Hi guys! I'm sorry I haven't update World Spins Madly on, or those who read it, but the reviews haven't really inspired me very much. This is an idea that just came to me & I'm just going to give it a shot. I have to say, it is probably going to be really sad, but please give it a chance, I think you'll like it! Somethings are a little different, but the most are the same. Tell me what you guys think, & if I should keep going. R&R!?

Haley's POV;

How long does it take for someone's life to change forever? A year, a month, a week, day, or second? For me it took about a second. As long as it takes to say four little words. No one could ever under stand how I feel, ever. Unless…they know how it feels to lose your little angel, your life, your child.

Peyton's POV;

I walked around the house looking at the tear stained faces spread all around the house. Some people I don't think I had ever seen before, others were all to familiar. I walked over to the couch, were Lucas and Brooke were sitting holding each other crying quietly. I put a comforting arm around Brooke, and joined them.

Nathan's POV;

It had been 72 hours. 72 hours since I had heard her voice, seen her smile, and looked into her beautiful blue eyes. Now...I would never get to see them again. I closed my eyes as the tears slowly came down again. It had been about 3 hours since the funeral…that I hadn't gone too. I couldn't. I couldn't say goodbye to my little girl…forever. I finally lifted my head up from my hands, and looked out to the river that surrounded the River Court. Then…it all came back to me.

Flashback;

"Daddy, daddy, daddy!" five year old Allie said racing into the living room.

"Oh hey angel…what's up?" I said picking her up.

"Your back!" she said smiling, with her blue eyes piercing through me.

"Yeah…um, listen I have to talk to your mommy really fast, why don't you go in the back yard and shoot a little, and I'll be out their in a sec okay?"

She looked back and forth between me and Haley, as if she was trying to figure out what we were thinking.

"But daddy…I want to play now…I haven't played with you in a long time…" she said bowing her head.

"I promise sweetie, daddy will be out their in two seconds okay?" Haley said.

Allie looked up at me one more time before nodding her head, and heading to the back yard. I felt horrible, she had no idea how much I wanted to spend time with her, Jamie, and Tyler…but I had to make things right with Haley, now.

Once Allie was out the door, I finally looked up at Haley.

"Listen Haley I…." I tried saying, but was cut off.

"Did you kiss her Nathan?" Haley asked me with tears already forming in her eyes.

"Haley I…."

"Did you kiss her Nathan!?"

"No. But she kissed me…" I said finally admitting the truth.

Haley looked at me with so much hurt that I couldn't even stand looking at her.

"Haley I am so sorry, okay I wanted to tell you…but I just… I just thought….I didn't want to worry you. That's why I fired her Haley." I said trying to reason with her.

"What about watching her skinny dip? Did you just want to deal with that to!?" Haley asked me now trying not to yell so she wouldn't wake up Tyler and Jamie.

"I…"

"Yeah Nathan I know! How could you do this to me Nathan!? To our family! After all we have been through!" Haley said now crying even more.

"Haley I'm so sorry, really, I don't have feelings for her, Haley I love you." I said walking over to Haley and trying to pull her into her hug, but she backed away.

"No…Nathan…I just, I don't know what to do anymore…"

"…What do you mean?" I said afraid of what she was about to say.

"We have been through so much Nathan. You lost your dream and I know how much that hurt you…but Nathan it hurt us so much too…you have no idea. And now this, the kids are suffering so much Nathan, and so am I. I just…I don't know how much our hearts can take anymore, or if we can take anymore…." Haley said trying her hardest not to completely break down.

"Haley…what are you saying?" I said. I couldn't take this…was she really saying what I think she was saying?

"I…I, want a divorce…" Haley finally said. More tears starting falling down her face as she turned away from me, trying to avoid my eyes.

I felt like my heart had been shattered into a million pieces. A divorce…Haley wanted a divorce? Out of all the things was had been through…she had never said those words…she couldn't mean it…could she? I felt tears coming, but I pushed them back, Nathan Scott didn't cry.

It had seemed like forever since either of as had said anything, then finally Haley spoke.

"Allie… where is she!?" she said looking out the window not seeing her.

I looked out of the window, and my eyes set on the pool.

"Oh my god…" I said as I ran as fast as I could towards the door and swung it open. I almost fainted when I saw my little girl laying face down in the pool. I sprinted to the pool, and jumped in still hearing the screams and cries of Haley behind me.

"Nathan...oh my god…" she said as she put her hand over her mouth.

When I finally reached Allie, I lifted her into my arms and headed towards the edge of the pool.

"She's breathing right!?" Haley asked between tears.

"I don't know…." I said as I placed Allie into Haley's awaiting arms and got out of the pool.

"Allie…sweetie wake up honey. Comeon….baby." Haley said tapping her face lightly.

""Allie!" Haley tried one more time.

"Haley, we have to give her CPR…" I said.

I leaned over, and began trying to save my daughters life. I kept trying, and trying…but it didn't seem to be working.

Two minutes later…nothing changed.

"Nathan…please save her…please." Haley pleaded with me. I looked up into her eyes, and I knew she knew I couldn't…but she needed me too. I couldn't give up, we needed her.

Two hours later, our lives were changed forever.

"I'm sorry, she's gone."

End of flashback;

Who knew four little words would change my life forever.

Tada! There's CH 1! Some things maybe a little confusing, but I promise you it wil be explained in the next chapter, if you guys think I should keep going. Should I!? Tell me what you guys thought, and what I can do to make it better. Well hope you enjoyed it! R&R!?