Chapter 45: Trouble Telling Him

Inuyasha was getting worried about Kagome again. He tried to comfort her but most times she would just push away and he would get even more worried. He finally pulled her into their room four days after the dream. He put her up against the wall and stood in front of her, awfully close too. He barricaded her in with his arms.

"Ok Kagome. What's going on? You've been acting strange lately."

She looked concerned and then looked at the floor.

"Do you not love me anymore?" He asked quietly.

She kissed him. "Of course not! I love you more than anything!"

"Then what's your problem? I'm tired of this! Tell me."

She sighed. "Do you really want to know?"

"Yes. I want to know what you're worried about."

"Hold the Tetsusaiga, I don't know if you'll like it much…" Inuyasha gripped the sword's hilt and readied him self. "It's about my father." She said quietly and looked towards the door and then back to him. "When you left the hot spring that day, after the wedding. We were getting ready to come back. I said the spell and turned us to normal. I guess the perfume washed off… I - i - it was too much for him…. He - he gave in. He didn't get very far though…. What I'm worried about more is that I had a dream like that. He - he wouldn't go back… I clawed him and he wouldn't turn back and he… he… mated me. Please don't be mad Inuyasha. It wasn't his fault! You know how strong I was that day. You almost gave in as well!" She cried and latched onto his haori. He hugged her back.

"I know. I'm not mad. Don't worry… I'm sorry that happened to you."

She nodded and looked at the door again and sighed. "We had a talk the other day as well. He said as a last resort he'd mate me. I don't want to send him away for the rest of my life and not see him at all! We need to think of another choice…. Can you help Inu?"

He nodded. "I'll help you." He sighed. "As much as I hate it, I will let you mate him if there's no other possible way. He is your father."

"You will?" She asked surprised.

He sighed again. "Yes. I'll try and think of something. Is there anything else in the mean time?"

"Not except to get over this."

He gave her a sad smile and kissed her. "I'm always here for you. You know you can tell me anything mate. I love you."

"I love you too."

"Try and not worry about it. Maybe that's a solution."

"I'll try thank you mate."

They walked out together.

'I'll try something tonight. I don't know if it'll work, but I'll try it.'

Kagome and her father were quiet the rest of the day. Kagome went to bed early to try and think of something. She was surprised when she saw Inuyasha come in.

"Hey." He said and walked over to her.

"Hey."

"Are you still worrying about that?"

"Yea."

He pulled her closer to him. He started to kiss all the way down her neck. He reopened her mate mark and she moaned. He moved her hands down her arms as he kissed her. She grabbed one of them and moved it up her thigh. He looked at her questioningly.

"As long as I'm not in heat we can. I want to get at least one good mating out of you before I may mate my father."

"Its not like your going to be his the rest of your life."

"I know." She said and kissed him again. "I just want it to be like I'm mating you though."

"It has to be like your mating him or else you won't get over this." he said pulling his haoris off as well as her's.

"I just hope at the end he doesn't want me for good, because he's no getting me. It's not like I want to be his."

"He won't. I know he won't."

She smiled. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Have you thought of anything Kagome?" Inu Heki asked. They were sitting on the porch outside the main part of the castle. It was just getting dark.

"No, have you father?"

"No I haven't…. Are you sure there's no other way?"

"None that I can think of."

He sighed. "Does Inuyasha know?"

"Know what?" Inuyasha said walking out of the shadows.

"Ugh, Inuyasha. How long have you been there?"

"Since just now. I came to check on you."

"Do you know what's happened to Kagome lately?"

"Yea, she told me earlier. If you have to I will allow you to mate her; against my better judgment. You just better not want her afterwards, she's mine."

"I know. I don't want to do that to you Kagome, but if there's no other way I will."

"Have you thought of anything Inuyasha?"

He shook his head.

Her father sighed. "I guess I will mate you then. I just want to make sure you're not in heat first."

"So do I. I don't want anything to happen like that."

"If you got pregnant by my hand, I couldn't live with myself."

"I'm not in heat now. Why not do it now? Get it over with."

"Let's wait for tomorrow. I think you may want to make sure you want it."

"I don't mind father. I just want to get it over with. If you still promise to only love me as a daughter."

"I told you, even if I did mate you darling, I would still love you as a daughter. I couldn't think of you as a mate, even if you weren't taken."

"Thank you." She stood up. "Let's do it."

He looked at her. "Are you sure?"

"As long as Inuyasha's fine, I'm fine."

Inuyasha nodded.

He sighed and stood up. "All right." He picked her up bridal style. She looked back at her mate and mouthed 'I love you forever.'

'I love you too.' he mouthed back, she smiled.

Inu Heki took her into his room and she caught one last glance before he shut the door and sat her on the bed.

He sighed. He moved his left hand up her thigh and came closer to her, she didn't stop him this time. She watched him as he kissed all the way down from her ear to her collar bone. Her mouth opened slightly as if to moan, but she was silent.

He looked at her and she nodded lightly. They took their haoris off, and she tackled him and kissed him passionately. He brought his hands around her waist and held her as they kissed. She shuttered at his touch. Then she kissed all the way down his chest and he groaned. He laid her down and took her hakamas off. Then retracted his claws to nothing.

He jammed a finger into her and she gasped. He kissed her again and worked his hand into her. Their eyes flashed red and eventually stopped at red. He growled lightly and she laughed. He pulled his hakamas off and spread her legs. He looked at her one last time before she nodded. He entered her and she started to purr as he pumped.

"Father." Her youkai growled. She rapped her legs around him lightly and held onto his upper arms while he held onto her waist and growled.

"Kagome…" He moaned and growled again. Her eyes widened as he came in her.

"FATHER!" She yelled as she came. He went even faster, at an inhuman speed for her.

She let go of him and returned to normal. She collapsed beside her, he returned to normal as well. They laid there panting.

"Thank you father." She whispered in between breaths. She laid facing his chest. He kissed her cheek.

"You're welcome. I hope it helps."

"I already feel better… Now I just hope Inuyasha doesn't get mad when he smells you on me."

"I don't know…. You were really good darling. I haven't felt that good in 800 years."

She smiled. "Inuyasha doesn't like it when I kiss his chest, he only wants normal kisses. I don't really care though."

His hand caressed her cheek and he smiled. "It smells like you want to go again."

"Its just, Inuyasha isn't the best at mating. I guess his thing is battle…. I've never come that quickly before. You were amazing dad. Where did you learn to mate like that? You could teach Inuyasha some." She told him chuckling.

"I've had multiple mates, I've learned what to do."

"You know there's a way to make a human live as long as a youkai."

"What kill the youkai early?" He asked joking.

"No, Its' like a mating mark. It's called a soul mark. You cut your hands and mix your blood. Like if I was human and we were mates, I would cut my left hand, and you would cut your right. Then we would mix our blood together. If the youkai dies early then the human stays alive and the youkai will come back to life."

"Where did you learn that?"

"History class. I never thought I would use it though."

He chuckled and sat up. She followed suit. "I still love you as a daughter. I really do Kagome. I just hope when I see you with Inuyasha I don't get all riled up."

"You probably will the first time but not afterwards. And I still think of you as a father."

He smiled and hugged her. Her ear started twitching.

"My ear won't stop twitching. I can't stop it." She said rubbing her left ear. He laughed.

"I don't know what to say, I don't have dog ears."

"Can you rub it? Maybe It'll calm down by your touch." he pulled her closer to him and he rubbed it. She started to purr. He stopped after a while.

"Thanks, dad. That was getting on my last nerve. I've never had it twitch like that… I still can't believe that I can't get over being a youkai no matter what happens it feel so… so… odd. It doesn't feel normal."

"Well of course. You've been a human almost all of your life. Here." He handed her, her clothes and he started to get dressed. She followed suit.

"I mean, back in my era all my friends are probably having the time of there lives while I have a mate, a kid and I'm the Lady of The Western Lands and the Princess of The Southern Lands. Not to mention I'm a miko and I've fought countless youkai over the past year. I've met friends here too but… In a few decades they'll be gone as well. It'll take me years to get over loosing them." She started to cry. Her father hugged her.

"It'll be all right darling. It'll be all right. You'll see your friends and family in your era again soon to."

She stopped crying. "Can I stay with you tonight father? I don't know if Inuyasha will like to smell you on me all night. He's picky about scents."

"Yes, but I'm not mating you again."

"I wasn't intending on it…. I won't regret it. I promise."

"As long as you don't, I won't."

She paused and looked towards the door and then looked back at her father.

"Now I defiantly don't want to sleep with Inuyasha. I hear Shippo crying. Most likely Inuyasha's fault. I can tell he's not in a good mood by his scent."

He chuckled.

"And you don't want to get on his nerves when he's in a bad mood. He could easily kill you without hesitation. Most of the times you've seen us fight he's been in a good mood."

"Well come on get in bed then. Its late."

She smiled and walked over to him "You're just like my mom. Always worried about others and not yourself." She said laying down next to him.

"I won't mark you Kagome. That'll just get me more riled up when I see you with him."

"I guess it will."

He put his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. She rested her head on his chest.

"I love you father." dad

"I love you too Kagome."