OMG! Another month! My bad… okay so anyways. Im gunna try to make this chapter long because im home sick and have nothing better to do.

Quick question, for all of you who re-read twilight, when your reading do the people they cast for the movie pop in your head or is it just me? I really hate it.

Me: Edward is mine!

S.Meyer: No! He's Mine! I OWN THE COPYWRITE!

Me: FINE!

Chapter 9

BPOV:

When I woke up, Edward was nowhere to be seen. I only saw Alice picking through some clothes that I'd never seen before. The she turned to me, a giddy expression in her eyes.

'Oh, Bella! I went shopping, your just gunna love the maternity clothes I got you, they are so cute especially since fall is coming!'

'Umm, hi Alice. Where's Edward and everyone else?'

'Oh there hunting.'

'In a National Park?'

'Well, yeah.'

'Umm Okay then, but Alice, really shopping again!?'

'Silly Bella, my life revolves around my closet!'

(I love the random convos. in health my friend 'Alice' and I have)

'Sure Alice. Is there a bathroom, or food, that's particularly not still living, around here?'

She just laughed and took me to the little restroom at the gas station down the road. Being enclosed in that tiny space made me so sick that I actually threw up. I'm not sure if it was the bathroom, or morning sickness.

I went into the little store and bought a breakfast sandwich and some coffee. I wasn't much of a coffee drinker, but I was feeling so sluggish and tried lately, I needed the extra boost.

Alice and I made our way back to Edward's car, where everyone was waiting.

'Hello love.' Edward greeted me.

'Hi, have fun?' I asked jokingly

All he did was smile and kissed me, longer than usual. It was careful but passionate, safe but dangerous, I liked it.

'I hate to break you little reunion up,' Emmett said. 'but Edward unless you want twins, I suggest we get going.' He cackled. Edward snarled and they were off, tumbling down a hill ready for a battle royal, wow I really needed to stop listening to Emmett and his lingo.

'Boys!' Esme and Carlisle shouted in unison.

'Typical.' Rosalie mumbled under her breath.

Alice and Jasper, however, were nowhere to be seen. I looked everywhere, but nothing.

'Edward, Emmett stop!' I yelled, not nearly as loud as Carlisle and Esme, but loud for me. With that, Edward stood up and punched Emmett one last time, and walked toward me. Emmett didn't feel a thing, he was on the ground laughing hysterically. When Emmett had finally composed himself, I hit him really hard, thought it didn't do much, I made my point. I turned away without a word, and stomped to the car, my hand aching all they way. Edward slid into the drivers seat.

'Where's Alice and Jasper?' I asked. He closed his eyes, but quickly opened them and had a look of disgust on his face.

'Do you really want to know?' He asked. His voice warning.

'Yes, we should be going soon.'

A smile appeared on his face like I just sold my soul to the devil.

'There having some privet time.'

I stiffened and blushed, I knew what he meant, it just made him laugh.

He started the car and we headed off toward Wisconsin. More specifically Lake Michigan, where we would stage our deaths, then we could be together, our family, forever. We pulled onto the highway where we drove across states which seemed like forever and only stopped a couple times.

Sometime later we pulled up on rural area of Lake Michigan where I got out but Edward didn't. Instead Esme took my spot, before I knew what was happening, Edward gunned the engine, and sped off the pier, right into Lake Michigan. The Volvo went up into a fiery ball of gas and water. I didn't speak, I couldn't speak. I started to cry, was Edward gone forever? No, what the hell was that, I thought to myself. Then I saw Edward and Esme swimming toward shore.

Both of them soaking wet, with soot covering them entirely. Edward cam up and wrapped his arms around me. I didn't notice that I was sobbing. When I finally regained my voice I spoke meekly.

"What the hell was that? You scared me Edward! I thought I almost lost you, again!"

The expression on his face hurt, he knew what I was referring to. Italy. When he thought he'd lost me, and I thought I was going to loose him.

"I'm sorry. About this. About before, but you shouldn't worry about me, you know I'll be fine."

He hummed my lullaby and I drifted back to sleep in his cold, soaking wet arms. The last thing I heard was from Carlisle to Edward.

"The rest of us are going back to Forks. We're going to break the news to Charlie. We'll meet you in Pennsylvania in a week or so. We want to show our support to them at the funeral."

"Thank you Carlisle."

He nodded his head, and turned on a dime. Without saying good-bye.