK ?? EVERYTHINGS ALRITE!! WELL GUESS WHAT ?? ITS NOT CAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE THE NICENESS TO SAY WHY YOUR SO UPSET IM WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU AND I DUNOO WHY IM BEGINNING TO THINK IM GAY AND IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT I CANT BE BECASE IF I AM ILL LOSE MY WHOLE DUELING FUTURE AND EVERYTHING SO TELL ME JAY HOW CAN I SAY EVERYTHINGS ALRIGHT WHEN IT'S NOT HUH ??" Jesses yelled at me. That was the first time he had ever yelled at me and I swear right then I wanted to die.
I had never wanted Jesse to be that angry with me but that wasn't the worst over he keep going.
"OH AND ANOTHER THING JAY ABOUT ME THINKING IM IN LOVE WITH YOU CHAZZ IS TOO THAT'S WHAT ME AND HIM WE'RE DUELING TO WIN FOR NOTJUST THE CHAMPIONSHIP SO I HOPE YOU TOO END UP FUCKING EACH OTHER AND SOMEDAY GET MARRIED!"
I couldn't take no more it was too much. I started crying and Jesse had a go at me for crying too. Saying I was too old for that now but he didn't understand he'd been in plenty relationships with girls he told me so but now he was in love with me or so he was thinking. But here's my question Jesse Dearest have you ever been rapped?? Have you ever been rapped by a family member you called your uncle?? Have you ever been haunted by those many years before duel academy when he used to fuck you restless Jesse?? The answers gonna be no I know it will. And cant get over it Jesse I know I cant I need help but I don't want to put him behind bars. He'll kill me if he know. He says he loves me Jesse.
Those are the words I so desperately want to tell you Jess. The one who hurts me even now the one I'm forced to see in 2 weeks. He'll rape me again Jesse I know he will but I dunoo how much more I can
Jesse stormed out of the room and up to his bedroom (the guess room). He didn't realise that in my head it was becoming a reality again. To the first time it happened when I was 6. It came back to me hitting me hard force
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I am back at that scary place,
that big scary house,
with bright red and black painted on the walls,
There he stands in front of me holding me tightly,
I cant breathe, my parents leave me there with him that monster
After they leave me he drags me into the house,
I scream and scream until his cold hands cover my mouth,
I stop screaming there's no use,
He lays me down on the bed,
I start to struggle but he pins me down,
He starts to lean towards me, his emotionless eyes locking with mine
Then his ice cold lips lands on mine,
His tongue bashes against my lips trying to make me open my mouth to let his tongue invade,
It hurts so much I let out a scream
He takes his chance and in goes his tongue I fell like gagging
He tongue goes right in as his hands travel to his draw
He pulls out handcuff and cuffs my hands to the head of the bed,
I scream
He rips my top of showing my chest and begins to suck my nipples
Its strange and I don't like it but he sits on my waist stopping me from moving
His hands travel down my chest and gets to my trousers he slowly undoes the button
And locks me in a passionate kiss
Then he butterfly kisses all down my neck, stomach and finally gets to my trousers again,
His teeth grab hold on the zipper and pulls it down
He removes my trousers and my pants go with them living me exposed,
He comes up for another kiss but I bit his tongue
He slaps me so hard round the face tears darted out of my eyes
He mouth covers my dangly thing (jadens Only 6 When This Happened Remember) and begins to suck
I feel sick to the bone as I start to enjoy it
For some reason my dangly bit wasn't dangly no more it was straight
He suddenly stops and flips me over so I'm on my front
The cuffs dig into my skin
He makes me lean on my arms with my bum in the air
He lays on top of me and I feel something prodding at my bum
Without warning his hard dangly forces it way into my bum
I scream
I was being torn in 2
It hurt so much I passed out
When I woke up he was still on top of me and fully hard
Now lets do this again with you awake shall we he said
And viciously shoved into me again
I hurts more then I can say
He's done that to me ever since and it still hurts like the first time. I have never ever had sex with anyone other then him and I suppose I should be happy that some one loves me but Jesse said he might love me too and that chazz does.
Ok this is it I gotta tell Jesse now will I have the confidence left. I walked up to the guess room and knocked on the door. I entered without waiting for an answer. Jesse was laid on the bed his head in his pillow. He raised his head to look at me. His face was tear stained.
"tell me please" he begged.
I just nodded my body felt numb as I said on the bed. Jesse sat up giving me some room. I snuggled up against him and buried my face in his shoulder. " I was rapped by my uncle" I mumbled against his shoulder.
"What?? I didn't hear you" He said and pulled me off his shoulder to look into my eyes. The tears feel down my face as I repeated those deadly words. " My Uncle rapes me"
I looked into Jesses eyes. Tears were pouring out of his eyes. "Jaden, My precious Jaden" He whispered as he held me close to his chest. I told him the whole story and for some reason it felt better more bearable with someone knowing.
I was only 6 at the time Jess, I didn't know what was going on but as time went by I learnt what it was but I couldn't stop it from happening it was too much, I am so sorry for telling you this Jesse"I said as tears sprang to my eyes again.
"Jay listen to me I would rather know what happened then be left in the dark with you all depressed and upset ok ??" Jesse said. I felt so motionless I just nodded. "and I've found out how I feel about you"
I looked up at him and he leaned in and kissed me. It was amazing it felt like he was bringing me back to life. He was so gentile so caring. He put his hands around my waist as my hands travelled around his neck. Our kiss deepened. It was prefect until Jesse started to lean in on my. I began to panic. All I saw was my uncle kissing me. I couldn't breathe. Jesse must of sensed something was wrong cause he stopped kissing me and looked at me. I couldn't breathe I was so scared. Jesse did circles on my back but It wasn't working this time. I slowly lost my conscious.
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When I awoke I was in my bed. Jesse sat on the chair next to my bed. His head was in his lap and he was crying. Whilst mumbling it was my fault.
"No its not" I said. He looked at me
"you'll be better of with Chazz I'll call him and"
I cut him off "I don't want Chazz I want you" tears treacle down my face. Why does it happen to me. I'm amazed I haven't slit my wrists yet with all this depression. Jesse got up and walked to the door. He clasped the door handle looking back at me "I'm really sorry Jaden". he left. But he didn't just leave he packed all his stuff and left the house.
I made my way over to the window and watched him walk away the love of me life. Suddenly the idea of slitting my wrists appeared in my head
Who am I to disagree I said. I made my way to the bathroom and took a razor and made my way back to my bedroom. I sat on my bed thinking. Should I really be doing this?? What would Jesse think??
Suddenly I heard a voice in my head "WHO GIVES A SHIT WHAT JESSE THINKS HE LEFTED US" I plucked up all my courage and brought the razor to my wrist. Taking I deep breathe I plunged the razor into my vein.
"awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" the pain. Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Its too much. But I couldn't stop I keep going slitting, it started to feel better. I thought to myself I better tidy this up before mum and dad gets home. They were getting home from their trip to night and I don't want them to find out.
I stood up but then had to sit down. Why was I so sleepy. So tired. Must sleep for just a little while. I drifted of to sleep. I hope I never wake up to this nightmare
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Light shone through my eyelids. Shit why couldn't I of died.
"hey Sweetie" I looked to my left and there sat Chazz Princeton. "Jesse Called and told me you were rapped and I was like ok I better come over here and he told me that you know your mine now"
What?? Jesse told him. It pained me when Chazz said that.
Suddenly Chazz was on top of me.
"YOUR MINE" chazz screamed at me. He grabbed me making me chock. I had tears in his eyes.
"I want jesse only jesse I cant live without him" I screamed. Chazz locked the door. He slapped me and I feel against the bed knocking myself out.
"your mine" was the last thing he said
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I woke up to find my clothes had been stripped of me and I was handcuffed to my bed It was cold felt cold around me.
I looked all around and found chazz. What was going on I was terrified.
"about time you woke up" chazz said he crawled on top of me. Then forced his tongue down my throat . Then chazz grabbed my dick. I gasped. Chazz was gonna do what my uncle did. After 2 minutes he broke off. I started to struggle but chazz was stronger. tears leaped down my face. Chazz stripped naked too.
Chazz flipped me over on my front. The handcuffs digging at my wrists. Chazz had put them on tighter then what my uncle did and with my recently cut wrist which chazz had bandaged up the stung even more. I felt a warm finger go up my arse. "owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" I screamed. "that hurt"
"its rape its gonna hurt" chazz said as he placed another finger in me pain rose it was getting to much and I began to cry "please don't do this" I begged but chazz ignored my please. He moved his 2 fingers in a scissor like move messed. Tears pouring out of my eyes.
He placed his hard erection over my arse. "NO" he said and forced his way into me showing no mercy. All of chazz's dick went in. and it stung me. Chazz moved in and out of me not giving me time to adjust. He tried to find my prostate but didn't succeed . So he pulled himself out of me. Chazz got his middle finger and shoved it up my arse. He was looking for my sensitive spot and then he found it. He placed his dick where his finger was and I couldn't help but moaned. Then after a few minutes chazz let go and out come his sticky dirty sperm entering into me. I felt dirty.
Chazz pulled himself out off me and ran off but not before saying he hated me and that he never wanted to see a little slut like me again.
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He left me there in a puddle of my own blood and It keep pouring out. I hurt a lot but I needed to get the phone. I made my way to the stairs struggling and feel down the stairs. When I got to the phone there was a message from my parents saying they wouldn't be back for another 2 weeks and that my uncle would be coming to pick me up in 1 weeks time. I didn't care I needed to Jesse.
Just as I started to dial someone came through the door.
To be continued
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