Hi guys! Thank you so much for the reviews! And I know it is really sad, and I can't lie, it will probably keep being sad a dramatic, but it WILL get better. Naley's other children will be explained more in this chapter. But once again thanks for the reviews, and I hope you guys like it!

Brooke's POV;

Out of all of the people that know Nathan Scott, I have known him the longest. Since Pre- K to be exact. In all my years of knowing him, I've seen him be a jerk, basketball star, in love, and vulnerable. But not once, in my whole life, have I seen him cry. Until now. It had been 6 days since the accident. Six days since the lives of all the people that loved and cared for Allison Brooke Scott, had changed forever. This has been the longest I think I have gone without crying, about 30 minutes. I looked around the huge house with all the grieving people, trying to find Haley or Nathan. Of course I couldn't find them. Nathan hadn't shown up to the funeral….and honestly I could understand why. I couldn't imagine watching my baby being buried, and just as a godmother it killed me. Unlike me, Lucas was upset at his brother. He thought he should have been there for Haley, who was feeling more pain then any of us could imagine, even more then Nathan. I decided I would try to go looking for Haley so I headed for the stairs. What I saw when I reached the stairs, broke my heart even more. Tyler Nathan Scott is probably the toughest, smartest 8 year old I have ever met. He also happens to be an amazing big brother to Jamie who is 6…and Allie.

"Hey Ty." I said sitting down next to him on the stair case.

"Hi…" he mumbled barely loud enough for me to hear. I tried pulling him into a hug, but he pulled away. Like Nathan, he wasn't big on showing his feelings, even when he was hurting this much.

"Leave me alone!" he said forcefully finally looking up at me. When I saw his eyes, tears started to form in mine. They were once so joyful and loving, but now they were dead, and blood shot.

"Ty, I know how much your hurting, I just want to help you…" I tried once again.

"YOU CAN'T HELP ME! THE ONLY WAY YOU COULD HELP IS IF YOU BROUGHT MY LITTLE SISTER BACK!" he yelled, finally letting his feelings out, and his tears.

"Just leave me alone…" he said again, and ran up the stairs.

Tyler's POV;

I ran as quickly up the stairs as possible. I felt really bad for yelling at Brooke, because she was trying to help, but I couldn't let her see me cry. I walked down the hall, trying to think of some were I could go where know one would come bother me. Finally I decided on Allies room, no one would want to go in there. I slowly walked up to the door of her room, which had a huge sign that read; "Danger; Allie's Room".

"Not anymore…." I muttered softly to myself, and opened the door. I took a deep breath as I walked into the room and was surprised to see my mom lying on Allie's bed…crying quietly. I hadn't really seen much of my mom since the accident, and the few times I had, she had been crying a lot. It kind of scared me because I had never seen my mom so scared, and sad. The same with my dad…I hadn't seen him in 3 days. He hadn't come to Allie's funeral, and I know that really made mom and Jamie sad. It made me sad too. When my mom finally noticed me, she quickly opened her arms, like she was reading my mind. I instantly got into her arms, and cried with her. I needed her, I needed my mommy.

Lucas's POV;

I sat quietly on the couch, thinking of all the things that had happened in the past six days. So many people's lives had changed, for the worst. When Brooke had called my crying hysterically from the hospital telling me what had happened, I honestly didn't believe her. I didn't want to. It finally hit me, when I saw Nathan and Haley in the hospital. Haley…she looked so broken. I have never, in all my years of being her friend, seen her like that. It broke my heart a million times more. Then there was Nathan. I had never seen my brother like that, scared me even more. But now, I was disappointed in Nathan. I know I have no idea what he's going through, but he should have gone to Allie's funeral, he should have been there for his kids, for Haley, who needed him now more then ever.

"Hi Uncle Lucas." Jamie said sitting next to me on the couch. Jamie, just like his brother and sister, was as a very bright kid, but it was still hard for him to fully understand why Allie wasn't coming back….

"Hey Jamie."

"Do you know where mommy is, or daddy?" he asked me looking up at me. Unlike Tyler, who had Haley's brown eyes, he had Nathan's blue eyes, just like Allie. I could tell he had been crying just like everyone else, and he was scared.

"Uh, I'm not sure buddy…sorry. Do you need anything?" I asked. Dumb question. Of course he needed something.

"I just want mommy…or daddy…or Allie…" he said. Tyler, Jamie, and Allie had probably one of the best sibiling relationships. Of course they fought, but they loved and care for each other so much. This hurt them just as much, or more.

"I'm sorry buddy, and I know…everyone wants her back." I said putting an arm around his shoulder. I saw Peyton walking towards us, and decided I'd go look for Nathan.

"Hey Peyt, do you mind staying here with Jamie, I don't want him to be alone, and I'm going to go look for Nathan." I said.

"Yeah no problem, but Luke, don't you think you should give Nathan his space. I'm mean Allie…Luke just let him grieve." Peyton said.

"I know, but Haley needs him Peyton. He's family needs him, especially now! I'm not going to let him let them down again." I said and headed for the door. I got into my car, and tried to think about where Nathan might be…the River Court.

Nathan's POV;

It was hard to believe that just about 6 months ago my life was perfect. I was the starting shooting guard of the North Carolina Bobcats at the age of 26. I had the most amazing wife, that I loved with my whole heart, and I had the three most beautiful kids that I loved more then life. Now, I had no job, a screwed up back, no wife, and only two kids…I loved each on of my kids so much. Tyler was just like me, with Haley's looks. Jamie was just like Haley with my looks, and Allie was the perfect mix. She was my little angel, and she looked like one too. She had Haley's honey blond hair, and my blue eyes. She was smart, loving, and beautiful. Even one of the most important things in my life I couldn't protect…I was a failure. I heard the sound of footsteps on the black top, and I looked up to see Lucas walking towards me…great.

"Hey little brother." He said walking up to the table, and sitting down next to me.

"Hey…" I really wasn't in the mood for a heart to heart with him. I wanted to grieve, I wanted to be left alone, didn't I deserve that much?

"Listen Nate, I know how horrible things are right now…and how devastated you are…but Haley needs you, Tyler and Jamie need you Nathan."

Did he just say what I think he just said?

"YOU KNOW HOW TERRIBLE THINGS ARE!? LUCAS, YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA! I JUST LOST MY CHILD LUCAS! MY LIFE! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO OKAY!? I COULDN'T HELP ALLIE, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I CAN HELP THEM…." I yelled. The anger, the hurt…some of it had finally come out. How could Lucas say that? He has no fucking idea how things are…no one does.

"WHAT ABOUT HALEY, NATE! SHE JUST LOST HER LIFE TOO! HER CHILD NATHAN! "Lucas said yelling, but then lowered his voice.

"I know Allie was your daughter Nathan, and I know I can't say I know how your feeling, but what Haley's feeling…none of us could ever even compare too. And Tyler and Jamie, they miss her too Nate, so much…they want their little sister back too."

I looked at Lucas when he finished saying the truth. I knew he was right…but it was hard to accept it all. Because if I did, it would mean Allie was really gone, forever. I couldn't take it anymore, the pain in my heart was to much to hold in.

"I just want her back Luke…I just want her back…" I said as my tears starting falling again.

"I know little brother…I know." he said as he pulled me into a hug.

Haley's POV;

It had been about an hour since Tyler had come up into Allie's room, and about 15 minutes since he had finally fallen asleep. I wondered were Jamie was, but I didn't want to go down stairs looking, I couldn't face all those people. I only wanted Jamie and Tyler…and Allie. I slowly ran my hand down Tyler's back soothing him. I had always loved being a mother. Even at the young age of 18 when we first had Tyler. No matter how stressful or tired I was, seeing my babies always made everything better. For the most part I was always prepared…but this…how does any mother even live through this? Your children are supposed to out live you. Your supposed to watch them start every new school year, drive for the first time, graduate, get married, have kids, even make mistakes. Now…I would never get to do any of those things with Allie, and it was all my fault. I felt the tears start to well up again in my eyes, but I tried my hardest to keep them in. Know matter how much I cried, the huge pain in my heart, in my body would never go away, never. As if he read my mind, I saw Jamie walking through the door quietly.

"Hey Jim-Jam, come here." I said. He ran over to me, and jumped onto the bed.

"Hi momma." He whispered trying not to wake up Tyler.

"Hi baby." The pain in my chest grew when Jamie called me momma. Just the thought that I would never hear that word, that meant so much to me, come out of Allie's mouth hurt to much. Jamie snuggled into my chest closely, I could tell he was exhausted, we all were but I couldn't sleep. I had tried, but every time I closed my eyes…it went back to the night that changed my life. I looked over onto the nightstand table next to Allie's bed, and grabbed the picture frame. This was my favorite picture of all time. It was taken on Allie's fourth birthday in the backyard. Allie was on Tyler's back, Jamie was standing beside them with his arm around Tyler, and Nathan was beside me with his arm wrapped around my waist. Our Happy Family. Each of my children had a copy of that picture in their room. It was so strange how life could change so drastically in so little time. I laid the picture on my chest, hugging it tightly, when Peyton walked in.

"Hey Hales…" she said. It seemed like she was scared to walk into Allie's room…like she would be intruding. To be completely honest, I don't know how I could stand staying in her room. It was hurting me even more, but at the same time, it was like her being with me.

"Um Nathan…he's here."

Tada!!!! There's CH 2! I really hoped you guys liked it! Tell me what you thought. And once again I know it's sad! But things will eventually start getting better, but I mean a child death is the hardest thing in the world to face…that being said it will take time. But I really hope you guys are enjoying it! And tell me what I should work on, and if you liked it! Well anyway bye! R&R!?