Chapter 4: Kanna's Dreams

Kanna was still sleeping inside her room. She was clinging to her blanket, sweat was appearing on her head but she was smiling.

!in kanna's dream!

"Daddy!" Kanna said as her father, a man that stood 6 feet and 4 inches with black hair and green eyes picked her up. "Daddy! Do you love me?" Kanna asked, she was very smart when she was only six years old. "Of course my daughter." He said holding her in his arms. Kanna just looked over the side to see her white puppy named Kiba.

Kanna's mom walked out of the house in her pink kimono, she had dark brown hair and golden eyes. "Goku, a man from the Shinsengumi is looking for you. He said it was urgent."

"Alright, tell him I'll be there in a minute." Kanna's father said before putting her down.

"Daddy, can I come?" Kanna asked in her little six year old voice.

"No, Kanna, I have to go by myself." Her father told her with a smile. Before he walked inside, to see the man looking for him sitting on the floor drinking some green tea that Kanna's mother made.

"Yuna, can you let us talk in peace?" Goku asked.

"Yes. I'll take my leave." Yuna said slightly bowing, before walking into another room.

Kanna looked inside, to see what her father and the mysterious guy was talking about.

"Goku, you know we need you in this war. The Toshu clan are fighting back, you're the best fighter that we've seen. You kill without thinking, its magnificent." The man said.

"No, I do think, I think about the people I am saving with my sword. But then I think the people that I am hurting with my sword. I watch the bloodshed, as it falls to the ground like when the rain falls from the sky. Then I think of my love. (wow the title ) My love is my family, I am married to my wife with a child. I am not married to the Shinsengumi! I do what is right even though most of my choices are wrong! So leave and never come back to my house and tell the captain, I will fight. But if anyone comes to my house in the next week. You all will not see the light of day." Goku said, his eyes filled with hate and angst as he looked at the man. "Oh, if you don't leave in the next minute I will kill you." He said as he reached for his sword hanging on the wall.

"DADDY!" Kanna yelled running inside clamping to her father's arm. He looked at her with a mean, devilish look before slapping her off his arm. Kanna's big golden eyes filled with tears, she hid her face as the tears dripped down her face onto the floor.

"Kanna, go outside." Her father demanded, so she got up and walk outside with tears falling down onto the ground. Kanna quickly wipped away her tears, knowing her father didn't mean what he just did.

"It could have been worse, he could have stabbed me with his blade." Kanna said to herself looking at the little white ball of fluff sleeping on the deck. "Look Kiba, cherry blossoms." Kanna said to the sleeping Kiba as cherry blossoms scattered around them blowing, going into little swirls in the wind.

"Kanna." Yuna said walking up to her daughter. "You know your father didn't mean it, he was...just...upset." Yuna said holding her daughter.

"I know mom, it was just because he did it. It just shocked me, I was scared that he was going to slash me with his blade." Kanna said scooting closer to her mother.

"Oh, Kanna." Yuna said crying. "He would never hurt you or me." Her tears dripping onto Kanna's head. Just then Goku walked out, with his devilish look still on his face.

"Daddy!" Kanna yelled clinging to her mother, Kiba shot up growling at Goku.

"This is why I trained you Kiba, to protect them from me." Goku said before walking inside with a single tear comeing from each eye.

"Daddy...come back please." Kanna asked, letting go of her mother.

"Kanna...I don't think...I just do." Goku said.

"Daddy, you told the man you thought when you killed bad people!" Kanna said trying to defend him.

"NO!" Goku said turning. "I lied, I never think! I kill for the pleasure!" With that Goku walked into his room and closed the door.

"You kill...for pleasure." Kanna said sounding pittiful.

AWWWWWWW! this is where the tears come...(cries)

Tetsu: Oh, stop crying!

Me: SHUT UP! I AM NOT CRYING!

Suzu: Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuure your not.

Mr. Hijikata: I must agree with suzu, but im not going to make a fool of myself by saying SUUUUUUUURE!

Me: looks like you just did.

Shinpachi: Yeah Mr. Hijikata

Mr. Hijikata: Shipachi!

Shinpachi: (cowers in fear behind Kanna)

Kanna: ...

Me: (pokes Mr. Hijikata) MUHAHHAHAHAHAH!

WELL THATS WHERE I AM GOING TO LEAVE OFF! EVIL CLIFFIES! but here is a sneak peek at what is going to happen..

!sneak peek!

"Shinpachi...I met you somewhere before."

MUAHAHAHHAHHAHAHH! now that is where i am really going to leave it

Mr. Hijikata: Oh they can get a sneak peek but when I look at your work i get hit on the head. I see how you r now

Me: shut up...(glares at Mr. Hijikata)

WELL UNTIL NEXT UPDATE! SEE YA'S LUV ALL WHO READS!