The first hunt
Carlisle opened the door leading outside and I was immediately bombarded with the sounds and smells of nature. I could smell and hear anything within a 15 mile radius. It was amazing!!
All of the sudden I got a whiff of the most appetizing thing in the world. Not thinking for even a second I followed the delicious aroma. Quickly I came upon a rather large group of elk. Barely noticing someone near me I attacked the first male that I could get.
I pounced and landed on the elk, before it could even register what was going on I sank my teeth into its neck and the animal stopped moving. The sweet blood was flowing down my throat and I felt like my more awake then body was reenergizing. I felt new again I was stronger faster and more energized than I thought was possible. Quickly disposing of the carcass I caught the scent of another animal and followed it repeating the previous process 5 times before I was satisfied enough to stop.
Realizing I had taken off away from my family I stood up to my full height and looked around. My eyes fell on my angel leaving the shelter of the trees and approaching me cautiously. I was wondering why he was being so cautious when realization struck. I had just killed 6 innocent animals on a whim without even thinking about it. I slumped down to the ground ashamed at what I had done as Edward approached me and wrapped his arms around me. I sobbed tearlessly until I could sob no more.
"Love" Edward started. As soon as he was sure he had my attention he continued "think about it this way, if you where human you eat meat, this is basically the same thing except you leave the meat. Even without us animals would die."
"Edward I don't eat 6 animals worth of meat in one day, I just killed 6 animals without even thinking about it." I responded sadly
"well look at it this way love you can tell Emmet you took to hunting well and you even took down a grizzlies I believe e" he said trying to get me to smile, it worked. The edges of my mouth curved up into a smile as I realized what I had to do when I got back. Arm wrestling with Emmet.
I jumped up anxious to get home and ran towards the house. As I was running I tuned into Edwards thought to listen to what was on his mind.
Wow she really took to hunting quickly, I just hope there is some way I can help her get over the remorse. Hmm I wonder when I can finally be alone with her. NO NO NO Edward stop thinking that way she is just getting used to her new life you will not take advantage of her. We better hurry back Alice is practically jumping out of her skin poor jasper. Curious I listened to what the rest of the family where thinking
Oh my gosh I can't wait to go shopping, I hope she doesn't have the bloodlust for humans that normal newborns do. I haven't been able to see anything yet. Alice was thinking.
Hmm I wish I could have gone with them I wanted to see if Bella was still clumsy and I wanted to see if she could hunt or not, stupid Edward wanting to go alone. Emmet was saying to himself
I'm curious how Bella's hunt went. Because of Bella's aversion to human blood that would be incredible if she had no bloodlust for humans. Carlisle said in his mind
I am so happy right now there are not even words to explain it Bella has completed our family. Esme thought.
Bella will be very fortunate if she doesn't have the normal bloodlust for a newborn. It is really hard to deal with and I am extremely old compared to her. Jasper thought.
Well I suppose her hunt went well seeing as Alice has not seen anything major. Rosalie thought to herself.
I pulled out of Edwards mind not wanting to hear anymore and I looked ahead spotting the house. We where about a mile from the house when I stopped in a clearing. I caught an interesting scent, almost immediately Edward stiffened and put his arms around me to hold me down.
"It's a human hiking love try to control yourself, you don't want to hurt them." Edward said reassuringly in my ear.
It had to be the worst smell I had ever come across; I could smell the rust and the sweat from the human's body I thought I was going to throw up if I could. "Edward, I have no desire to attack that human in fact if we don't get away I might just be the first vampire to throw up, whoever that is stinks. And that's not just the rusty smell of there blood it's also that they smell like they haven't showered in about a month." I said without taking a breath.
Edward looked at me utterly shocked and then started laughing finally managing to control his laughter he said "I should have known only Bella as a vampire would think the best food in the world stinks."
I just scowled at him and started running the rest of the way to the house. In about a minute I ran in the front door coming face to face with a bouncing pixie wanting to hear the entire story. So I ushered everyone into the front room to sit down and told them everything. When I was done explaining everyone had a shocked look on their face. My curiosity got the better of me and I tuned into Edwards mind to hear what they where thinking.
This is incredible, a newborn who thinks humans stink. Life will be much easier for her without the bloodlust although this also means that they can begin college almost immediately. The only thing that she has to control is her speed and strength around humans. Carlisle was thinking in his mind.
Ooooo yay this means we can go shopping right away, makeover time. Alice trilled in her mind.
I am utterly amazed; I wonder what it would be like to have no bloodlust. Sometimes I wish that Bella would struggle but then I realize that no matter what I don't want her to have to go through the same things I did I love her so much. Thought jasper.
What no fair she doesn't have to worry about butchering humans. Oh well this means we can go back to school and I can torture the other people. Emmet thought.
This is wonderful not only is my family complete but we don't have to go through the hard newborn stage. Esme thought lovingly.
Wow no bloodlust interesting well at least this means Alice and I can take Bella shopping and turn her into a real Cullen girl now. Thought Rosalie
I couldn't help but giggle at some of their thoughts. There was no way to explain how I was feeling right now. I love my family so much and there is nothing that could change that.
Suddenly I heard a gasp breaking me out if my thoughts. I looked up at Edward to see that he was looking at a blank faced Alice. She was having a vision…….
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A.N. sorry I know it's a cliffy but I will try to update quickly. Also I am still looking for a beta so if someone would be kind enough to lend me their services it would make it possible for me to update more often.