AN: Before I begin this chapter I want t give a special thanks to all my reviewers for chapter 2 + 3. So thanks to:
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Also i'd like to apologize for the late update, i've been struggling to think of this chapter and i've also been busy with school :(. Anyway without any further delay… On with the story.
A month had passed by since the plan to create a secret admirer for Sakura had been decided upon. Yet still not one letter had been sent, not one gift been given, and not one move taken. The simple reasoning behind this was because both Sasuke and Sakurako had realised a great fact the day after the plan was made. If they started it straight away it would obviously lead to Sakura knowing who it was. Why? Because Sasuke had just come back, it would be a tad bit suspicious don't you think if Sakura began getting love letters straight away when he came home. It would surely lead to him and he couldn't afford that, after all he had a daughter now, a daughter that he planned to keep at all costs. Finally though the 2 decided it had been long enough and so they were sat within the Uchiha Manor attempting to write the very first letter.
"Daddy we've been sat here almost half an hour and all you've wrote is dear. You haven't even written mummy's name down. How do you expect her to fall in love with you again with dear." Sakurako complained.
"Hey it's not my fault I'm rubbish at this kind of stuff. How the hell should I know what to write?" Sasuke asked
"Write about how pretty she is and how she makes you feel. Like the stuff you were saying to uncle Naruto the other week. Mummy would love that." Sakurako told him.
"Hmmm, you mean when he caught you here?" Sasuke asked and received a short nod.
Flashback
Sasuke and Sakurako were sat in the Uchiha manor living room. They were talking together and getting to know one another. Making up for all the years they've missed out on. It was half way through a conversation when suddenly a door was blasted open. At first the 2 feared the worst, they thought Sakura had found out about the two meeting up and had come to put an end to it but the idea was wiped away when a loud mouthed blonde came into view. Said person looked at the father and daughter and instantly his mouth became agape.
"Uncle Naruto, what are you doing here" Sakurako asked her beautiful onyx eyes wide with shock.
"Me? What about you? You know your mother prohibited you from seeing Sasuke. I can't believe you've actually disobeyed her. And you Sasuke, you of all people should know better. Sakura will kill you if she finds out your with her. You have no right what so ever to even be near her. You'll only upset Sakura and we both know you've already hurt her enough."
"First of all dobe, I think I deserve to see my own daughter, and don't even try to lie to me I know for a fact that she is mine and for Sakura to think I wouldn't find out when we bare the same last name was utterly stupid of her. That pathetic lie of hers was so unbelievable. I wouldn't be surprised if you came up with that one. Surely Sakura couldn't have she's too smart to come up with a dumb lie like that. Secondly I don't plan on hurting her again, I didn't mean to hurt her last time, it just sorta happened." Sasuke said.
"You didn't mean to hurt her… You got her pregnant then left her the day after. You say Sakurako is your daughter but you haven't been here for her the past 5 years, you weren't even here for Sakura when she had to go through 9 months of pregnancy or go through the labour. How can you say she is your daughter when you were never here for her. I'm more her father than you." Naruto shouted at him.
"That's because I didn't know about her. If I had I would have stayed, atleast until she was old enough to be able to look after herself." Sasuke defended.
"You didn't stay long enough to find out though did you? You just came one night, made Sakura think you love her, got her pregnant and then left first thing in the morning. You left her heart broken, and you know it was me that had to pick up the pieces. How could you make her think you love her like that and then return here 6 years later acting like you want to be part of her life."
"Because I LOVE her. I know I did wrong but still I love her. I did what I did years ago because I love her also. I thought she would realise that I did what I did so she knew I belonged to her and her only. So she would know that I would be thinking of her everyday until I got the chance to return. I never expected that she would get pregnant and have to raise our child on her own for ages. Though I am glad she did, even though I've only known Sakurako for a while I love her so much already and she has been raised so well." Sasuke said so Sakurako didn't feel like a mistake.
"How do I know that your not lying to me? For all I know you could just be wanting another round with Sakura. I bet you thought she'd still love you when you cam back and so she'd give you what you wanted and then you could leave again and since she doesn't your going to use her daughter to win her affection." Naruto spat out.
"That's sick. I would never use Sakura just for that. I don't care what you say Naruto I love her. I love everything about her. Her annoying fan-girlish squeals, the way she used to say my name, the way she would defend me against anything even you, the way she smells, the way she looks. Everything. To me Sakura is the most beautiful woman on this planet, though now it looks like she might have some competition with this beauty here." Sasuke said while pointing to Sakurako.
"Even if you do love her that much, you obviously didn't care enough about her to forget about your revenge and stay with her." Naruto argued.
"No I loved her more than that. I loved her so much that I was willing to risk my life by going against my brother, not for revenge as it had been about when I was younger but so he would not kill Sakura. Truth be told if I had to die to save Sakura, I would be honoured to do so. In fact I could declare my love to the world for all I care. Of course it would hurt my pride, the ever so stoic Uchiha Sasuke in love with the pink haired fan-girl he once left on a cold stone bench but I wouldn't care at all. If I had to I would beg her to forgive me, I would do anything as much as it would hurt my pride." Sasuke told him.
"Oh my god. Are you serious? Maybe you do really love her" Naruto said wide eyed. "God I never though you'd actually love a girl teme. To be fair I thought you were gay until obviously the night you and Sakura. well I'd rather not go into details with Sakurako here"
"So you believe him now Uncle Naruto?" Sakurako asked.
"Sort of. I'm guessing your going to try and win her back then teme?" both the Uchiha's nodded "Well then, if you need my help your welcome to it, however if I find out that you are lying to my and you are just using Sakurako and Sakura, I swear I will kill you."Naruto threatened.
"Not if one of them kill me first." Sasuke said.
"Which I will daddy." Sakurako joked.
End of flashback
"You do mean he me complimenting Sakura bit not the arguing with Naruto bit don't you?" Sasuke joked.
"Daddy you're not funny. Maybe you should stay as Uncle Naruto described the past you. At least the past you obviously didn't make rubbish jokes, not any at all in fact." Sakurako said with a small laugh after.
"Maybe I should, but then we'd never be able to talk cause old me didn't much, except when fighting with that idiotic uncle of yours." Sasuke said. "Anyway back on task here. The letter."
"Good idea, now write." Sakurako ordered.
"/yep your definitely Sakura's child." Sasuke said as he noted the bossiness.
"Hn." Sakurako erm… said/grunted/ w/e doing hn is.
'definitely mine too' Sasuke thought.
And so Sasuke wrote thee letter and Sakurako watched him as he did so, moaning at him if something didn't sound romantic enough or if it was too romantic. Very bossy child.
"Here" Sasuke said handing the letter to his child "Tell me what you think, after all you're a girl you know about this kind of stuff."
Sakurako took the letter and began to read.
To my sweet cherry blossom.
You do not know me well but I know you all too well. I have loved you for years from afar and finally I have been given the courage to write this letter and tell you. Of course I don't expect you to feel the same way, in fact you don't even know who I am so how could you? However I hope that through my letter I will be sending you that you will get to know me, maybe learn to love me and if so then maybe one day we can meet face to face and I can tell you everything in person. Until then though I am inclined to only tell you how I feel through what I write. You may not understand why but if you do find out who I am then you will.
Sweet cherry blossom, I wish for you to know how you make me feel. Just by looking at that beautiful face of yours or into then gorgeous emerald green eyes makes my heart almost leap out of my chest. I do not understand how such an ordinary girl, a girl I've spent hardly any time with can make me feel this way. Oh I didn't make that clear at the start of the letter. You have actually met me a few times before. Mainly when you were younger though.
Wow back then, my feeling were not as strong. All I saw was an annoying fan girl that followed that Uchiha Sasuke around all the time. You didn't even spare a glance at anyone else. It shocked me the most that you gave up on your friendship with Ino though because of him. However as you got older and you began to feel less for that Uchiha I saw what a kind, beautiful girl you really were, I came to understand that even though you did love that Uchiha fellow that there was a chance that maybe you could love someone else and that gave me hope. Though I admit until he got with that Hinata girl I was also worried about your relationship with Naruto, though now I've come to realise that your more like brother and sister. I bet your getting annoyed for me ranting on about that jerk. I know full well you loved him once and maybe still do, so maybe I'm hurting you at this moment and that is the last thing I wont to do, so I will try to stop. It's just that I feel so envious that he actually grabbed your attention at one stage and yet he treated you like dirt. He hurt you so much and it really does infuriate me that he did so. I suppose though in a way you should be thankful towards him, if it weren't for him you wouldn't have that beautiful child of yours. Still he should not have done what he did. I hope he gets what he deserves for it as well.
I know this letter is not how love letters should be and for that I apologize, I just struggle to get the words that I wont out. Maybe my next letter to you will be more romantic. Please don't think I'm just some stupid fan-boy, I really do love you and I honestly will do anything for you. Even die if need be. I really hope that one day you will feel the same.
All my love
Your secret admirer
XXX
"It's a tad bit… not full of romantic stuff. Especially not all the stuff you said to uncle Naruto that day. What was the point in giving you the advice if you don't use it." Sakurako complained.
"Well I just don't want her to know that it's me writing the letter, I'll use all that other stuff in my next letter. Hey and at least I did compliment her." Sauke defended
"Fine. Anyway did you buy anything to go with it daddy?" Sakurako asked.
"Nope, I'm taking it slow. Letter's at first and then slowly gifts will start to come with them." Sasuke told her. He sealed the letter within an envelope and then passed it to his daughter. "Anyway we bests be getting you home before your mother gets suspicious."
"Hai. Oh and I forgot to tell you. Mummy is taking me to uncle Naruto's after school tomorrow because she has to go away on a mission so you'll have to come there. There's no way aunty Hinata will let me out. She's too worried I'll get hurt" Sakurako told him
"Ok, I can live with that. I need the dobe to help us out anyway." Sasuke said as his daughter laughed at the nickname given to her 'uncle'.
Sasuke walked Sakurako to the corner just before her house and they said their usual goodbye. Strange to say but this part of the day/night always hurt Sasuke so much, he didn't like the idea of leaving his daughter. Yet he knew he had to until he had Sakura back. So he watched as his one and only daughter walked into her home and then left with so much hope for a better future.
AN: Again sorry for the late update. Also sorry about this chapter. I can't say it's one of my best, thats for sure. anyway if you liked it please do review and if you didn't tell me why not. It always helps. Also advanced warning, my next chapter won't be for atleast 2 weeks since im busy all this week and then im going away nxt saturday for a week. Hopefully i'll be able to update when i get home though. Anyway for now bye bye xxx