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The car ride home was interesting to say the least. Charlie didn't say a single word to me the whole way home. I wasn't sure that I wanted him to anyway, but at least if he had yelled at me then I know he was feeling some sort of emotion.

When we got home, I started to head up to my room.

"Bella, I think we need to talk. Would you mind sitting down with me?"

"I think we need to talk too." I was not looking forward to explaining why I had left in the first place.

"Bella, I don't care why you left, your back now, and as long as you promise not to do it again, than we're fine."

"Well, thanks for not grounding me dad." This was all I was getting. No screaming, or throwing things. Just a 'don't do it again', there has to be some strings attached or something.

"I didn't say that I wasn't grounding you Bella. I'm just not sure what to do with you right now. I thought you were getting better. You seemed happy with your friends again."

"I am better dad." I was a little surprised that he was bringing that up again.

"You only have a few months of school left, so I'm not going to stop you from seeing your friends, but he is not allowed anywhere around you." Charlie volume was slowly decreasing. "Bella, the rules are simple. Ask me before you go out, anywhere. If you're going anywhere you need to let me know." Charlie was holding his head in his hands, it looked as if he was giving up.

"That's fine with me dad. I have no intention of seeing him, on purpose, again." If that was all I was going to get than I was glad. "I'm a little tired dad, I think I'm going to go take a nap." I wasn't really tired; I just needed to be alone to think about my next move.

"That's sounds like a good idea Bella." Charlie got up and walked into the living room to watch what ever game was on today.

As I went up to my room I had the feeling that I would not be alone. I was hoping I was wrong, but as soon as I opened my door I saw him there. A few months ago I would have rejoiced at seeing him back in my room. Now I just felt violated that he was there, uninvited and unwelcome. I knew that I was going to have to deal with him sooner or later, and I choose later.

I turned around and went back downstairs.

"Dad, I'm gunna call Jake and let him know that I'm home. We didn't leave things on the best of terms when I left."

"That sounds like a good idea. Maybe you guys could go and do something later."

"Yeah, maybe." As I dialed the phone number I was hoping that Jake wasn't to upset with me to answer.

"Hello,"

"Hi Billy is Jake around?"

"Umm. I don't know if it's a good time Bella."

"Billy," I tried to keep my voice low enough where Charlie wouldn't hear me. "Will you just put him on the phone, I really need his help."

"Alright Bella," There was a pause in the conversation and I could hear the phone being passed around.

"Hello." Jake did not sound happy at all.

"Jake, would you mind coming over here. I have a little problem that you might be able to take care of for me." I was hoping that he would understand what I meant by 'little problem'.

"Is he there?" Jake clearly understood what I was trying to say.

"Yes, and." Before I could finish Jake interrupted me

"I'm on my way; keep him there if you can." Jake said, and then hung up. I walked into the living room and told Charlie that Jake would be coming over, and just to let him up to my room. Charlie of course agreed.

When I opened my bedroom door, for a second I thought he had left, but then I saw him sitting in the chair.

"Bella." He stood up and crossed the distance between up in one fluid movement.

"Edward," I wasn't sure what to saw

"I'm sorry about everything, you have to believe that. I never wanted to hurt you, never in a million years." The pain was clear in his voice. He had raised his hand and brought it to my face, yet he had not touched it.

"I don't want to hear it Edward. You did what you did and you can't take it back. I don't care anymore." I moved away from him and went to stand next to the window. If Jake wanted me to keep him here I would have to do better than this.

"Bella, I thought I was doing the right thing. But I couldn't stand to be away from you. You are my only reason for existing." Once again he moved so he was right in front of me, this time he slowly brushed his hand across my check.

"Don't touch me Edward," My heart started to beat uncontrollably when his skin touched mine. That was not something that I had expected. I quickly slapped his hand away not wanting to feel that way about him. Instantly Edward took a step back.

"I'm sorry Bella, it's just so hard to be around you and not touch you" Edwards words came out pained, full of sadness. As I looked into his eyes, I could almost feel what he was feeling, almost.

"You left me Edward. It was not my decision. I really don't care how hard it is for you to be around me. Do you have any idea how hard it was for me when you left?" I started to cry as I said this. All of the memories I had been holding back came flooding into my head. It was too much for me to take. I could feel the room spinning and the floor slipping out from under me. Then everything went black.

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