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I was reluctant to put my clothes on, but it was morning and Dad would be in hysterics. And I was hungry. "How could you be hungry after hunting? I'm stuffed!" This was Jake's reply when I told him I was starving. OF course he would not comprehend that blood and food were totally different. "I didn't eat the whole animal though." I replied.

"You probably ate all three elk, didn't you? No wonder you're full!" He smiled. We left the cottage and ran to the river. Jumping over it like Mom taught me, I cleared tit easily and waited for Jake. He must have needed an extra boost for all that meat he'd consumed because he was backing up more than usual.

But his eyes were pleading and he whined like a puppy. Whipping around I saw the person I feared the most and froze, Dad. His face was twisted with fury and his hands were white balls at his sides. Howling faintly, Jake took off running into the trees. I faced Dad and glared at him, returning the look he was giving me. I didn't know that I wouldn't see Jake for a long time.

"In the house Renesmee, now!" Dad's face said it all. He was seriously angry and I was in deep trouble. Mom came running out of the house looking anxious. She probably heard Jake's last howl and noticed how Dad was gone. Mom, trying to calm him down, placed her hands on Dad's shoulders murmuring in his eat.

"No Bella! She should know better. The dog should know at least!" Dad was livid. Pulling free of Mom's arms, he stalked back to the house, growling. "Mom, I was only gone for a day! You knew where I was!" But she shook her head sadly. "I'm sorry Nessie, but I can't change what your dad thinks about this one."

Sure Mom! Side with him! Why not? Glaring at mom I strode past her and directed my eyes to the floor. Looking up in the house, I saw Emmett shaking. Probably with laugher and hysterics. Alice looked at me with sympathetic eyes. Dad was nowhere to be seen, so I stomped up the stairs and closed the door to my room. Throwing myself on the bed, I let the welled up tears spell, cascading down my cheeks.

A knocking sound was echoing somewhere in the darkness. I opened my eyes, letting the light into my black eyes. The knocking came again. The door! Duh! Drifting to the door, I dried my puffy eyes and tried to look more than dead. I opened the door a crack and peeked out. Mom. Pulling the door wider, I let her in.

"Mom, I'm not in the mood for talking", I said tonelessly. "Nessie, you're father was angry. He didn't know where you were. Any decent parent would be worried!" She said. Just then, a thought popped into my head. "Mom, where's Jake?" Mom looked uncomfortable, shifting her weight from side to side. "Honey, don't get-"

"Mom!" I cut her off, "where is Jake?"

"He's gone. Edward tried looking for him, calling for his thoughts. But he's gone. Your father found this." She held up a huge sneaker. Tears started to well up again. Jake would never forget a shoe. Mom was right. My Jacob was gone.


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