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I walked over to the sofa in his room and sat down carefully. It was a little weird being back in here, seeing as nothing had changed in the room. It looked exactly how I remembered it, and it hurt a little. Now, looking back and remembering all of the good memories that we had shared together in his room, it hurt that I didn't have that kind of happiness in my life anymore. But none of that matted anymore. I looked over at Edward and focused on the situation at hand.

"I know what you are going to saw Edward, and I see where you are coming from. But Jake and the rest of the pack are my friends, and they can protect me just as well as you can." Edward took a deep breath and then started to pinch the bridge of his nose.

"Bella, you don't seem to care about danger do you? I'm not sure that I will ever be able to fully understand what goes on in that beautiful head of yours." He said as he moved to sit next to me on the couch.

"Well maybe when I become one of you you'll be able to read my mind. Than at least you will know what I'm thinking." I said without thinking about it. "Sorry. I." I let out a sigh. "Jeez. I never do anything right do I. I was just trying to lighten the mood a little, but instead I say the one thing that would only make it worse." I said hitting myself on the forehead.

Edward took my hand into his which caused me to look at him. "Never apologize for saying what is on your mind Bella. You know that I have always wanted you to be honest with me, no matter what it is."

"Okay, you want honest do you? Well here's a news flash Edward Jake and the pack could never hurt me the way that you did. They could never do that to me, not in a million years." I said suddenly filled with anger. He wanted me to be honest, but was he ever really honest with me. All of those times that he had told me that he loved me, all the promises that he had made never to leave me, they all meant nothing to him. I could feel my heart beating faster and faster as the anger started to take over. I tried to calm my self knowing that I did not want to have the same stupid fight again.

"I will never be able to forgive myself for leaving you, it was the most idiotic thing that I could have done. I swear that I had the best of intentions towards your safety when I left. I couldn't stand the fact that being with me put you in so much danger. Now I see that it wasn't all my fault, danger seems to find you on its own." Edward said with a slight smile on his face.

"It doesn't matter anymore Edward. I'm starting to realize that it wasn't all your fault. I spent the entire time while you were gone trying to hold on to the memory of you."

"What do you mean by that?" Edward asked, looking a little confused.

I regretted bringing this up, but sooner or later I knew he was going to find out. "Well, it seemed like whenever I did something stupid or dangerous I could hear your voice." I said as quickly as I could.

Edward jumped off the couch and looked very angry. He started to pace around the room faster than my eyes could follow "You mean to tell me that you put yourself in danger, just to hear my voice."

"I guess. I know it was stupid but it made me feel like you still cared about me, that you still loved me. I know it was stupid but it was what I did."

Edward was suddenly at my side again. "Bella, I never stopped loving you, why can't you see that?"

"You've already told me that. I just can't tell if you're lying or telling the truth this time." I looked into his eyes looking for some trace of emotion that would tell me what he was thinking. All I got was sadness.

"I will just have to show you how much I love you than Bella. I am not giving up on us, I was naive to think that I could survive without you."

Once again Edward left me speechless. What did he mean show me how much he loved me? I needed to get out of his room before I did something that I would regret later. "If that is what you think you need to do, than I won't try and stop you. Alice, I think it's time I leave." I said loud enough that I was sure she would hear.

Just like I suspected Alice was in the room in a flash, you have to love the vampire speed in moments like this. "Okay lets go Bella." She said as she scooped me up off the couch. Edward just sat there and let Alice take me. I could tell that he was thinking about something, but I had no idea what it was.

"Bye Edward." I said as Alice led me out of his room. I did not get a response out of Edward he seemed to be lost in his thoughts.

A/N: Thank you for the reviews. I'm sorry this was such a short chapter, but before I went any further I wanted see what everyone was thinking. I would like to know how everyone thinks Edward should make it up to Bella. Feel free to PM me with any ideas or suggestions. Thank you.